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Narrated by:
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Ron Garner
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By:
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Joel Carroll
About this listen
As a young man, I faced many adversities while struggling to find myself through a brutal 19-year war with drug and alcohol addiction, all the while suffering from anxiety, depression, and PTSD. During that war, I was kidnapped, dodged a disturbing death on multiple occasions, suffered a minor stroke due to head trauma, and survived the internal warfare that almost ended with me taking my own life. Tormented by dark spirits and enlightened by the good, I was gifted with another opportunity of living a meaningful life. With God's incomprehensible grace and mercy, I share my experience, strength, and hope with you to prove recovery from addiction is not only 100 percent possible, but we can, in turn, aid and assist our brothers and sisters in our communities.
About the Author
Joel Carroll is an advocate for men, women, and children, who battle with drug addiction and suffer from mental illness. In 2013, he transformed his life from an alcoholic and an addict to a man who aids and assists others during their times of struggle. He also transformed from a liar and a thief to an honest and giving man who loves his family dearly. After graduating from the Salvation Army of Tucson's six-month rehabilitation program, Joel has dedicated his life to serving God and the communities he once ravaged.
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Powerful
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Amazing story of hope!
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IT'S REAL!!
IT'S POWERFUL!!
A difficult journey to sobriety, I am truly inspired by this man's courage to overcome the evils of drugs and alcohol abuse !! It gives me courage to continue in my own journey to succeed in life and sobriety!!
the struggle is real!!!
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Honestly
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Truly an inspiration story
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inspirational
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