
In Deep
How I Survived Gangs, Heroin, and Prison to Become a Chicago Violence Interrupter
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Christina Delaine
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Before Angalia Bianca became one of Chicago's foremost authorities on violence interruption and prevention, receiving international recognition and a Resolution for Bravery from the City of Chicago, she was a criminal, a master manipulator, and a brilliant con artist. Bianca spent 12 years in prison for forgery, embezzlement, drug dealing, and theft. But now she has gone far beyond the expectations for recovery to a life of service fueled by an unrelenting determination to make a difference.
Bianca was once a gang member; now she puts her life on the line to interrupt gang violence. For 36 years she was a heroin addict; now she mentors people in recovery. She was homeless; now she appears as an invited guest to speak at events across the country and around the world. Bianca crawled out of the deepest hole imaginable; now through her work with the renowned violence prevention group Cure Violence, she climbs back down to change lives.
In Deep is a blunt, honest look at Bianca's life. Her mind-blowing stories take listeners deep into a world of grit and gang violence that seems inescapable. Her story is at once fascinating, terrifying, and ultimately full of hope.
©2018 Angalia Bianca and Linda Beckstrom; Foreword copyright 2018 by Kevin Gates and Dreka Gates (P)2018 TantorListeners also enjoyed...
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The Crime of the Century
- Richard Speck and the Murders That Shocked a Nation
- By: Dennis L. Breo, William J. Martin
- Narrated by: Christina Delaine
- Length: 18 hrs and 26 mins
- Unabridged
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On July 14th, 1966, Richard Franklin Speck swept through a quiet Chicago townhouse like a summer tornado and stabbed, strangled, and killed eight young nurses in a violent sexual rampage. By morning, only one nurse, Corazon Amurao, had miraculously survived, and her scream of terror was heard around the world. As the eight bodies were carried out of the small building, the coroner, who had seen the carnage up close, told a gathering crowd: "It is the crime of the century!"
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All Of Your Roomates Murdered . . .
- By POLLY POIZENDEM on 04-21-17
By: Dennis L. Breo, and others
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Deadly American Beauty
- Beautiful Bride, Dark Secrets, Deadly Love
- By: John Glatt
- Narrated by: Shaun Grindell
- Length: 8 hrs and 16 mins
- Unabridged
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Greg DeVillers was a top biotech executive, and Kristin Rossum was embarking on a career in toxicology at the San Diego Medical Examiner's office. They seemed to be happily married, living the American dream. But only months shy of their second anniversary, Kristin found her handsome husband dead from a drug overdose - his corpse sprinkled with rose petals. By his side was their wedding photo. Authorities deemed it a suicide. Until they discovered that the rare poison found in Greg's body was the same poison missing from Kristin's office.
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A different writing style than I've seen before
- By Miked9746 on 04-05-22
By: John Glatt
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34 Years in Hell
- My Time Inside America's Toughest Prisons
- By: James Morgan Kane
- Narrated by: Jeff Harding
- Length: 7 hrs and 47 mins
- Unabridged
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In July 1983, James Morgan Kane returned home in the evening to find a corpse in his living room. Fearing that he would be held responsible, and sensing that his wife was involved, he wanted to do all he could to protect his young family. Jamie worked through the night to dispose of the body. But his luck ran out days later, as he was arrested and sentenced to 13 years in prison. Jamie entered the American prison system and was to stay there for 34 years with stints in San Quentin, Folsom State Prison and the notorious Deuel Vocational Institution in California.
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Big Fish Story
- By Bill on 09-26-23
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Playing with Fire
- The True Story of a Nurse, Her Husband, and a Marriage Turned Fatal
- By: John Glatt
- Narrated by: Shaun Grindell
- Length: 10 hrs and 18 mins
- Unabridged
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Nothing could have shocked the sleepy community of Morgantown, West Virginia, more than the lurid details that surfaced after a house fire claimed the life of Shelly Michael's husband, Jimmy. Local authorities suspected possible arson. Then they discovered that Jimmy had been dead before the fire even started - paralyzed by a fatal dose of muscle relaxant.... Did Shelly Michael, a respected nurse and mother, kill her second husband and torch her own home?
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Neverending
- By Brett on 05-11-21
By: John Glatt
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If You Only Knew
- By: M. William Phelps
- Narrated by: Jonathan Yen
- Length: 13 hrs and 20 mins
- Unabridged
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When Vonlee "Nicole" Titlow and her aunt, Billie Jean Rogers, came home from a night of gambling in a casino near Detroit, they told police they found Billie's husband unconscious on the floor of the Rogers' mansion. Just another of his alcoholic benders, they assumed. But this time, Donald Rogers didn't wake up.
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weird narration
- By Sarah on 12-27-16
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Family Secrets
- The Case That Crippled the Chicago Mob
- By: Jeff Coen
- Narrated by: Matthew Boston
- Length: 14 hrs and 43 mins
- Unabridged
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Even in Chicago, a city steeped in mob history and legend, the Family Secrets case was a true spectacle when it made it to court in 2007. A top mob boss, a reputed consigliere, and other high-profile members of the Chicago Outfit were accused in a total of 18 gangland killings, revealing organized crime's ruthless grip on the city throughout the 1960s, 1970s, and 1980s. Painting a vivid picture of murder, courtroom drama, family loyalties and disloyalties, journalist Jeff Coen accurately portrays the Chicago Outfit's cold-blooded killers.
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“You Do It”
- By Esha on 07-08-19
By: Jeff Coen
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Amy: My Search for Her Killer
- Secrets and Suspects in the Unsolved Murder of Amy Mihaljevic
- By: James Renner
- Narrated by: James Renner
- Length: 7 hrs and 26 mins
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Ten-year-old Amy Mihaljevic disappeared from the comfortable Cleveland suburb of Bay Village in the fall of 1989. Her picture was everywhere - anyone who watched the local TV news remembers the girl with the sideways ponytail. Tragically, Amy was found dead a few months later. Her killer was never found. Now, 15 years later, journalist James Renner picks up the leads. Filled with mysterious riddles, incredible coincidences, and a cast of unusual but very real characters, his investigation quickly becomes a riveting journey in search of the truth.
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Read every Renner
- By Amber Williams on 12-05-18
By: James Renner
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The Weight of Air
- A Story of the Lies About Addiction and the Truth About Recovery
- By: David Poses
- Narrated by: Charlie Thurston
- Length: 8 hrs and 7 mins
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While his wife and two-year-old daughter watched TV in the living room, David Poses was in the kitchen, measuring the distance from his index finger to his armpit. He needed to be sure he could pull the trigger with a shotgun barrel in his mouth. Twenty-six inches. Thirty-two years old. More than a decade in a double life fueled by depression and heroin.
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David’s story is invaluable
- By Kristy Aiken-Smith on 03-13-22
By: David Poses
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Never See Them Again
- By: M. William Phelps
- Narrated by: Keith Sellon-Wright
- Length: 11 hrs and 25 mins
- Unabridged
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In the summer of 2003, the Houston suburb of Clear Lake, Texas, was devastated when four young residents were viciously slain. The two female victims, Tiffany Rowell and Rachael Koloroutis, were just 18 years old - popular and beloved. But when a killer came knocking, it turned out to be someone they knew all too well. Seventeen-year-old Christine Paolilla was an awkward outsider until the girls befriended her. In this gripping true story, M. William Phelps delves into the heart of a baffling mystery to get to the truth of an act so brutal it could not be understood - until now.
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Superb Coverage of Why 4 Youths were Heartlessly Murdered
- By Mary Burnight on 01-15-18
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Richie
- A Father, His Son, and the Ultimate American Tragedy
- By: Thomas Thompson
- Narrated by: Shawn Compton
- Length: 9 hrs and 23 mins
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George Diener, World War II veteran and traveling salesman, and his wife, Carol, had old-fashioned values and ordinary aspirations: a home, a family, the pleasure of watching their two sons grow up. But in February 1972, an unthinkable tragedy occurred in the basement of their Nassau County residence, shattering their hopes and dreams forever.
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Powerful Read- How Drugs Destroyed One Family
- By Susie Q on 09-02-19
By: Thomas Thompson
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Trace Evidence
- The Hunt for the I-5 Serial Killer
- By: Bruce Henderson
- Narrated by: David Colacci
- Length: 16 hrs and 54 mins
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For 10 years, the California Interstate 5 highway was haunted by a dangerous serial killer. Incredibly skilled at staying ahead of the investigators as the bodies started to pile up, there wasn't enough evidence to charge the culprit with murder even once he'd been identified. Instead, they had to build a first-degree murder case in a few months while the killer was locked up on an assault conviction. Key to this was a cast of four: Vito Bertocchini, Kay Maulsby, Ray Biondi, and Faye Springer.
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really solid book 👌
- By Patrick on 04-25-20
By: Bruce Henderson
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The Life and Times of Cocaine Charlie
- By: Charles T. H. Woods
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 7 hrs and 2 mins
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An unrepentant true crime memoir about the life of a man who sold and used cocaine daily for thirty-eight years. A man with over fifty years of involvement with illegal drugs starting at the age of thirteen. Offering a fair and balanced account of how drugs and drug dealing affected his life, those closest to him as well as the lives of others. This is a different kind of drug dealer story. The kind you don't hear. The kind they don't want told.
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His raw honesty.
- By larry crowder on 04-09-25
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- Rita Watson
- 12-12-18
Awesome Biography and amazing story
This is an important book. Civic leaders, city officials and social workers must read this book. Although very personal and severely honest, this story and the writer’s path are so important from a socio-political bent. The idea of never give up on the worst of the worst in our prison system because someday their ultimate work can change and save lives.
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- Nichol
- 12-17-21
Amazing
Took me less than a day to listen to the book.. growing up in Chicago, it was like being a part of the story. You’re never too old to change !! God Bless you and your journey
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- Anonymous User
- 07-03-23
Absolutely Exceptional!
I’ve listened to many addiction memoirs & this is the best I’ve ever heard bar none. It’s an incredible story of a life ravaged by addiction & the ultimate tale of hope & redemption.
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- Anonymous User
- 08-12-23
A "must listen" to story
Loved it!! Great story and I'm happy the writer gained back her life. I lost my truest love to heroin, I give her alot of credit for beating her demons.
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- Lisa A.
- 09-03-19
Speechless
The story that is behind this woman will make anyone speechless. She is now moving mountains!
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- Charlaine
- 03-27-19
A Different shade of Miracle
I wanted information and I was Stunned by both both the information and the tenacity of Bianca’s will to survive through what I see as one nightmare after another. It is amazing how God delivered her from and delivered her to a destination and purpose so carefully shaped so that she could be the violence interrupter and healing balm for others. This is encouragement hard won. Thank you for sharing your stories and for taking your place on the front lines.
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- Annelise
- 12-02-23
Her honesty and strength was just so amazing.
Not one thing to dislike about this book from start to finish. Truly amazing to see how she took this opportunity and turned it all around for good.
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- trish schabram
- 03-03-21
Brutally honest without the fluffy BS!
As a recovering alcoholic, or any addict- it is a straight up honest look into the eyes of the devil. But also proves, when you ask God for help, He will help you!❤️
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- Amazon Customer
- 12-15-21
Great read!
I found myself looking forward to having time to hear rest of story. The honesty and rawness made it even better !
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- Patricia Tolliver
- 03-04-25
In Deep
Great true story of a woman who lived the drug addiction, prositution, violent street life and the struggles of loss and the gift of a second chance and the regained life she once lost. Read by the Author..
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