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Jenniffer Weigel
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Part manual and part memoir, Jenniffer Weigel pulls back the curtain of her life and shares how getting a divorce and moving away from her "white picket fence" dream actually helped her gain a greater awareness and happiness. Her sense of humor reminds us that even though staying on the spiritual path has its fair share of challenges, you are not alone and you will laugh again.
Each chapter of This Isn't the Life I Ordered delivers a nugget of wisdom that will leave you inspired and entertained. Jenniffer shows the human side of trying to be spiritual, with several laughs and poignant lessons along the way. This audiobook includes interviews with best-selling authors Caroline Myss, Anita Moorjani, and Dr. Mary Neal.
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- Margaret Walker
- 03-15-21
Jennifer is a wonder
I’ve listened to two of Jennifer’s books and have found them soothing with practical advice for my life. I would make this review longer, but I have to go make a list and then love, forgive, and wish for the highest good!❤️
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- Puna Theisen
- 06-30-21
A must read/listen
Jennifer Weigel does a great job of bringing the story to life through her experiences. Great writer and narration.
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- Kingmezz
- 03-11-21
Thank You! Thank You!
Thank you! This is the second book I read of yours. This one help me get into my feminine side no joke and is helping me find my self love and looking within healing and so I can shine my light thank you!
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- Xolela Kaweesi
- 11-23-20
Epic
Loved it, well written and good for a spiritual person. Was my first time reading a book from the author and now want more of her work
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- KimberlyM
- 12-27-20
A breath of fresh air for the soul.
I had started this book once a few months ago and wasn’t ready for it in my life.
When I pressed play last week: one week before Christmas during a pandemic it was as if this book was saving itself for me at the time I needed it most.
If you listen you will agree that perhaps that is exactly what happened.
Looking forward to listening again to remind myself of the work I’m doing within.
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- Kat Dietrich
- 10-03-20
I wasn’t expecting such a transformation
This book was a free book on audible. I was drawn to it. I wasn’t expecting this to help me with the healing I was desperately looking for.
Thank you Jenniffer. ❤️
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- michell
- 01-13-21
Hearing from God.
I've had a lonely 2nd marriage, right after an abusive 1st marriage. Early 2020 after 12 years of marriage I was ready to call it quiets. God had other plans and he had changed my husband who did a 380 and is more attentive in our marriage. But that didn't mean anything for me, I had lost myself at 18, and jumped from one guy to another, not healing after a rape at 18 to get married to a guy I didn't know before the end of that year. 4 months after being married I lost my first pregnancy, still lost and not healed from the previous trauma. i spent 75% of that marriage alone or coping with other men, drinking and drugs. then while my ex was deployed in 2003, I started to get myself back, but that person was lost when my husband came back asking for a divorce and being physically abusive to me. I didnt take a day between husband 1 and husband 2. at 37, I am broken and completely lost. hurting and angry. your book touched on areas that God has been working on me with, and what he is telling me to do. love myself, forgive, and let go. I cried listening to this. thank you for writing it. I pray God speaks directly to your soul and heals those wounds.
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- Amazon Customer
- 04-05-22
Navigating Divorce
If you're going through a divorce, or even struggles in your relationship, this is a must read. new perspectives and new paths will help your heart heal.
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- Yvette Barr
- 06-27-22
I didn’t realize I needed to be unstuck
The title of the book caught my attention, but the content altered my life.
Wayne Dyer said “When the student is ready, the teacher will appear”. I was ready and the lesson appeared.
I had never heard of this author prior to finding her in the freebie section of Amy Audible membership. I am open and saying Yes! Yes to love. Yes to me. Yes to a life full of trust.
Thank you Jennifer, reading this book made me feel like we were have a girls weekend of sharing.
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- Kristýna Sivoková
- 01-11-23
Spirituality for people who swear
I love the way Jenniffer talks about spirituality, ponders filosophical questions in a way thats approachable and doesn't make me close up or refuse the idea. For me she is pioneer in breaking the stereotype around spirituality being only for irrational never-swearing always kind and positive human beings in batik clothes who have it all figured out. thank you!
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