
The Motherhood Affidavits
A Memoir
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Tiffany Morgan
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Laura Jean Baker
About this listen
A prodigious talent blazes onto the American literary scene with this bold, original memoir of her perilous - yet life-saving - addiction to childbearing
With the birth of her first child, Laura Jean Baker found herself electrified by oxytocin, the "love drug" - the first effective antidote to her lifelong depression. Again and again over the next eight years, Baker finds herself craving the intense highs of childbearing - cravings that, she realizes, align her much more closely with her public defender husband's desperate, drug-addled clients than with their middle-class peers. As Ryan's roster of defendants increases, so too does their family - nearly to the point of collapse.
Brilliantly crafted, impeccably written, intensely personal, The Motherhood Affidavits portrays a woman, a marriage, a family, caught in an impossible bind. Its heartbreaking resolution raises profound questions about whether we, as a society, are governed by morals or by laws - and whether either is an adequate measure of any one person's ability to parent and capacity for love.
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- KJ
- 01-14-25
Incredible!
The author writes with such honesty and compassion. It is like you are right there with her in the story. This book feels like a safe space.
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- arctic granola cruncher
- 04-29-19
Mental instability comes in all forms.
This book, a non-fiction memoir, was full of emotional twists and turns and upheavals like no other memoir I’ve read. While I recommend it as a study because it is very well written and portrays a solid family with values and morals that I am willing to discuss, there are difficult parts to read and discuss.
From chapter two this was very obviously a study in depression and mental instability. I recommend but be prepared emotionally, this is not a light summer beach read.
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