
A Clean Mess
A Memoir of Sobriety After a Lifetime of Being Numb
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Tiffany Jenkins
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Tiffany Jenkins
About this listen
The bestselling author of High Achiever chronicles life after addiction—the raw, the dark, and the hilarious—from setting out with nothing but a backpack to discovering her marriage was built on a shakier foundation than she’d ever imagined to staying sober when life fell apart.
“Tiffany Jenkins illustrates that recovery is not just about sobriety, but about learning to live and feel again. Her compelling story is a testament to the power of resilience, humor, and hope.”—Sarah Levy, author of Drinking Games
A Clean Mess opens with the moment that changed everything. Tiffany is about to go on stage when she receives an odd message from her husband: “Hey Babe, some of the guys here are making some stupid decisions. Not me. But I just wanted to let you know in case you heard it from some of the other wives.” By the end of the night, Tiffany knew her life would never be the same.
This wasn’t the first time she had to start over. After the opioid addiction and jail sentence that she chronicled in her bestselling memoir, High Achiever, Tiffany was ready for a fresh start. A chance to try life again, this time without drugs coursing through her veins. In A Clean Mess, she takes us back to those early days of recovery, and the whirlwind that she entered the moment she was out of prison. In just two years, she went from inmate to married and sober mom of three.
Told with humor and honesty, A Clean Mess is Tiffany Jenkins’s story of how she learned to live and feel for the first time without numbing herself with drugs—and how she discovered inner reserves of strength she didn’t know she had. From her tentative first days of sobriety, to seeing two pink lines on a pregnancy test weeks later, to navigating anxiety, a new marriage, and motherhood at the same time, to surviving betrayal and divorce, Jenkins shows how she got through it all when her crutches and Band-Aids were taken away from her. An inspiring memoir that comes across like fiction, A Clean Mess is a book that will buoy anyone seeking a life raft in hard times.
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Critic reviews
“In this deeply personal and unflinchingly honest memoir, Tiffany Jenkins illustrates that recovery is not just about sobriety, but about learning to live and feel again. Her compelling story is a testament to the power of resilience, humor, and hope.”—Sarah Levy, author of Drinking Games
“A Clean Mess is the book we have all been waiting for. Once again, Tiffany has taken us inside her life in recovery using humor, humility, and love as her compass. Tiffany’s second memoir gives readers a raw and honest look into relationships as a recovering addict. She’s relatable and endearing while living through some of the most unimaginable circumstances. I laughed. I cried. And then I called my parents.”—Lyssa Chapman, author of Walking on Eggshells
“When I read A Clean Mess, I found myself so deeply relating to Tiffany’s pain that it felt as though I’d crawled right into her body to live through it all over again. She holds nothing back and bares her soul with wit, honesty, and raw grit: things that make for both an excellent human and an excellent read. From one woman who has walked through fire to another: Read this! It’ll remind you that while we’re all kinda f***ed up, none of us are alone.”—Jodie Sweetin, author of unSweetined: A Memoir
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Molly Jong-Fast is the only child of a famous woman, writer Erica Jong, whose sensational book Fear of Flying launched her into second-wave feminist stardom. She grew up yearning for a connection with her dreamy, glamorous, just out of reach mother, who always seemed to be heading somewhere that wasn’t with Molly. When, in 2023, Erica was diagnosed with dementia just as Molly’s husband discovered he had a rare cancer, Jong-Fast was catapulted into a transformative year.
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- By Harkins5 on 06-09-25
By: Molly Jong-Fast
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A Different Kind of Power
- A Memoir
- By: Jacinda Ardern
- Narrated by: Jacinda Ardern
- Length: 12 hrs and 5 mins
- Unabridged
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From the former prime minister of New Zealand, then the world’s youngest female head of government and just the second to give birth in office, comes a deeply personal memoir chronicling her extraordinary rise and offering inspiration to a new generation of leaders.
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Uplifting
- By Jason Jones on 06-26-25
By: Jacinda Ardern
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Life Is a Lazy Susan of Sh*t Sandwiches
- By: Jennifer Welch, Angie Sullivan
- Narrated by: Jennifer Welch, Angie Sullivan
- Length: 5 hrs and 32 mins
- Unabridged
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Long before their blockbuster podcast, I’ve Had It, Jennifer Welch and Angie “Pumps” Sullivan were simply two best friends, supporting each other through the ups and downs of life. Together they’ve celebrated family milestones and cheered on professional successes, but they’ve weathered the storms together too. When Jennifer’s husband battled alcoholism and drug addiction, she turned to Angie for support. When Angie’s own marriage began to crumble, she turned to Jennifer. And crucially, through it all they’ve kept one another laughing in stitches.
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This book is triple decker shit sandwich
- By Twishkas on 06-08-25
By: Jennifer Welch, and others
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My Fair Junkie
- A Memoir of Getting Dirty and Staying Clean
- By: Amy Dresner
- Narrated by: Amy Dresner
- Length: 7 hrs and 58 mins
- Unabridged
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In the tradition of Orange Is the New Black and Jerry Stahl's Permanent Midnight, Amy Dresner's My Fair Junkie is an insightful, darkly funny, and shamelessly honest memoir of one woman's battle with all forms of addiction, hitting rock bottom, and forging a path to a life worth living.
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if you don't read this I'll brandish a bread knife
- By Jackie Lange on 03-02-18
By: Amy Dresner
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The Self-Love Transformation
- Overcoming Doubt, Negativity & Perfectionism Tips to Silence Your Inner Critic and Find Freedom & Acceptance
- By: Jessica Pelle
- Narrated by: Miko Steiner
- Length: 5 hrs and 1 min
- Unabridged
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The Self-Love Transformation is your hilarious, heartfelt, no-BS guide to ditching shame, silencing perfectionism, and finally feeling at peace in your own skin. Written by Jessica Pelle—Multiple Sclerosis warrior, recovering perfectionist, and passionate truth-teller—alongside her loudmouth alter ego Stressica (who absolutely does not whisper), this book blends raw honesty, real-life stories, and practical tools to help you stop spiraling in self-doubt and start showing up for yourself.
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When the Mirror Finally Softened
- By Meriam on 06-26-25
By: Jessica Pelle
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We Might Just Make It After All
- By: Elyce Arons
- Narrated by: Elyce Arons
- Length: 9 hrs and 25 mins
- Unabridged
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We Might Just Make It After All brings us on the rollercoaster of adventures (and misadventures) that the best friends embarked on, from transferring colleges on a whim, to falling in and out of love with suitors, cramming into roach-infested Hell’s Kitchen apartments, and eventually designing the chic, simple bag that would launch the pair to global fame. Through it all, Katy and Elyce’s friendship remained unshakeable.
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Heartfelt story that was both delightful and tragic
- By Gayle Majeski on 06-22-25
By: Elyce Arons
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Cluck
- By: A. Chicken
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 9 hrs and 45 mins
- Unabridged
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Prepare to be astounded by the most avant-garde literary masterpiece of the century—Cluck! This audacious work breaks all conventional boundaries, offering a profound and mesmerizing exploration of language and meaning through a single, seemingly simple word: "Cluck." Cluck is not just a book; it is an experience, a journey into the very essence of communication and the human condition. With its rhythmic punctuation and artful repetition, Cluck transforms the ordinary into the extraordinary, inviting readers to discover the depth and versatility hidden within a single term. Every page of ...
By: A. Chicken
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Ask Me What's for Dinner One More Time
- Inappropriate Thoughts on Motherhood
- By: Meredith Masony
- Narrated by: Meredith Masony
- Length: 6 hrs and 21 mins
- Unabridged
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From the founder of That’s Inappropriate - one of the most popular parenting blogs on the web - comes a hilarious, genuine, and relatable essay collection on the ups and downs of motherhood. Now, Meredith shares her collection of witty essays on the universal frustrations of being a mom in today’s world, presenting her laugh-out-loud perspective on sex, aging, anxiety, friendship, and much more.
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Having Trouble Getting Over the F*** Word
- By Maria Wilson on 09-11-20
By: Meredith Masony
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American Drug Addict
- a memoir
- By: Brett Douglas
- Narrated by: Ryan Turner
- Length: 9 hrs and 34 mins
- Unabridged
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My name is Brett. I'm a college-educated man who was once a husband of 26 years with two children, three businesses, and a large home with an actual white picket fence. I'm also a drug addict. And I have a tale to tell. It's about the despair of addiction and the absolute certainty that it can be overcome. Recovery is not simply abstinence, but a process of growing up. I spent my entire life searching for the key to long-term sobriety. I would like to share with you what I have learned.
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UGHHHH. NOOOO.
- By karen McCann on 09-29-18
By: Brett Douglas
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Shattered Silence
- The Untold Story of The Happy Face Killer's Daughter
- By: Melissa G. Moore, M. Bridget Cook-Burch
- Narrated by: Krystal Hammond, Melissa G. Moore
- Length: 9 hrs and 34 mins
- Unabridged
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In this unforgettable memoir, the daughter of the "Happy Face" serial killer shares her poignant message of hope and the power of finding your voice. Melissa has told her story on several national talk shows and as the host of the LMN television series Monster in My Family. She continues to share in this updated edition of Shattered Silence, which features two new chapters. Uplifting and emotional, this book will inspire you to trust your intuition and speak out for truth as you face your own challenges and conquer your own obstacles.
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Wow simple wow
- By Carmelo Quinones on 06-11-25
By: Melissa G. Moore, and others
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Little Miss Diagnosed
- A Surgeon’s Guide to Breaking Bones and Bending Rules
- By: Erin Nance MD
- Narrated by: Erin Nance MD
- Length: 6 hrs and 56 mins
- Unabridged
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From the real-life Meredith Grey, comes an inspiring collection of essays based on Dr. Erin Nance’s popular TikTok account @littlemissdiagnosed, detailing Dr. Nance’s journey as a young female orthopedic surgeon navigating challenging cases and ethical dilemmas in the high-stakes, cutthroat world of medicine.
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Loved you from TikTok
- By Katie Neptun on 06-23-25
By: Erin Nance MD
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Nightbird
- By: Shavaun Scott
- Narrated by: Shavaun Scott
- Length: 4 hrs and 24 mins
- Unabridged
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NIGHTBIRD delves unflinchingly into the complex dynamics of revenge suicide in abusive relationships, laying bare the manipulative tactics and emotional toll they inflict.
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Night bird
- By Anonymous User on 06-06-25
By: Shavaun Scott
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Bigger Hearted
- A Retired Pediatrician’s Prescriptions for Living a Happier Life
- By: Ron Schneebaum MD
- Narrated by: Ron Schneebaum MD
- Length: 4 hrs and 5 mins
- Unabridged
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Dr. Schneebaum teaches how you can live a happier and more fulfilling life in his book based on 40 years of medical practice.
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The Dry Season
- A Memoir of Pleasure in a Year Without Sex
- By: Melissa Febos
- Narrated by: Melissa Febos
- Length: 10 hrs
- Unabridged
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In the wake of a catastrophic two-year relationship, Melissa Febos decided to take a break: For three months she would abstain from dating, relationships, and sex. Her friends were amused. Did she really think three months was a long time? But to Febos, it was. Ever since her teens, she had been in one relationship after another with men and women. As she puts it, she could trace a “daisy chain of romances” from her adolescence to her midthirties. Finally, she would carve out time to focus on herself and examine the patterns that had produced her midlife disaster.
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Excellent again!
- By scott bridger on 06-10-25
By: Melissa Febos
Tiffany is amazing !
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Tiffany is so relatable, 100% recommend listening
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loved
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Strength and dark humor for the win
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I love that it was read by the author
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B.E.A...UTIFUL!
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Moving, Vulnerable, Authentic
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A story that is so completely relatable that it captures you immediately.
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I loved it!
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how much I related to it.
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