
Stumbling Toward the Buddha
Stories About Tripping over My Principles on the Road to Transformation
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Dawn Downey
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Dawn Downey
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In this spiritual memoir, Dawn Downey chronicles a journey that leads her from revelations at a Buddhist monastery to transcendence at a Baptist church. She loses her way in the foothills of California and discovers oneness in the high desert of Colorado. En route, she uncovers the cause of her lifelong depression: childhood abuse. A story for everyone who loves inspiration mixed with humor.
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