
My Journey to Polyamory and Back
How I Fell In Love with Myself by Experimenting with Non-monogamy, Healing Ceremonies, and Psychedelics
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Natalie Loveleen
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What would you do if you knew you could be in as many romantic relationships as you want…at the same time? I never thought this was an option until I embarked on a quest to revive a stale marriage. Then I discovered the idea of polyamory. I thought it was the cure for all of my marital problems and convinced my husband to give an open relationship a shot. Polyamory did fix my marital problems, just not in the way I’d imagined....
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