In this deeply moving episode, I share the sacred lessons I've learned through grief and how, sometimes, the hardest questions in life are not meant to be answered, but felt. After losing so much, I found myself in a silent conversation with the Divine, asking the questions that had consumed me. Why did I have to lose everything? Why was the pain so great?

In this moment, Archangel Azrael, the angel of grief, walked beside me—not to take the pain away, but to show me that grief is not my enemy. It's a powerful teacher. It’s the sacred flame that burns away all that no longer serves us, helping us to reveal the truth of who we truly are.

This episode is a journey through that raw, vulnerable space where we confront grief—not as something that destroys us, but as something that helps us become. I share how grief shifted from a source of pain to a catalyst for transformation, and how it became a constant companion, guiding me toward a new kind of strength, wisdom, and love.

If you are grieving, feeling lost, or unsure of your path, this episode is for you. It's a reminder that grief, while painful, is also a gateway to transformation. You are not broken. You are becoming.

In this episode, I share the raw truth of what happens when even purpose becomes too heavy to carry. After reconnecting with my spiritual path and opening a spiritual center, everything seemed to fall into place—until the world shut down, and everything I had worked for crumbled. With the pressure of a legal battle for my daughter and the exhaustion of trying to stay afloat, my once vibrant connection to Spirit slowly faded away.

As burnout set in, I kept going—pushing through panic, sleepless nights, and overbooked sessions. But the messages stopped coming. The angels I once felt so clearly now felt distant, and the absence of their presence left me questioning everything. I was reading not from light, but from a place of fear and scarcity, and it took a toll on my soul.

This episode is about the heartbreaking moment when I realized I could no longer do the work I once loved. When the connection I had with Spirit felt like it was gone, I had no choice but to close the door on it all. I took a step back, choosing stillness instead of faith, and walked away from my calling in search of peace.

If you’ve ever experienced burnout or lost your connection to something you once believed in, this episode will resonate deeply. It’s a story of how I hit rock bottom, the grief of spiritual disconnection, and the quiet heartbreak that comes with losing something that once defined you.

In this episode, I share the story of how even after meeting an angel at six years old, I still lost my way. Life got louder, and Spirit seemed quieter until one day, I wasn’t even sure I could feel them at all. The silence that followed was almost worse than never having known the Divine at all.

There’s a specific kind of grief that comes from spiritual disconnection—a loss you can’t explain. It’s a longing for something that you know is supposed to be there but can’t seem to find again. But the silence doesn’t mean you’ve failed. It’s an invitation to pause, reflect, and recalibrate.

Join me as I talk about how I reconnected with Spirit after years of quiet and shame. From the moment I found my first deck of oracle cards, to the profound impact of a gift from my partner that helped me reclaim my spiritual practice, this episode is about rediscovering the Divine within and learning to trust the whispers that guide us.

If you've ever felt disconnected, lost, or unable to hear Spirit, this episode is for you. It’s a reminder that no matter how far you may feel from your connection, the Divine is always there—waiting to be remembered.