
The Darkness Within
Scars and Stripes Trilogy, Book 2
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Lance West
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Curtis Michael Holland
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Raquel Riley
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You can't give your heart away until you first learn to love yourself.
Nash
A mission gone sideways. My world turned upside down on a dime. Held prisoner in the dark tunnels below ground, cut off from the world, I was hanging onto life by a thread. Wanting to end my suffering, but afraid to let go.
Then I was rescued. Dragged into the light. My first breath of freedom in twenty-two days. But I was still trapped in my nightmare inside my head. A prisoner of war.
Brewer
His mind may be broken, but his soul is still intact, and it's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. As his sponsor, I promised to help him find his way, to show him how to love himself again. I'm breaking all the rules of recovery by falling in love with him. But when you find the person you're meant to spend the rest of your life with, you don't want to waste another day apart.
The Darkness Within is the second book in the Scars and Stripes Trilogy. This hurt/comfort MM romance deals with heavy topics and a forbidden love that defies all the rules. A high-angst story with a hard-earned HEA and cameos from book one, Proof of Life.
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Kieran Sullivan is broken when he arrives at Redemption Ridge. A wrongful conviction and twenty months in lockup will do that to a man. The ranch is a place for second chances and fresh starts, but for him, it's an opportunity to discover who set him up. Get in, get answers, and get out. The plan sounds easy enough until Kieran meets an equine specialist whose sunny smile could warm the coldest heart.
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Witchbane
- Witchbane Series, Book 1
- By: Morgan Brice
- Narrated by: Kale Williams
- Length: 7 hrs and 34 mins
- Unabridged
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Seth Tanner and his brother Jesse's fun evening debunking local urban legends ends with Jesse's gruesome murder. Seth vows revenge on Jesse's killer - too bad the murderer has been dead for a hundred years. Seth uncovers a cycle of ritual killings that feed the power of a dark warlock's immortal witch-disciples, and he's hell bent on stopping Jackson Malone from becoming the next victim. He's used to risking his neck. He never intended to risk his heart.
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Lots of Drama
- By Rachelle on 04-11-19
By: Morgan Brice
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Lights, Camera, Passion
- By: Isabel Lucero
- Narrated by: Javi Wilder, Curtis Michael Holland
- Length: 8 hrs and 21 mins
- Unabridged
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Playing a lead role in a book-to-movie adaptation with a wild fan base? Sign me up! The only downside is that I'm cast alongside Jacoby "Heartthrob" Hart—Hollywood's golden boy. If only they knew he was an uppity, pompous snob. We don't get along, and if you're reading the tabloids, you'd assume it was because I "stole" his girlfriend, but they have it all wrong. Jacoby and his cold shoulder started this, and now we're set to play lovers. The only thing I'd love to do is strangle him, but I'm a professional.
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Unexpected Delight
- By Melissa Turman on 03-14-25
By: Isabel Lucero
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Death Eternal
- Necromancer Rising, Book 1
- By: Richard Amos
- Narrated by: Cooper North
- Length: 8 hrs and 24 mins
- Unabridged
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On my first day in the town, I get caught up in a strange murder case, and Death saves my life. Yes, the Death. The delectable, mysterious Death. Goodness, he is hotness personified. But what happened to make him walk away from his responsibilities? And why is he so deliciously tempting, my desire a raging inferno every time he looks at me with those incredible eyes? I shouldn't be thinking of an immortal being like this, but with every passing hour I can't stop myself from falling deeper into infatuation.
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Great story. Great narration.
- By Aethena Drake on 12-21-24
By: Richard Amos
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The Nerd & the Ex-Con
- Ex's and No's, Book 1
- By: Sage Abbott
- Narrated by: Iggy Toma, Shannon Gunn
- Length: 10 hrs and 15 mins
- Unabridged
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For almost a decade, I've been the secret pen pal of a convict—my best friend's father. All I wanted was to help bridge the gap between father and son. But the innocent act soon turns into more. Through our letters, I am able to be the brave, confident guy I am in fact, not. So what if I fibbed a little when I sent him a false photograph of me? And reinvented myself in those letters? After all, what's the harm when Griff will never be released from prison?
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Story 10, iggy 10 but Shannon Gun
- By Gabriela Preciat on 11-12-24
By: Sage Abbott
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Broken
- An Unlucky 13 Standalone
- By: Andi Jaxon
- Narrated by: Darcy Stark, Iggy Toma
- Length: 9 hrs and 22 mins
- Unabridged
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After years of drowning myself in parties, hookups, and pain, all it takes is one viral sex tape to be given a choice: Hide out on an island or lose my trust fund. Having to share a room with the one man I let hurt me is my worst nightmare. I’m the broken shell of the boy he walked away from on the worst day of my life. I hate him almost as much as I hate myself.
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Completely ridiculous story. Decent narration.
- By CJ on 01-01-24
By: Andi Jaxon
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Stupid Dirty
- Possum Hollow, Book 1
- By: Erin Russell
- Narrated by: Alexander Cendese, Max Meyers
- Length: 9 hrs and 57 mins
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I always thought of Silas Rush as my biggest rival on the track and a stuck-up loner off of it. He and his fancy pro career left our crappy hometown in the dust before high school even finished, and then I didn't think of him much at all. I was too busy trying to keep my little sisters from turning into addicts like our mom, and myself from turning into a rage-junkie like our dad. All while keeping food on the table. Now he's back, reminding me of all the things I don't have, just like he always did.
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So sweet
- By Daniela Rivero on 08-28-24
By: Erin Russell
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Savage Titan
- An MM College Hockey Bully Romance (North Shore Titans Hockey, Book 1)
- By: E.V. Olsen
- Narrated by: Joe Arden, Liam Dicosimo
- Length: 2 hrs and 52 mins
- Unabridged
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I caught the attention of a savage beast. My fault–ish after I crashed into Crestwood hockey team's star defenseman on my way to class. In typical Eli Holmes fashion, instead of walking away after he threw my books across the hall, I stood up to Alexei Petrov. Even sat right next to him in class, letting him know exactly what I thought of his brutish behavior. Someone should’ve reminded me not to go around poking monsters. But I’m not one to cower. Until a heated encounter leads to a steamy kiss.
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Loved this book!
- By Andrea on 07-01-25
By: E.V. Olsen
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Sunshine for Sale
- Homegrown Hearts, Book 1
- By: Cora Rose, Nicole Dykes
- Narrated by: Devon Ryder, Matt Haynes
- Length: 6 hrs and 32 mins
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The emo kid, the loner, the cynical wallflower with an attitude. It's no secret that I've never quite fit in. But it's glaringly obvious now that I've moved to this Podunk small town that seems to run entirely on sugar, friendliness, and cheer. (And cows, an ungodly number of cows.) I hate it—this place where everyone knows everyone, and I'm still the outsider. Who wants to fit in anyway? I've never really tried, never even thought I wanted to…until I met him. Jimbob is living his best life out here, farming the fields of Kansas, well and truly happy. And I just don't get it.
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DNF … I’m so sorry
- By Skye on 04-30-25
By: Cora Rose, and others
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Switched
- By: N.R. Walker
- Narrated by: Joel Leslie
- Length: 8 hrs and 51 mins
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Israel Ingham's life has never been easy. He grew up in a house devoid of love and warmth. Nothing he ever did was good enough. The fact that Israel is gay just added to the long list of his father's disappointments. Then a letter from Eastport Children's Hospital changes everything. A discovery is made, one of gross human error. Twenty-six years ago, two baby boys were switched at birth and sent home with the wrong families.
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A story to fall in love with.
- By Dana Piazzi on 06-15-18
By: N.R. Walker
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The Quarterback Keeper
- The Package Deal Series, Book 1
- By: Rheland Richmond, Emerson Beckett
- Narrated by: Alexander Cendese, J.F. Harding
- Length: 6 hrs and 23 mins
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I'm the starting quarterback for the Portland Pirates, and I have a thing for my son's teacher. Except I didn't know the cute blond on the beach with the giant dog was my kid's teacher until two months later at Open House. Christian took my breath away during my vacation and introduced me to things I never knew could feel so good and be so right. I think he just might be the one who inspires me to tell the world that this NFL quarterback is bisexual and in love with a man.
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Realistic characters and a cute story
- By tomluvshockey on 04-19-25
By: Rheland Richmond, and others
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Convincing Cole
- Shore Thing, Book 1
- By: Jaclyn Quinn
- Narrated by: Kirt Graves
- Length: 6 hrs and 30 mins
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Life's been pretty amazing. Moving back to my hometown of Coral Pointe Inlet and opening Shore Thing Management with my four best friends is the best decision I've ever made. Falling back into old habits with an ex? Not so much. When Aiden, the sexy, straight owner of SandBar comes to my rescue and pretends to be my boyfriend—handing me the flashlight I need to make my way out of the darkness—lines begin to blur. Suddenly, I'm falling again, but is it stupid of me to want Aiden to land by my side?
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Quinn has better books out there.
- By SB84 on 06-03-25
By: Jaclyn Quinn
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Inevitable
- By: Briar Prescott
- Narrated by: John Solo
- Length: 6 hrs and 57 mins
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When Drew meets Ezra, he doesn’t expect much. A one-night stand and a quick good-bye in the morning. That’s how these things usually go. Only there’s nothing usual about Ezra and the connection that forms between them. When Ezra meets Drew, he doesn’t expect much. A distraction and parting as strangers after a night of meaningless fun. That’s how these things usually go. Only there’s nothing meaningless about Drew and the relentless spark between them that just refuses to disappear. When Bas meets Ezra...things get complicated.
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passable
- By Christy on 12-02-21
By: Briar Prescott
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Sweet Like Whiskey
- The Darling Brothers, Book 1
- By: Emmy Sanders
- Narrated by: Kale Williams
- Length: 9 hrs and 1 min
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If there’s one thing I don’t need upsetting my quiet and comfortable routine in the small town of Darling, Montana, it’s newcomer Ash Alcott crash landing on my family’s ranch like some sort of blonde angel. I don’t need his flirting. Or his smile. I don’t need the way he makes me question whether or not I’m truly happy being alone at forty. I certainly don’t need to be giving him riding lessons or appreciating the meals he cooks for the ranch.
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Very good !
- By Michelle on 05-14-25
By: Emmy Sanders
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