
Everything We Never Had
Failed to add items
Add to Cart failed.
Add to Wish List failed.
Remove from wishlist failed.
Adding to library failed
Follow podcast failed
Unfollow podcast failed
$0.99/mo for the first 3 months

Buy for $18.00
No default payment method selected.
We are sorry. We are not allowed to sell this product with the selected payment method
-
Narrated by:
-
JB Tadena
-
Ramón de Ocampo
-
Manny Jacinto
-
Jesse Inocalla
-
By:
-
Randy Ribay
About this listen
Winner of the Asian/Pacific American Award for Literature
Longlisted for the National Book Award
From the author of the National Book Award finalist Patron Saints of Nothing comes an emotionally charged, moving novel about four generations of Filipino American boys grappling with identity, masculinity, and their fraught father-son relationships.
Watsonville, 1930. Francisco Maghabol barely ekes out a living in the fields of California. As he spends what little money he earns at dance halls and faces increasing violence from white men in town, Francisco wonders if he should’ve never left the Philippines.
Stockton, 1965. Between school days full of prejudice from white students and teachers and night shifts working at his aunt’s restaurant, Emil refuses to follow in the footsteps of his labor organizer father, Francisco. He’s going to make it in this country no matter what or who he has to leave behind.
Denver, 1983. Chris is determined to prove that his overbearing father, Emil, can’t control him. However, when a missed assignment on “ancestral history” sends Chris off the football team and into the library, he discovers a desire to know more about Filipino history―even if his father dismisses his interest as unamerican and unimportant.
Philadelphia, 2020. Enzo struggles to keep his anxiety in check as a global pandemic breaks out and his abrasive grandfather moves in. While tensions are high between his dad and his lolo, Enzo’s daily walks with Lolo Emil have him wondering if maybe he can help bridge their decades-long rift.
Told in multiple perspectives, Everything We Never Had unfolds like a beautifully crafted nesting doll, where each Maghabol boy forges his own path amid heavy family and societal expectations, passing down his flaws, values, and virtues to the next generation, until it’s up to Enzo to see how he can braid all these strands and men together.
Listeners also enjoyed...
-
Accountable
- The True Story of a Racist Social Media Account and the Teenagers Whose Lives It Changed
- By: Dashka Slater
- Narrated by: Ariel Blake
- Length: 9 hrs and 12 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
When a high school student started a private Instagram account that used racist and sexist memes to make his friends laugh, he thought of it as “edgy” humor. Over time, the edge got sharper. Then a few other kids found out about the account. Pretty soon, everyone knew. Ultimately no one in the small town of Albany, California, was safe from the repercussions of the account’s discovery. Not the girls targeted by the posts. Not the boy who created the account. Not the group of kids who followed it. Not the adults—educators and parents—whose attempts to fix things too often made them worse.
-
-
Important story for young readers
- By Christopher Gutierrez on 11-15-24
By: Dashka Slater
-
Twenty-Four Seconds from Now . . .
- A LOVE Story
- By: Jason Reynolds
- Narrated by: Guy Lockard
- Length: 4 hrs and 27 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Twenty-four months ago: Neon gets chased by a dog all around the parking lot of a church. Not his finest moment. And definitely one he would have loved to forget if it weren’t for the dog’s owner: Aria. Dressed in sweats, a t-shirt, hair in a ponytail. Aria. Way more than fine. Twenty-four weeks ago: Neon’s dad insists on talking to him about tenderness and intimacy. Neon and Aria are definitely in love, and while they haven’t taken that next big step…yet, they’ve starting talking about…that.
-
-
Fresh and Refreshing
- By Z. White on 12-04-24
By: Jason Reynolds
-
The Great Cool Ranch Dorito in the Sky
- By: Josh Galarza
- Narrated by: Robb Moreira
- Length: 9 hrs and 28 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Ever since cancer invaded his adoptive mother’s life, Brett feels like he’s losing everything, most of all control. To cope, Brett fuels all of his anxieties into epic fantasies, including his intergalactic Kid Condor comic book series, which features food constellations and characters not unlike those in his own life. But lately Brett’s grip on reality has started to lose its hold. The fictions he’s been telling himself—about his unattractive body, the feeling that he’s a burden to his best friend, that he’s too messed up to be loved—have consumed him completely.
-
-
Original, Heartfelt, Healing - Awesomely Creative and Often Hilarious
- By ALS on 08-02-24
By: Josh Galarza
-
America Is Not the Heart
- A Novel
- By: Elaine Castillo
- Narrated by: Donnabella Mortel
- Length: 16 hrs and 24 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
How many lives fit in a lifetime? When Hero De Vera arrives in America - haunted by the political upheaval in the Philippines and disowned by her parents - she's already on her third. Her uncle gives her a fresh start in the Bay Area, and he doesn't ask about her past. His younger wife knows enough about the might and secrecy of the De Vera family to keep her head down. But their daughter - the first American-born daughter in the family - can't resist asking Hero about her damaged hands.
-
-
New Perspectives
- By Bernadette on 05-17-18
By: Elaine Castillo
-
Buffalo Dreamer
- By: Violet Duncan
- Narrated by: Ashley Callingbull
- Length: 2 hrs and 9 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Summer and her family always spend relaxed summers in Alberta, Canada, on the reservation where her mom’s family lives. But this year is turning out to be an eye-opening one. First, Summer has begun to have vivid dreams in which she's running away from one of the many real-life residential schools that tore Native children from their families and tried to erase their Native identities. Not long after that, she learns that unmarked children’s graves have been discovered at the school her grandpa attended as a child.
-
-
Finally a book a Native kid/adult can relate too
- By Amazon Customer on 12-12-24
By: Violet Duncan
-
Patron Saints of Nothing
- By: Randy Ribay
- Narrated by: Ramón de Ocampo
- Length: 9 hrs and 2 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Jay Reguero plans to spend the last semester of his senior year playing video games before heading to the University of Michigan in the fall. But when he discovers that his Filipino cousin Jun was murdered as part of President Duterte's war on drugs, and no one in the family wants to talk about what happened, Jay travels to the Philippines to find out the real story. Hoping to uncover more about Jun and the events that led to his death, Jay is forced to reckon with the many sides of his cousin before he can face the whole horrible truth - and the part he played in it.
-
-
Touching and informative
- By Pedro Navejas on 07-09-19
By: Randy Ribay
-
Accountable
- The True Story of a Racist Social Media Account and the Teenagers Whose Lives It Changed
- By: Dashka Slater
- Narrated by: Ariel Blake
- Length: 9 hrs and 12 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
When a high school student started a private Instagram account that used racist and sexist memes to make his friends laugh, he thought of it as “edgy” humor. Over time, the edge got sharper. Then a few other kids found out about the account. Pretty soon, everyone knew. Ultimately no one in the small town of Albany, California, was safe from the repercussions of the account’s discovery. Not the girls targeted by the posts. Not the boy who created the account. Not the group of kids who followed it. Not the adults—educators and parents—whose attempts to fix things too often made them worse.
-
-
Important story for young readers
- By Christopher Gutierrez on 11-15-24
By: Dashka Slater
-
Twenty-Four Seconds from Now . . .
- A LOVE Story
- By: Jason Reynolds
- Narrated by: Guy Lockard
- Length: 4 hrs and 27 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Twenty-four months ago: Neon gets chased by a dog all around the parking lot of a church. Not his finest moment. And definitely one he would have loved to forget if it weren’t for the dog’s owner: Aria. Dressed in sweats, a t-shirt, hair in a ponytail. Aria. Way more than fine. Twenty-four weeks ago: Neon’s dad insists on talking to him about tenderness and intimacy. Neon and Aria are definitely in love, and while they haven’t taken that next big step…yet, they’ve starting talking about…that.
-
-
Fresh and Refreshing
- By Z. White on 12-04-24
By: Jason Reynolds
-
The Great Cool Ranch Dorito in the Sky
- By: Josh Galarza
- Narrated by: Robb Moreira
- Length: 9 hrs and 28 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Ever since cancer invaded his adoptive mother’s life, Brett feels like he’s losing everything, most of all control. To cope, Brett fuels all of his anxieties into epic fantasies, including his intergalactic Kid Condor comic book series, which features food constellations and characters not unlike those in his own life. But lately Brett’s grip on reality has started to lose its hold. The fictions he’s been telling himself—about his unattractive body, the feeling that he’s a burden to his best friend, that he’s too messed up to be loved—have consumed him completely.
-
-
Original, Heartfelt, Healing - Awesomely Creative and Often Hilarious
- By ALS on 08-02-24
By: Josh Galarza
-
America Is Not the Heart
- A Novel
- By: Elaine Castillo
- Narrated by: Donnabella Mortel
- Length: 16 hrs and 24 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
How many lives fit in a lifetime? When Hero De Vera arrives in America - haunted by the political upheaval in the Philippines and disowned by her parents - she's already on her third. Her uncle gives her a fresh start in the Bay Area, and he doesn't ask about her past. His younger wife knows enough about the might and secrecy of the De Vera family to keep her head down. But their daughter - the first American-born daughter in the family - can't resist asking Hero about her damaged hands.
-
-
New Perspectives
- By Bernadette on 05-17-18
By: Elaine Castillo
-
Buffalo Dreamer
- By: Violet Duncan
- Narrated by: Ashley Callingbull
- Length: 2 hrs and 9 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Summer and her family always spend relaxed summers in Alberta, Canada, on the reservation where her mom’s family lives. But this year is turning out to be an eye-opening one. First, Summer has begun to have vivid dreams in which she's running away from one of the many real-life residential schools that tore Native children from their families and tried to erase their Native identities. Not long after that, she learns that unmarked children’s graves have been discovered at the school her grandpa attended as a child.
-
-
Finally a book a Native kid/adult can relate too
- By Amazon Customer on 12-12-24
By: Violet Duncan
-
Patron Saints of Nothing
- By: Randy Ribay
- Narrated by: Ramón de Ocampo
- Length: 9 hrs and 2 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Jay Reguero plans to spend the last semester of his senior year playing video games before heading to the University of Michigan in the fall. But when he discovers that his Filipino cousin Jun was murdered as part of President Duterte's war on drugs, and no one in the family wants to talk about what happened, Jay travels to the Philippines to find out the real story. Hoping to uncover more about Jun and the events that led to his death, Jay is forced to reckon with the many sides of his cousin before he can face the whole horrible truth - and the part he played in it.
-
-
Touching and informative
- By Pedro Navejas on 07-09-19
By: Randy Ribay
-
Mothers and Sons
- A Novel
- By: Adam Haslett
- Narrated by: Andrew Gibson, Janet Metzger
- Length: 10 hrs and 59 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
At forty, Peter, an asylum lawyer in New York City, is overworked and isolated. He spends his days immersed in the struggles of immigrants only to return to an empty apartment and occasional hook-ups with a man who wants more than Peter can give. But when the asylum case of a young gay man pierces Peter's numbness, the event that he has avoided for twenty years returns to haunt him. Ann, his mother, who runs a women's retreat center she founded after leaving his father, is wounded by the estrangement from Peter but cherishes the world she has built.
-
-
Good multiple narrators. Tiresome characters.
- By CoastalReader on 02-20-25
By: Adam Haslett
-
Blackouts
- A Novel
- By: Justin Torres
- Narrated by: Ozzie Rodriguez, Torian Brackett
- Length: 6 hrs and 55 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Out in the desert in a place called the Palace, a young man tends to a dying soul, someone he once knew briefly, but who has haunted the edges of his life. Juan Gay—playful raconteur, child lost and found and lost, guardian of the institutionalized—has a project to pass along. It is inspired by a true artifact of a book, Sex Variants: A Study in Homosexual Patterns, which contains stories collected in the early twentieth century from queer subjects by a queer researcher, Jan Gay, whose groundbreaking work was then co-opted by a committee, her name buried.
-
-
meh
- By Thomas E Flint on 10-28-24
By: Justin Torres
-
Horse Barbie
- A Memoir
- By: Geena Rocero
- Narrated by: Geena Rocero
- Length: 11 hrs and 17 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
As a young femme in 1990s Manila, Geena Rocero heard, “Bakla, bakla!,” a taunt aimed at her feminine sway, whenever she left the tiny universe of her eskinita. Eventually, she found her place in trans pageants, the Philippines’ informal national sport. When her competitors mocked her as a “horse Barbie” due to her statuesque physique, tumbling hair, long neck, and dark skin, she leaned into the epithet. By seventeen, she was the Philippines’ highest-earning trans pageant queen.
-
-
Heart felt narration by author. Trail blazer woman!
- By T. Li on 03-25-25
By: Geena Rocero
-
Pony Confidential
- By: Christina Lynch
- Narrated by: Erin Moon, Blair Young
- Length: 11 hrs and 29 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Pony has been passed from owner to owner for longer than he can remember. Fed up, he busts out and goes on a cross-country mission to reunite with Penny, the little girl whom he was separated from and hasn’t seen in years. Penny, now an adult, is living an ordinary life when she gets a knock on her door and finds herself in handcuffs, accused of murder and whisked back to the place she grew up. Her only comfort when the past comes back to haunt her are the memories of her precious, rebellious pony.
-
-
A lighthearted listen to get you laughing!
- By Amy Brown on 11-24-24
By: Christina Lynch
-
There Are Rivers in the Sky
- A Novel
- By: Elif Shafak
- Narrated by: Olivia Vinall, Elif Shafak
- Length: 16 hrs and 48 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
In the ancient city of Nineveh, on the bank of the River Tigris, King Ashurbanipal of Mesopotamia, erudite but ruthless, built a great library that would crumble with the end of his reign. From its ruins, however, emerged a poem, the Epic of Gilgamesh, that would infuse the existence of two rivers and bind together three lives. In 1840 London, Arthur is born beside the stinking, sewage-filled River Thames. With an abusive, alcoholic father and a mentally ill mother, Arthur’s only chance of escaping destitution is his brilliant memory.
-
-
I am 81 years old. Profoundly moved from this book. Plan to get my first tattoo.
- By mary e hennessy on 10-21-24
By: Elif Shafak
-
Isaac's Song
- A Novel
- By: Daniel Black
- Narrated by: JD Jackson
- Length: 8 hrs and 27 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Isaac is at a crossroads in his young life. Growing up in Missouri, the son of a caustic, hard-driving father, he was conditioned to suppress his artistic pursuits and physical desires, notions that didn’t align with a traditional view of masculinity. But now, in late ’80s Chicago, Isaac has finally carved out a life of his own. He is sensitive and tenderhearted and has built up the courage to seek out a community. Yet just as he begins to embrace who he is, two social catalysts—the AIDS crisis and Rodney King’s attack—collectively extinguish his hard-earned joy.
-
-
The story was touching about what gay men endure.
- By Amazon Customer on 04-08-25
By: Daniel Black
Critic reviews
Winner of the Asian/Pacific American Award for Young Adult Literature
Longlisted for the 2024 National Book Award for Young People’s Literature
A National Indie Bestseller
A Publishers Weekly Best YA Book of the Year
A Kirkus Best YA Book of the Year
An NPR Book We Love of 2024
A School Library Journal Best YA Book of the Year
A Booklist Editors' Choice
An ELLE Staff Pick of the Year
2024 BookBrowse Best YA Award Winner
A CALIBA Golden Poppy Winner
A Mirrors & Windows Award for Excellence in Children's Literature Finalist
A 2025 Texas TAYSHAS Reading List Pick
A Center for the Study of Multicultural Children's Literature Best Book of 2024
A Common Sense Media Best Book of 2024
★ “[An] emotionally resonant tale…Compact storytelling richly layered with Filipino American culture and history provides the backdrop for each father-son relationship as the Maghabols confront personal and familial expectations in both past and present narratives.”—Publishers Weekly, starred review
★ "Told in alternating viewpoints, this strongly characterized novel covers the boys’ struggles with identity against the backdrop of changes in American society. The many heartwarming and heartbreaking moments offer deep insights into intergenerational patterns and how one’s life experiences and upbringing affect parenting and relationships….A powerful and moving family saga."—Kirkus Reviews, starred review
★ “Entwined and exquisite like a taut braid, the narrative expertly weaves the lives of these fathers and sons into a powerful family drama centered on one family's Filipino American experience. Even more impressive than Ribay’s ability to balance four separate point-of-view characters is the way the story immerses the reader in each character’s time period…Ribay vividly and honestly brings these settings to life so the reader can better understand how the characters’ worlds shape them.”—Booklist, starred review
People who viewed this also viewed...
-
Nowhere Boy
- By: Katherine Marsh
- Narrated by: Jeremy Arthur
- Length: 8 hrs and 5 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Fourteen-year-old Ahmed is stuck in a city that wants nothing to do with him. Newly arrived in Brussels, Belgium, Ahmed fled a life of uncertainty and suffering in Aleppo, Syria, only to lose his father on the perilous journey to the shores of Europe. Now, Ahmed’s struggling to get by on his own, but with no one left to trust and nowhere to go, he’s starting to lose hope. Then he meets Max, a 13-year-old American boy from Washington, DC. Together, Max and Ahmed will defy the odds, learning from each other what it means to be brave and how hope can change your destiny.
-
-
Kept my 14 year old interested
- By MTJAMS on 02-10-21
By: Katherine Marsh
-
Under the Surface
- By: Diana Urban
- Narrated by: Rebecca Soler, Max Meyers
- Length: 10 hrs and 37 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Ruby is terrified to cave to her feelings for Sean and risk him crushing her heart. Sean is pumped to spend a week with Ruby in Paris on their senior class trip, and he’ll wait however long until she’s ready to take things further. But when Ruby’s best friend sneaks out the first night to meet a mysterious French boy, Ruby goes after her with two classmates, but caves to another temptation: attending mystery boy’s exclusive party in the Paris catacombs, the intricate web of tunnels beneath the city, home to six million long-dead Parisians. Only they never reach the party.
-
-
Brilliant story
- By @joseph.hallett.author on 08-21-24
By: Diana Urban
-
Canto Contigo
- A Novel
- By: Jonny Garza Villa
- Narrated by: Alejandro Antonio Ruiz
- Length: 10 hrs and 3 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
In a twenty-four-hour span, Rafael Alvarez led North Amistad High School’s Mariachi Alma de la Frontera to their eleventh consecutive first-place win in the Mariachi Extravaganza de Nacional; and met, made out with, and almost hooked up with one of the cutest guys he’s ever met.
-
-
Beautiful story of a home town!
- By Sienna on 02-12-25
-
Shut Up, This Is Serious
- By: Carolina Ixta
- Narrated by: Frankie Corzo
- Length: 10 hrs and 19 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Belén Dolores Itzel del Toro wants the normal stuff: to experience love or maybe have a boyfriend or at least just lose her virginity. But nothing is normal in East Oakland. Her father left her family. She’s at risk of not graduating. And Leti, her super-Catholic, nerdy-ass best friend, is pregnant—by the boyfriend she hasn’t told her parents about, because he’s Black, and her parents are racist.
-
-
A novel for the Bay
- By Ellie on 01-12-24
By: Carolina Ixta
-
Twenty-Four Seconds from Now . . .
- A LOVE Story
- By: Jason Reynolds
- Narrated by: Guy Lockard
- Length: 4 hrs and 27 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Twenty-four months ago: Neon gets chased by a dog all around the parking lot of a church. Not his finest moment. And definitely one he would have loved to forget if it weren’t for the dog’s owner: Aria. Dressed in sweats, a t-shirt, hair in a ponytail. Aria. Way more than fine. Twenty-four weeks ago: Neon’s dad insists on talking to him about tenderness and intimacy. Neon and Aria are definitely in love, and while they haven’t taken that next big step…yet, they’ve starting talking about…that.
-
-
Fresh and Refreshing
- By Z. White on 12-04-24
By: Jason Reynolds
-
A Banh Mi for Two
- By: Trinity Nguyen
- Narrated by: Carolina Do, VyVy Nguyen
- Length: 7 hrs and 28 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
In Sài Gòn, Lan is always trying to be the perfect daughter, dependable and willing to care for her widowed mother and their bánh mì stall. Her secret passion, however, is A Bánh Mì for Two, the food blog she started with her father. Meanwhile, Vietnamese American Vivi Huynh has never been to Việt Nam. Her parents rarely even talk about the homeland that clearly haunts them. So Vivi secretly goes to Vietnam for a study abroad program, determined to figure out why her parents left, and to try everything she’s seen on her favorite food blog, A Bánh Mì for Two.
-
-
A sweet, heartwarming but slightly slow debut
- By Sabrina N. Frang on 02-19-25
By: Trinity Nguyen
-
Nowhere Boy
- By: Katherine Marsh
- Narrated by: Jeremy Arthur
- Length: 8 hrs and 5 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Fourteen-year-old Ahmed is stuck in a city that wants nothing to do with him. Newly arrived in Brussels, Belgium, Ahmed fled a life of uncertainty and suffering in Aleppo, Syria, only to lose his father on the perilous journey to the shores of Europe. Now, Ahmed’s struggling to get by on his own, but with no one left to trust and nowhere to go, he’s starting to lose hope. Then he meets Max, a 13-year-old American boy from Washington, DC. Together, Max and Ahmed will defy the odds, learning from each other what it means to be brave and how hope can change your destiny.
-
-
Kept my 14 year old interested
- By MTJAMS on 02-10-21
By: Katherine Marsh
-
Under the Surface
- By: Diana Urban
- Narrated by: Rebecca Soler, Max Meyers
- Length: 10 hrs and 37 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Ruby is terrified to cave to her feelings for Sean and risk him crushing her heart. Sean is pumped to spend a week with Ruby in Paris on their senior class trip, and he’ll wait however long until she’s ready to take things further. But when Ruby’s best friend sneaks out the first night to meet a mysterious French boy, Ruby goes after her with two classmates, but caves to another temptation: attending mystery boy’s exclusive party in the Paris catacombs, the intricate web of tunnels beneath the city, home to six million long-dead Parisians. Only they never reach the party.
-
-
Brilliant story
- By @joseph.hallett.author on 08-21-24
By: Diana Urban
-
Canto Contigo
- A Novel
- By: Jonny Garza Villa
- Narrated by: Alejandro Antonio Ruiz
- Length: 10 hrs and 3 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
In a twenty-four-hour span, Rafael Alvarez led North Amistad High School’s Mariachi Alma de la Frontera to their eleventh consecutive first-place win in the Mariachi Extravaganza de Nacional; and met, made out with, and almost hooked up with one of the cutest guys he’s ever met.
-
-
Beautiful story of a home town!
- By Sienna on 02-12-25
-
Shut Up, This Is Serious
- By: Carolina Ixta
- Narrated by: Frankie Corzo
- Length: 10 hrs and 19 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Belén Dolores Itzel del Toro wants the normal stuff: to experience love or maybe have a boyfriend or at least just lose her virginity. But nothing is normal in East Oakland. Her father left her family. She’s at risk of not graduating. And Leti, her super-Catholic, nerdy-ass best friend, is pregnant—by the boyfriend she hasn’t told her parents about, because he’s Black, and her parents are racist.
-
-
A novel for the Bay
- By Ellie on 01-12-24
By: Carolina Ixta
-
Twenty-Four Seconds from Now . . .
- A LOVE Story
- By: Jason Reynolds
- Narrated by: Guy Lockard
- Length: 4 hrs and 27 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Twenty-four months ago: Neon gets chased by a dog all around the parking lot of a church. Not his finest moment. And definitely one he would have loved to forget if it weren’t for the dog’s owner: Aria. Dressed in sweats, a t-shirt, hair in a ponytail. Aria. Way more than fine. Twenty-four weeks ago: Neon’s dad insists on talking to him about tenderness and intimacy. Neon and Aria are definitely in love, and while they haven’t taken that next big step…yet, they’ve starting talking about…that.
-
-
Fresh and Refreshing
- By Z. White on 12-04-24
By: Jason Reynolds
-
A Banh Mi for Two
- By: Trinity Nguyen
- Narrated by: Carolina Do, VyVy Nguyen
- Length: 7 hrs and 28 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
In Sài Gòn, Lan is always trying to be the perfect daughter, dependable and willing to care for her widowed mother and their bánh mì stall. Her secret passion, however, is A Bánh Mì for Two, the food blog she started with her father. Meanwhile, Vietnamese American Vivi Huynh has never been to Việt Nam. Her parents rarely even talk about the homeland that clearly haunts them. So Vivi secretly goes to Vietnam for a study abroad program, determined to figure out why her parents left, and to try everything she’s seen on her favorite food blog, A Bánh Mì for Two.
-
-
A sweet, heartwarming but slightly slow debut
- By Sabrina N. Frang on 02-19-25
By: Trinity Nguyen
-
The Great Cool Ranch Dorito in the Sky
- By: Josh Galarza
- Narrated by: Robb Moreira
- Length: 9 hrs and 28 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Ever since cancer invaded his adoptive mother’s life, Brett feels like he’s losing everything, most of all control. To cope, Brett fuels all of his anxieties into epic fantasies, including his intergalactic Kid Condor comic book series, which features food constellations and characters not unlike those in his own life. But lately Brett’s grip on reality has started to lose its hold. The fictions he’s been telling himself—about his unattractive body, the feeling that he’s a burden to his best friend, that he’s too messed up to be loved—have consumed him completely.
-
-
Original, Heartfelt, Healing - Awesomely Creative and Often Hilarious
- By ALS on 08-02-24
By: Josh Galarza
-
Project Kawayan
- By: Randy Ribay
- Narrated by: Eileen Stevens, Richard Ferrone, Jennifer Aquino, and others
- Length: 2 hrs and 43 mins
- Original Recording
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
You wake up floating. Not in the air, but horizontally in a coffin-sized chamber filled with blue gelatinous fluid. You do not remember what this is. You do not remember why you are here. You do not remember who you are.
-
-
as annoying as talking to answering service
- By Svetlana on 08-07-22
By: Randy Ribay
-
Light Enough to Float
- By: Lauren Seal
- Narrated by: Shannon Tyo
- Length: 3 hrs and 20 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Evie has just barely acknowledged that she has an eating disorder when she’s admitted to an inpatient treatment facility. Now her days are filled with calorie loading, therapy sessions, and longing—for home, for control, and for the time before her troubles began. As the winter of her treatment goes on, she gradually begins to face her fears and to love herself again, with the help of caregivers and of peers who are fighting their own disordered-eating battles. This insightful, beautiful novel will touch every listener and offer hope and understanding to those who need it most.
-
-
You’ve read this before
- By Pink Amy on 10-09-24
By: Lauren Seal
-
Winterhouse
- By: Ben Guterson
- Narrated by: Sophie Amoss
- Length: 9 hrs and 25 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Orphan Elizabeth Somers’ malevolent aunt and uncle ship her off to the ominous Winterhouse Hotel, owned by the peculiar Norbridge Falls. Upon arrival, Elizabeth quickly discovers that Winterhouse has many charms - most notably its massive library. It’s not long before she locates a magical book of puzzles that will unlock a mystery involving Norbridge and his sinister family.
-
-
12 year olds might like it - not for adults
- By t on 05-30-18
By: Ben Guterson
-
Here After
- A Memoir
- By: Amy Lin
- Narrated by: Amy Lin
- Length: 3 hrs and 37 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Amy Lin never expected to find a love like the one she shares with her husband, Kurtis, a gifted young architect who pulls her toward joy, adventure, and greater self-acceptance. On a sweltering August morning, only a few months shy of the newlyweds’ move to Vancouver, thirty-two-year-old Kurtis heads out to run a half-marathon with Amy’s family. It’s the last time she sees her husband alive.
-
-
5/5
- By Alyssa Beers on 04-12-24
By: Amy Lin
-
You Have a Match
- A Novel
- By: Emma Lord
- Narrated by: Eva Kaminsky
- Length: 8 hrs and 56 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
When Abby signs up for a DNA service, it’s mainly to give her friend and secret love interest, Leo, a nudge. After all, she knows who she is already: Avid photographer. Injury-prone tree climber. Best friend to Leo and Connie...although ever since the B.E.I. (Big Embarrassing Incident) with Leo, things have been awkward on that front.
-
-
Daughter Loved It
- By Love Being a Mom on 01-15-21
By: Emma Lord
-
When Haru Was Here
- By: Dustin Thao
- Narrated by: David Lee Huynh
- Length: 7 hrs and 20 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
After the death of his best friend, Eric Ly creates imaginary scenarios in his head to deal with his grief. Until one of them becomes real when a boy he met last summer in Japan finds his way back into his life. When he least expects it, Haru Tanaka walks into the coffee shop and sits down next to him. The only thing is, nobody else can see him. In a magical turn of events, Eric suddenly has someone to connect with, making him feel less alone in the world. But as they spend more and more time together, he begins to question what is real.
-
-
I am not a crier but …
- By Alayna Larscheid on 03-03-25
By: Dustin Thao
-
The Deep Dark
- By: Molly Knox Ostertag
- Narrated by: Eva Reign, Elena Rey, Annette Amelia Oliveira, and others
- Length: 1 hr and 46 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Magdalena Herrera is about to graduate high school, but she already feels like an adult with serious responsibilities: caring for her ailing grandmother; working a part-time job; clandestine makeouts with a girl who has a boyfriend. And then there's her secret, which pulls her into the basement each night, drains her of energy, and leaves her bleeding. A secret that could hurt and even kill if it ever got out—like it did once before.
-
This Fatal Kiss
- By: Alicia Jasinska
- Narrated by: Kristyna Ruth Zaharek
- Length: 11 hrs and 46 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Cursed to haunt the river running through the magical spa town where she drowned, Gisela is a water nymph who dreams of returning to the living world and the family she left behind. All it takes to regain her humanity is a kiss from a mortal...but everyone sees her as a monster. And then there’s Kazik, the brooding, interfering, spirit-hunting grandson of a local witch. He's determined to rid the world of unholy creatures like Gisela. After Kazik botches Gisela’s exorcism, she strikes up a deal.
-
-
ahhhh oh the butterflies 🩷
- By Amazon Customer on 10-07-24
By: Alicia Jasinska
-
A Cruel Thirst
- By: Angela Montoya
- Narrated by: Diana Bustelo, Gary Tiedemann
- Length: 11 hrs and 10 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
A fledgling vampire and a headstrong vampire huntress must work together—against their better judgment—to rid the world of monsters in this irresistible romantic fantasy.
-
-
For real yearners
- By Jax on 01-07-25
By: Angela Montoya
-
Aisle Nine
- By: Ian X. Cho
- Narrated by: Jacob McNatt
- Length: 6 hrs and 54 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Ever since the world filled with portals to hell and bloodthirsty demons started popping out on the reg, Jasper’s life has gotten worse and worse. A teenage nobody with no friends or family, he is plagued by the life he can’t remember and the person he’s sure he’s supposed to be. Jasper spends his days working as a checkout clerk at the Here for You discount mart, where a hell portal in aisle nine means danger every shift. But at least here he can be near the girl he’s crushing on—Kyle Kuan, a junior member of the monster-fighting Vanguard.
By: Ian X. Cho
-
If I Was Your Girl
- By: Meredith Russo
- Narrated by: Samia Mounts
- Length: 7 hrs
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Amanda Hardy is the new girl in school. Like anyone else, all she wants is to make friends and fit in. But Amanda is keeping a secret, and she's determined not to get too close to anyone. But when she meets sweet, easygoing Grant, Amanda can't help but start to let him into her life. As they spend more time together, she realizes just how much she is losing by guarding her heart. She finds herself yearning to share with Grant everything about herself, including her past.
-
-
The middle
- By Kirah on 06-02-16
By: Meredith Russo
What listeners say about Everything We Never Had
Average customer ratingsReviews - Please select the tabs below to change the source of reviews.
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Amazon Customer
- 09-05-24
Stirring literary YA for the post-pandemic world
This was powerful in a more subdued, subtextual way than Patron Saints of Nothing. The characters are super-believable and well developed, and the descriptions are perfectly balanced, exulting in the poignance of the smallest everyday moments as they paint their long arc across four generations. If you're into powerful family chronicles and/or pandemic-era lit, this is the best of both worlds.
Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.
You voted on this review!
You reported this review!