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Narrated by:
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Samia Mounts
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By:
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Meredith Russo
About this listen
A new kind of bighearted audiobook about being seen for who you really are.
Amanda Hardy is the new girl in school. Like anyone else, all she wants is to make friends and fit in. But Amanda is keeping a secret, and she's determined not to get too close to anyone.
But when she meets sweet, easygoing Grant, Amanda can't help but start to let him into her life. As they spend more time together, she realizes just how much she is losing by guarding her heart. She finds herself yearning to share with Grant everything about herself, including her past. But Amanda's terrified that once she tells him the truth, he won't be able to see past it. Because the secret that Amanda's been keeping? It's that at her old school, she used to be Andrew. Will the truth cost Amanda her new life and her new love?
If I Was Your Girl is a universal story about feeling different - and a love story that everyone will root for.
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"[Narrator Samia] Mounts eloquently depicts the changes that take place after Andrew’s surgery - when he becomes Amanda.... Mounts expresses the delight Amanda feels as girlfriends accept her and gentle, thoughtful Grant falls in love with her. Mounts provides a bittersweet tone as Amanda blossoms with the tender feelings of first love even as she fears revealing her secret. Her feelings are juxtaposed with her father’s fear for her safety amid the narrow-mindedness of the small Southern town where they live, which Mounts suggests through the judicious use of regional accents." (AudioFile)
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Chloe Green is so close to winning. After her moms moved her from SoCal to Alabama for high school, she’s spent the past four years dodging gossipy classmates and a puritanical administration at Willowgrove Christian Academy. The thing that’s kept her going: winning valedictorian. Her only rival: prom queen Shara Wheeler, the principal’s perfect progeny. But a month before graduation, Shara kisses Chloe and vanishes. On a furious hunt for answers, Chloe discovers she’s not the only one Shara kissed.
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I Am Chloe Green
- By Rachel Fisher on 05-13-22
By: Casey McQuiston
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We Love the Nightlife
- By: Rachel Koller Croft
- Narrated by: Katharine Lee McEwan, Suzanne Elise Freeman
- Length: 11 hrs and 13 mins
- Unabridged
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London 1979. Two women with a deep love for disco meet one fateful night on the dance floor, changing the course of both their lives forever. Nicola, a beautiful and brooding vampire for nearly two centuries, can’t resist fun-loving and feisty Amber from America, ultimately offering an eternity together where the glamour of nightlife always takes center stage. But not all is what it seems.
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We love the night life
- By Hanazon on 01-14-25
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Under the Surface
- By: Diana Urban
- Narrated by: Rebecca Soler, Max Meyers
- Length: 10 hrs and 37 mins
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Ruby is terrified to cave to her feelings for Sean and risk him crushing her heart. Sean is pumped to spend a week with Ruby in Paris on their senior class trip, and he’ll wait however long until she’s ready to take things further. But when Ruby’s best friend sneaks out the first night to meet a mysterious French boy, Ruby goes after her with two classmates, but caves to another temptation: attending mystery boy’s exclusive party in the Paris catacombs, the intricate web of tunnels beneath the city, home to six million long-dead Parisians. Only they never reach the party.
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Brilliant story
- By @joseph.hallett.author on 08-21-24
By: Diana Urban
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If Anything Happens to Me
- By: Luanne Rice
- Narrated by: Marli Watson
- Length: 8 hrs and 28 mins
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It's been eight months since the body of Eloise Parrish was found in the woods. Eloise's surviving sister, Oli, is numb with grief and shock. But Oli's also angry. Her sister's killer was never identified or caught. There are no leads, no clues. The case is growing cold, and only Oli seems to care. Until Oli finds another girl left for dead, in the exact spot Eloise's body was found. Except this girl is alive. She can't remember how she got there, but Oli knows that she's the key to solving Eloise's murder.
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The characters
- By Marlena McMahon on 03-30-25
By: Luanne Rice
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You Let Me In
- By: Camilla Bruce
- Narrated by: Claire Rushbrook
- Length: 7 hrs and 23 mins
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Cassandra Tipp is dead...or is she? After all, the notorious recluse and eccentric best-selling novelist has always been prone to flights of fancy - everyone in town remembers the shocking events leading up to Cassie's infamous trial (she may have been acquitted, but the insanity defense only stretches so far). Cassandra Tipp has left behind no body - just her massive fortune and one final manuscript. Then again, there are enough bodies in her past.
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Interesting
- By Lsheldon on 12-18-24
By: Camilla Bruce
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Talon
- The Talon Saga, Book 1
- By: Julie Kagawa
- Narrated by: Caitlin Davies, MacLeod Andrews, Chris Patton
- Length: 12 hrs and 32 mins
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Long ago, dragons were hunted to near extinction by the Order of St. George, a legendary society of dragon slayers. Hiding in human form and growing their numbers in secret, the dragons of Talon have becomestrong and cunning, and they're positioned to take over the world with humans none the wiser. Ember and Dante Hill are the only sister and brother known to dragonkind. Trained to infiltrate society, Ember wants to live the teen experience and enjoy a summer of freedom before taking her destined place in Talon.
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Doctor's Notes Review
- By Doctor's Notes on 12-28-14
By: Julie Kagawa
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Birthday
- A Novel
- By: Meredith Russo
- Narrated by: Dana Aliya Levinson
- Length: 7 hrs and 59 mins
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Six years of birthdays reveal Eric and Morgan’s destiny as they come together, drift apart, fall in love, and discover who they’re meant to be - and if they’re meant to be together.
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The Feels
- By Joshua Williams on 11-06-21
By: Meredith Russo
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It's Always the Husband
- A Novel
- By: Michele Campbell
- Narrated by: January LaVoy
- Length: 10 hrs and 52 mins
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They first met as college roommates and soon became inseparable, despite their many differences. Kate was beautiful, wild, wealthy, and damaged. Aubrey came from the wrong side of the tracks, and wanted more than anything to distance herself from her past. Jenny was brilliant, ambitious, and determined to win big at all costs. As an unlikely alliance formed, Kate, Aubrey, and Jenny swore they would always be friends. Twenty years later, the three women - all married, and deemed successful by any measure - are together again. But one of them is standing at the edge of a bridge.
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Sometimes It's The Writer
- By Wendi on 07-12-17
By: Michele Campbell
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A Safe Girl to Love
- By: Casey Plett
- Narrated by: Casey Plett
- Length: 6 hrs and 18 mins
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From the author of Little Fish (Amazon First Novel Award Winner, 2019) and A Dream of a Woman comes eleven unique short stories featuring young trans women stumbling through loss, sex, harassment, and love in settings ranging from a rural Mennonite town to a hipster gay bar in Brooklyn. These stories, shiny with whiskey and prairie sunsets, rattling subways and neglected cats, show growing up as a trans girl can be charming, funny, frustrating, or sad, but never will it be predictable.
By: Casey Plett
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Two Sides to Every Murder
- By: Danielle Valentine
- Narrated by: Valerie Rose Lohman, Alex Finke, Hillary Huber
- Length: 8 hrs and 11 mins
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Most people’s births aren’t immortalized in a police report—but Olivia was born during the infamous Camp Lost Lake murders. Seventeen years later, Olivia’s life looks pretty perfect . . . until she discovers the man she calls dad is not her biological father. Now she wants answers about her bloodline, and the only place she knows to look is Camp Lost Lake. Most people don’t spend their formative years on the run with an alleged murderer—but Reagan did. In the court of public opinion, her mom was found guilty of the deaths at Camp Lost Lake, and both of them have been in hiding ever since.
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Flawed but enjoyable
- By Pink Amy on 06-28-24
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Gone to the Woods
- Surviving a Lost Childhood
- By: Gary Paulsen
- Narrated by: Dan Bittner
- Length: 6 hrs and 45 mins
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His name is synonymous with high-stakes wilderness survival stories. Now, beloved author Gary Paulsen portrays a series of life-altering moments from his turbulent childhood as his own original survival story. If not for his summer escape from a shockingly neglectful Chicago upbringing to a North Woods homestead at age five, there never would have been a Hatchet. Without the encouragement of the librarian who handed him his first book at age 13, he may never have become a reader.
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loving it...
- By LAF on 04-26-21
By: Gary Paulsen
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It Never Goes Away
- Gender Transition at a Mature Age
- By: Dr. Anne L. Koch
- Narrated by: Dr. Anne L. Koch
- Length: 7 hrs and 51 mins
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If you are transgendered, the feeling of wanting your body to match the sex you feel you are never goes away. For some, though, especially those who grew up before trans people were widely out and advocating for equality, these feelings were often compartmentalized and rarely acted upon. Now that gender reassignment has become much more commonplace, many of these people may feel increasing pressure to finally undergo the procedures they have always secretly wanted.
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Typical upper class trans-snobbery
- By jon rios on 05-03-20
By: Dr. Anne L. Koch
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- Jamiee
- 07-07-19
Where's the movie?....I'm waiting
Very entertaining movie and can visualize it being put on the big screen. Movies are for entertainment and this story is that.
Overall, it was a great read. Thanks Meredith, jcc
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- Kristy McClellan
- 06-10-20
Very Good Transgender YA Romance
As a trans woman myself, I really enjoyed If I Was Your Girl by Meredith Russo. The story was charming and entertaining, and touched on a lot of feelings and fears I had growing up, and transitioning. There were points in the story that made me cry, some that made me laugh, and overall it was very enjoyable. My only complaints are that, by the author's own admission in the final chapter, Amanda was too perfect. She was completely passable, was able to transition before she started to suffer the effects of male puberty, and nothing was going to give her away, unless she told someone. This, of course, is her big mistake. But all-in-all, I felt she had it way too easy. Her father never misgenders her, never calls her by her dead name by mistake, it was just too easy for her. But still, I enjoyed the story, and I have to say the narrator, Samia Mounts, was awesome! She is easily the best narrator of any audio book I've ever heard. I highly recommend If I Was Your Girl, by Meredith Russo.
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- Piper
- 01-16-17
My heart fell apart ..
No words can express how I feel after reading this book . I am and forever a fan . As a 29 year old transgender woman I felt like i had walked in Amanda's shoes per say . I think any human being who reads this book will gain insight into a trans persons mind , world , whatever . I can't even put into words about this book . truly amazing would not begin to describe , outstanding , marvelous all of the above . it felt so real like walking besides her on her journey . I can't wait to see what Meredith writes next . and the narrator kept me on edge the whole story amazing job . in so many words I love it .
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- sara
- 01-04-18
beautiful story
what a good book ! i loved it and will recommend it so anyone it could benifit!
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- Amazon Customer
- 10-20-19
amazing
love it it's awsome and loveable for people like me! check this book out plz
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- Rebecca
- 08-26-20
please don't leave us.
it was a fantastic and inspiring book. but the authors note at the end killed me. I was crying.
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- dom valspario
- 06-03-22
made me sob
I finished it in a day and I was aching for more. as a closeted trans person it was so horribly beautiful
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- Veronica McCormick
- 09-03-22
The feelings…
The central character is very different from me. Her life is wildly different from mine. But her emotions, and many of her experiences still spoke to me because I’ve shared so many of them.
I cried. Several times. I loved this book.
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- Lily and Linda
- 01-07-24
Moving and Significant
My partner (cis female) and I (trans female) listened to this audiobook while driving up to NYC from florida, where we moved following the attack on trans rights in 2023.
This book has been never been more important to read and share. We loved that the author explained in the author’s note why Amanda’s journey had to be more simple than most trans experiences to be effective for cis-readers to understand the trans experience. As a trans woman who transitioned in her early 20’s, I felt seen and validated through this story. Excited to share this with the folks in my life who are craving to understand my / the trans experience on a deeper level.
Thank you Meredith for this story <3
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- Iaah L
- 04-23-24
Good story + notes (spoilers)
Trans reviewer here. Also, spoilers below.
I appreciated the author’s note at the end that acknowledged the liberties taken to move the story along in a certain way and that Amanda’s story is that of a very privileged one that does not reflect every, or even most, trans people’s experiences.
It was a good story and the performance was fantastic. It was a bit too unrealistic at the end for my taste, but I’m glad stories like this exist. I was frustrated about Amanda’s willingness to give Grant a second chance but also recognize I’m not the second chances giving type.
I genuinely appreciated that the author showed how even people from within the LGBTQ community can hurt other LGBTQ people, such as when B outs fellow queer students (and Amanda) at school, or when Amanda subtly indicates that she does not want her friends to see her hanging out with a trans woman who is more clockable than her (Virginia) because it might out her too. I thought this was a really important point that the author made without beating the reader over the head with it. All in all, a good book.
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