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Narrated by:
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Ozzie Rodriguez
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Torian Brackett
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By:
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Justin Torres
About this listen
Winner of the National Book Award for Fiction
A Best Book of the Year: The Washington Post, Time, BookPage
A Must-Read: The New York Times, Time, Los Angeles Times, Chicago Tribune, The Guardian, Boston Herald, Literary Hub, The Rumpus, The Bay Area Reporter, Datebook, Electric Literature, The Stacks, Them, Publishers Weekly
“Sweeping, ingenious . . . A kiss to build a dream on.”—Maureen Corrigan, NPR’s Fresh Air
From the bestselling author of We the Animals, Blackouts mines lost histories—personal and collective.
Out in the desert in a place called the Palace, a young man tends to a dying soul, someone he once knew briefly, but who has haunted the edges of his life. Juan Gay—playful raconteur, child lost and found and lost, guardian of the institutionalized—has a project to pass along. It is inspired by a true artifact of a book, Sex Variants: A Study in Homosexual Patterns, which contains stories collected in the early twentieth century from queer subjects by a queer researcher, Jan Gay, whose groundbreaking work was then co-opted by a committee, her name buried. As Juan waits for his end, he and the narrator trade stories—moments of joy and oblivion—and resurrect lost loves, lives, mothers, fathers, minor heroes. The past is with us, beside us, ahead of us; what are we to create from its gaps and erasures?
Inspired by Kiss of the Spider Woman, Pedro Páramo, Voodoo Macbeth, the book at its own center and the woman who created it, oral histories, and many more texts, images, and influences, Justin Torres's Blackouts is a work of fiction that sees through the inventions of history and narrative. An extraordinary work of creative imagination, it insists that we look long and steady at the world we have inherited and the world we have made—a world full of ghostly shadows and flashing moments of truth.
A Macmillan Audio production from Farrar, Straus and Giroux.
PLEASE NOTE: When you purchase this title, the accompanying PDF will be available in your Audible Library along with the audio.
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Critic reviews
2023, NYPL Best Books of the Year: Long-listed
2023, National Book Awards - Longlist: Long-listed
2024, California Book Awards - Winner
2024, Orwell Prize Finalists: Short-listed
2023, New York Times Book Review Notable Books of the Year: Long-listed
2023, National Book Critics Circle Award - Nominee: Short-listed
2023, Washington Post Best Books of the Year: Long-listed
2023, BookPage Best Books of the Year: Long-listed
2023, Powell's Best Books of the Year: Long-listed
2023, Time Magazine Best Books of the Year: Long-listed
2023, NPR Best Book of the Year: Long-listed
2023, L.A. Times Book Prize - Finalist: Short-listed
2023, National Book Awards - Winner
2024, Lambda Literary Award - Nominee: Short-listed
2023, The Guardian (UK) Best Books of the Year: Long-listed
"Torian Brackett and Ozzie Rodriguez offer a powerful performance of this 2023 National Book Award winner in which gay men muse over queer history and life.... Brackett's smooth, youthful tones convey the young man's emotions movingly. Rodriguez voices the older Juan, adding distinction with his mature voice and use of Spanish words."—AudioFile
“Blackouts is a historic feat of literature. I’ve never read a book so brilliantly inventive. ‘Must-read’ and ‘masterpiece’ don’t do the book justice. A marvel of the human mind.”—Javier Zamora, author of Solito
“Blackouts gives me what I read fiction for, what I read for at all—the sense of a brilliant mind creating a puzzle in the air in front of me, all intelligence and surprises. Ambitious, disarming, full of a kind of daring that winks as it passes—as if David Wojnarowicz rewrote Nabokov’s Pale Fire and then left it for years in an abandoned building, just for you.”—Alexander Chee, author of How to Write an Autobiographical Novel
“Erotic and beguiling, Blackouts prowls the negative spaces that surround our identities, our memories, and our desires, inviting us to think about erasure and collage not just as literary techniques, but as psychological processes, and even as radical acts of cultural and sexual reframing. An intelligent, loving, and genuinely subversive work.”—Eleanor Catton, author of Birnam Wood
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- Narrated by: Frankie J. Alvarez
- Length: 3 hrs and 5 mins
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Three brothers tear their way through childhood—smashing tomatoes all over each other, building kites from trash, hiding out when their parents do battle, tiptoeing around the house as their mother sleeps off her graveyard shift. Paps and Ma are from Brooklyn—he’s Puerto Rican, she’s white—and their love is a serious, dangerous thing that makes and unmakes a family many times.
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I want my credit back!
- By Van Gilder on 09-02-11
By: Justin Torres
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What Belongs to You
- A Novel
- By: Garth Greenwell
- Narrated by: Garth Greenwell
- Length: 6 hrs and 10 mins
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On an unseasonably warm autumn day, an American teacher enters a public bathroom beneath Sofia’s National Palace of Culture. There he meets Mitko, a charismatic young hustler, and pays him for sex. He returns to Mitko again and again over the next few months, drawn by hunger and loneliness and risk, and finds himself ensnared in a relationship in which lust leads to mutual predation, and tenderness can transform into violence.
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Too short
- By Paul on 05-31-24
By: Garth Greenwell
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Praiseworthy
- By: Alexis Wright
- Narrated by: Jacqui Katona
- Length: 36 hrs and 52 mins
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In a small town in the north of Australia, a mysterious cloud heralds both an ecological catastrophe and a gathering of the ancestors. A crazed visionary looks to donkeys to solve the global climate crisis and the economic dependency of the Aboriginal people. His wife, seeking solace from his madness, follows the dance of butterflies and scours the internet to find out how her Aboriginal/Chinese family could be repatriated to China. One of their sons, named Aboriginal Sovereignty, is determined to commit suicide.
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Beautiful, powerful book full of poetry
- By Guy on 11-11-24
By: Alexis Wright
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In Tongues
- A Novel
- By: Thomas Grattan
- Narrated by: Daniel Henning
- Length: 7 hrs and 51 mins
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It’s 2001, and twenty-four-year-old Gordon—handsome, sensitive, and eager for direction—takes a bus from Minnesota to New York City because it’s the only place for a young gay man to go. As he begins to settle into the city’s punishing rhythm, he gets a job walking rich Manhattanites’ dogs. But it isn’t until he stumbles into the West Village brownstone of two of his clients, the powerful gallery owners Phillip and Nicola, that Gordon learns how much the world has hidden from him—and what he’s capable of doing in order to get it for himself.
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Engaging, smart and witty storytelling!
- By Bruce Cannella on 09-30-24
By: Thomas Grattan
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Gods of Howl Mountain
- By: Taylor Brown
- Narrated by: Mark Bramhall
- Length: 9 hrs
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In Gods of Howl Mountain, award-winning author Taylor Brown explores a world of folk healers, whiskey-runners, and dark family secrets in the high country of 1950s North Carolina. Bootlegger Rory Docherty has returned home to the fabled mountain of his childhood - a misty wilderness that holds its secrets close and keeps the outside world at gunpoint. Slowed by a wooden leg and haunted by memories of the Korean War, Rory runs bootleg whiskey for a powerful mountain clan in a retro-fitted 1940 Ford coupe.
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Appalatia Noir
- By meanwhile on 09-18-18
By: Taylor Brown
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A Nearly Normal Family
- By: M. T. Edvardsson, Rachel Wilson-Broyles - translator
- Narrated by: Emily Watson, Georgia Maguire, Richard Armitage
- Length: 12 hrs and 48 mins
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Eighteen-year-old Stella Sandell stands accused of the brutal murder of a man almost 15 years her senior. She is an ordinary teenager from an upstanding local family. What reason could she have to know a shady businessman, let alone to kill him? Stella’s father, a pastor, and mother, a criminal defense attorney, find their moral compasses tested as they defend their daughter, while struggling to understand why she is a suspect.
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Interesting storytelling
- By Jenn on 07-02-19
By: M. T. Edvardsson, and others
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The Day Tripper
- By: James Goodhand
- Narrated by: James Meunier
- Length: 11 hrs and 14 mins
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It’s 1995, and Alex Dean has it all: a spot at Cambridge University next year, the love of an amazing woman named Holly and all the time in the world ahead of him. That is until a brutal encounter with a ghost from his past sees him beaten, battered and almost drowning in the Thames. He wakes the next day to find he’s in a messy, derelict room he’s never seen before, in grimy clothes he doesn’t recognize, with no idea of how he got there. A glimpse in the mirror tells him he’s older—much older—and has been living a hard life, his features ravaged by time and poor decisions.
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Can you change your life?
- By Lynda Engler on 12-19-24
By: James Goodhand
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Cuckoo
- By: Gretchen Felker-Martin
- Narrated by: Amy Landon, Avi Roque, Grace Rolek, and others
- Length: 14 hrs and 17 mins
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In the summer of 1995, seven queer kids abandoned by their parents at a remote conversion camp came face to face with it. They survived—but at Camp Resolution, everybody leaves a different person. Sixteen years later, only the scarred and broken survivors of that terrible summer can put an end to the horror before it's too late. The fate of the world depends on it.
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Beautiful authentic queer characters
- By Ember on 07-09-24
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The Summer That Melted Everything
- By: Tiffany McDaniel
- Narrated by: Mark Bramhall
- Length: 11 hrs and 37 mins
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Sal seems to appear out of nowhere - a bruised and tattered 13-year-old boy claiming to be the devil himself answering an invitation. Fielding Bliss, the son of a local prosecutor, brings him home, where he's welcomed into the Bliss family, who assume he's a runaway from a nearby farm town. When word spreads that the devil has come to Breathed, not everyone is happy to welcome this self-proclaimed fallen angel. Murmurs follow him, and tensions rise along with the temperatures as an unbearable heat wave rolls into town right along with him.
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Syrup Saps Town Full of Stereotypes
- By W Perry Hall on 08-17-16
By: Tiffany McDaniel
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All Down Darkness Wide
- A Memoir
- By: Seán Hewitt
- Narrated by: Seán Hewitt
- Length: 7 hrs and 40 mins
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When Seán Hewitt meets Elias, the two fall headlong into a love story. But as Elias struggles with severe mental illness, they soon come face-to-face with crisis. All Down Darkness Wide is a perceptive and unflinching meditation on the burden of living in a world that too often sets happiness and queer life at odds, and a tender and honest portrayal of what it’s like to be caught in the undertow of a loved one’s deep depression. As lives are made and unmade, this memoir asks what love can endure and what it cannot.
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The very deepest end of the pool
- By Gary Francis Burnham on 05-27-23
By: Seán Hewitt
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Pomegranate
- A Novel
- By: Helen Elaine Lee
- Narrated by: Machelle Williams, Janina Edwards
- Length: 12 hrs and 40 mins
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Ranita Atwater is “getting short.” She is almost done with her four-year sentence for opiate possession at Oak Hills Correctional Center. Three years sober, she is determined to stay clean and regain custody of her two children. Ranita is regaining her freedom, but she’s leaving behind her lover Maxine, who has inspired her to imagine herself and the world differently.
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Powerful, Human, and Moving
- By Newlawgirl on 05-02-23
By: Helen Elaine Lee
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Harold
- By: Steven Wright
- Narrated by: Steven Wright
- Length: 5 hrs and 30 mins
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From the outside, Harold is an average seven-year-old third grader growing up in the 1960s. Bored by school. Crushing on a girl. Likes movies and baseball—especially the hometown Boston Red Sox. Enjoys spending time with his grandfather. But inside Harold’s mind, things are a lot more complex and unusual. His thoughts come to him as birds flying through a small rectangle in the middle of his brain. He visits an outdoor cafe on the moon and is invited aboard a spaceship by famed astronomer Carl Sagan.
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Yes, Harold?
- By DC333 on 06-27-23
By: Steven Wright
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Godshot
- A Novel
- By: Chelsea Bieker
- Narrated by: Lauren Ezzo
- Length: 11 hrs and 37 mins
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Drought has settled on the town of Peaches, California. The area of the Central Valley where fourteen-year-old Lacey May and her alcoholic mother live was once an agricultural paradise. Now it's an environmental disaster, a place of cracked earth and barren raisin farms. In their desperation, residents have turned to a cult leader named Pastor Vern for guidance. He promises, through secret "assignments," to bring the rain everybody is praying for.
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flawless novel, not the best narration
- By Adrienne on 05-05-20
By: Chelsea Bieker
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Dancer from the Dance
- A Novel
- By: Andrew Holleran
- Narrated by: David Pittu
- Length: 9 hrs and 2 mins
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Now in audio for the first time! Award-winning actor and two-time Tony Award nominee David Pittu narrates one of the most influential books in gay literature. Andrew Holleran's Dancer from the Dance defined gay life in late 1970s New York. Published in 1978, the novel captures the time post-Stonewall and pre-AIDS where sexual freedom was celebrated and the future appeared limitless.
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Excellent
- By Charles Lloyd on 12-25-22
By: Andrew Holleran
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Purity
- A Novel
- By: Jonathan Franzen
- Narrated by: Jenna Lamia, Dylan Baker, Robert Petkoff
- Length: 25 hrs
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Young Pip Tyler doesn't know who she is. She knows that her real name is Purity, that she's saddled with $130,000 in student debt, that she's squatting with anarchists in Oakland, and that her relationship with her mother - her only family - is hazardous. But she doesn't have a clue who her father is, why her mother chose to live as a recluse with an invented name, or how she'll ever have a normal life.
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Not a case of Franzenfreude
- By Mel on 09-13-15
By: Jonathan Franzen
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- Adam Powers
- 10-30-23
Brilliant Conversational Queer Histories Mystery
WOW— I can't tell you the last time I felt like I read a new form of The Novel. Justin Torres is BRILLIANT, his writing here INCENDIARY, and I will be thinking about this story, the characters, the crossovers with real life, and the monument to queerness this incredible novel shines. The kind of novel that makes ancestors smile and descendants feel a part of the lineage of queer histories, I'm so grateful this book exists. The dynamic conversational cinema! The poetry of it all! I highly recommend this book, the audiobook did an honorable job translating the form, I didn't feel like I missed much, and since the book is so good, I sill feel encouraged to get the physical and see what that reading experience is like, with the blackout poems
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- Beatriz
- 11-17-23
Un hombre inspirado
Justin Torres is inspiring
The footnotes are a gold mine of queer history and interesting connections
Enjoyed every minute of this book
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- Hus
- 01-03-25
A small glimpse of queer history or an attempt to tell a story of it through our relationships
Torres has weaved what can seem a disjointed amalgam into a beautiful tribute the intricacies of queer love.
It’s unique how he weaves what is seemingly biographical into rich stories through the eyes of Juan and Nene.
The performances are evocative and moving and do complete justice to its source material.
I highly recommend purchasing the book to see the poems blacked out and the images. It feels almost like parts of a zine but fit beautifully in the context of his story. It does however, feel like you are lost in what he’s try to evoke and doesn’t always come through.
Overall- highly affecting and intricate in its queerness!
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- Alex Carlile
- 12-28-23
Interesting Narrative, Combined with a Nonfiction History Lesson
Much of the strengths of this book comes from the way that the story is told. It’s told from the perspective of a conversation between two lovers.
Where this book falls flat is that it introduces many nonfiction elements through this conversation.
Much of this book feels like it’s just preaching to me about LGBTQ+ history. Which is fine, and in fact, I actually gained a lot from it.
The issue arrives whenever it is combined with this conversational narrative, it makes me less empathetic to these characters (whether fictional or otherwise) because at some point it starts to feel like talking heads.
Early on in the book, and about 3/4 of the way through this isn’t the case. It’s mostly the middle section that has this issue.
I think this would have worked a little bit better if the history was either spread out a little bit more evenly, or told in a way that was better hidden.
I’m certain in some respect this is the point. In this case, Justin Torres succeeded. Although it wasn’t my cup of tea., there are clearly things in this novel that are worth analyzing. This is a book made to be analyzed, and now that I know more about the themes of the book, maybe it’ll be better on a second reading. I’ll try to edit this review if it is, but I may not do it for some time.
Not many books left me with a reason to make such a long review, but clearly this book is worthwhile, and starts a conversation about characters, history, and people long forgotten.
Another thing, I would not recommend the audio version. Some of the chapters are poetry written in between the spaces of a censored scientific article. In my opinion, reading this book in an audio format, sort of defeats the purpose, and lessens the impact of the entire point of the story. I suppose it’s possible that my perspective on the book is my own fault for reading it like this, so maybe take my feedback with grain of salt.
Regardless, I would recommend this book. 7/10
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- Abby Griffith
- 12-02-23
Beautiful
Incredible! Definitely a book I will want to read again. Such a beautiful text and performance!
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- Christopher J. Jimenez
- 12-28-23
Author sounds like he’s reading in a tin can.
The production on this was pretty poor. I probably would have enjoyed it more if I had read it.
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- Zackary
- 03-18-24
Stunning
I am awestruck by Justin Torres’ writing. And hearing it performed by two different voices only enhances the story. A phenomenal, breathtaking novel.
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- Edward J Greulich
- 03-27-24
The narration quite nearly out me to sleep.
This story has no beginning and no end. it is a dreary recitation of incidents and episodic events.
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- P. Thurman
- 09-16-24
Disappointed
I don’t get the hype about this book. I tried to like it and finished it. But I really disliked the structure and technique of this writing. I didn’t care for the narration either.
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- Thomas E Flint
- 10-28-24
meh
I found this book hard to follow and when I did think I was following I just didn’t care about the characters.
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