In this deeply moving episode, I share the sacred lessons I've learned through grief and how, sometimes, the hardest questions in life are not meant to be answered, but felt. After losing so much, I found myself in a silent conversation with the Divine, asking the questions that had consumed me. Why did I have to lose everything? Why was the pain so great?

In this moment, Archangel Azrael, the angel of grief, walked beside me—not to take the pain away, but to show me that grief is not my enemy. It's a powerful teacher. It’s the sacred flame that burns away all that no longer serves us, helping us to reveal the truth of who we truly are.

This episode is a journey through that raw, vulnerable space where we confront grief—not as something that destroys us, but as something that helps us become. I share how grief shifted from a source of pain to a catalyst for transformation, and how it became a constant companion, guiding me toward a new kind of strength, wisdom, and love.

If you are grieving, feeling lost, or unsure of your path, this episode is for you. It's a reminder that grief, while painful, is also a gateway to transformation. You are not broken. You are becoming.

In this episode, I share the raw truth of what happens when even purpose becomes too heavy to carry. After reconnecting with my spiritual path and opening a spiritual center, everything seemed to fall into place—until the world shut down, and everything I had worked for crumbled. With the pressure of a legal battle for my daughter and the exhaustion of trying to stay afloat, my once vibrant connection to Spirit slowly faded away.

As burnout set in, I kept going—pushing through panic, sleepless nights, and overbooked sessions. But the messages stopped coming. The angels I once felt so clearly now felt distant, and the absence of their presence left me questioning everything. I was reading not from light, but from a place of fear and scarcity, and it took a toll on my soul.

This episode is about the heartbreaking moment when I realized I could no longer do the work I once loved. When the connection I had with Spirit felt like it was gone, I had no choice but to close the door on it all. I took a step back, choosing stillness instead of faith, and walked away from my calling in search of peace.

If you’ve ever experienced burnout or lost your connection to something you once believed in, this episode will resonate deeply. It’s a story of how I hit rock bottom, the grief of spiritual disconnection, and the quiet heartbreak that comes with losing something that once defined you.

In this episode, I share the story of how even after meeting an angel at six years old, I still lost my way. Life got louder, and Spirit seemed quieter until one day, I wasn’t even sure I could feel them at all. The silence that followed was almost worse than never having known the Divine at all.

There’s a specific kind of grief that comes from spiritual disconnection—a loss you can’t explain. It’s a longing for something that you know is supposed to be there but can’t seem to find again. But the silence doesn’t mean you’ve failed. It’s an invitation to pause, reflect, and recalibrate.

Join me as I talk about how I reconnected with Spirit after years of quiet and shame. From the moment I found my first deck of oracle cards, to the profound impact of a gift from my partner that helped me reclaim my spiritual practice, this episode is about rediscovering the Divine within and learning to trust the whispers that guide us.

If you've ever felt disconnected, lost, or unable to hear Spirit, this episode is for you. It’s a reminder that no matter how far you may feel from your connection, the Divine is always there—waiting to be remembered.

In this episode, we dive into one of the most common questions I get asked: “Why can’t we see or hear the angels as clearly as we hear each other?” The answer the angels have shared with me is simple but profound: because we’re not meant to.

If divine guidance were always loud and clear, we’d stop trusting our own voice. We’d stop asking, “What do I know?” and start relying on external direction. But the purpose of being human is to live the experience—to feel, to learn, to fall, rise, and ultimately, become who we’re meant to be.

The angels walk beside us, not to control us, but to accompany us. They leave breadcrumbs, whispers, nudges—gentle reminders that we’re not alone. They’re not here to solve our problems, but to offer love, comfort, and guidance through life’s messiest moments.

From guardian angels to archangels and spirit guides, their presence is always with us, even when we don’t see or feel it in the obvious ways. It’s in the song lyrics, the feathers on our path, the warmth on our skin, or the inexplicable knowing that washes over us. They trust us to make our own choices—and they believe in our journey, even when we don’t.

If you’ve ever felt that quiet pull in your heart or a stillness that doesn’t quite make sense, take a moment to pause and breathe. Trust that you are never truly alone, and that the angels are walking with you, every step of the way.

You are supported. Always.

In this episode, Kiandra takes you back to a moment from her childhood—a time when she first experienced the presence of something beyond this world. Growing up, she thought psychics were magic, wrapped in mystery and incense, but what she didn’t know was that she would one day become one, not in the way movies portray, but in a deeply personal, quiet connection with the Divine.

Kiandra shares the story of her first spiritual encounter, a moment when she was just six years old and felt something unseen but profoundly comforting. While sitting in the garden, a presence appeared—soft, glowing, and full of peace. The words she heard that day would stay with her forever: "Everything will be okay. You don’t need to worry." It wasn’t a loud proclamation, but a silent knowing that would shape her life.

This episode marks the beginning of Kiandra’s journey into spirituality, where the Divine shows up not with fire and thunder, but in whispers, moments of peace, and gentle reminders that we are never alone. If you’ve ever had an unexplainable moment that felt like a hug for the soul, this episode is for you.

Tune in to hear the story of how it all began—and how it can start for so many of us...

In this deeply personal and raw introduction, Kiandra opens up about the heart-wrenching journey that led to the writing of her memoir, When the Angels Went Quiet. She didn’t set out to write a book—she started writing to survive, to process the grief and heartbreak of losing her daughter. After a court-ordered psychologist questioned her spirituality, Kiandra's world was turned upside down, and the angels she once heard so clearly went silent.

Join Kiandra as she shares the unfiltered truth of what it was like to lose everything she built her life around and how she found the strength to keep going when everything felt broken.

If you’ve ever felt lost, silenced, or like you’ve been through the unthinkable, this episode—and the book it introduces—will speak to your soul. Tune in for a journey of grief, resilience, and the slow return of peace in a world that had seemed to forget her.

This is where it begins.

Welcome to the very first episode of When the Angels Went Quiet—the podcast where Kiandra, psychic, mum, and wife, shares her deeply personal journey of spiritual awakening, burnout, and self-discovery. In this intro episode, Kiandra gives you a glimpse into her memoir, where she shares raw and real moments of loss, silence, and the powerful lessons she learned along the way.

If you've ever felt disconnected, lost, or like you're struggling to find your way, this podcast is for you. Join Kiandra as she talks about the messy, human side of healing and why the quiet spaces in life can often lead to the most profound transformation. Grab a cup of coffee, settle in, and take a listen as Kiandra opens up about her own story and the lessons she’s learned from Archangels during some of her toughest times.

New episodes every week—let's heal together.