
Beautiful Ashes
A True Story of Murder, Betrayal, and One Woman's Search for Peace
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She watched as her mother's body was removed from the ashes of her home...
Unbearable loss, dangerous secrets, and a life-threatening illness endangered her only hope for a future...
But through it all, she found her faith.
When 15-year-old Shelly Edwards' mother is murdered by her alcoholic father, she loses her home, her family, and the only life she's ever known.
Abandoned, broken from abuse and assault, facing poverty, and gripped with fear for her life, Shelly struggles to dismantle decades of lies.
But into the deepening darkness that follows, God sends heavenly gifts, leading Shelly to a newfound faith. There, she finds a peace she's never thought possible.
When Shelly eventually meets the man she will marry, she thinks her life will finally be everything she's ever dreamed of, but the lingering wounds of her past - and new, devastating medical complications - shake her faith. After all she's endured, can she rise from the ashes and trust God once more?
You'll be transformed by Shelly's riveting memoir about how love, forgiveness, courage, determination - and the guidance of angels - can overcome even the greatest anguish.
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- Ned
- 04-02-22
An engaging and exceptional true story
An amazing true life story. It is well written and fully engages the reader. Excellent narration. At times heart breaking, it ultimately uplifts and inspires! Thank you for sharing this incredible adventure!
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- Melissa
- 03-26-22
Beautifully written, inspiring story
This book had so many different facets to it. Shelly went through a lot of really difficult things in her childhood, and her adult life, and the way that she walks us through the story, but does it in such a sensitive way to help us still have hope and to feel inspired, it’s amazing. This is a memoir every adult needs to read. And I loved the narrators performance! This is the first one of her books that I’ve listen to and she is phenomenal. I’m gonna look for more books by this narrator too.
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- Aimee
- 03-21-22
Heartbreaking, shocking and inspiring
This book was so hard to put down. The heartbreak of her family falling apart, the shocking revelation of her childhood experiences and the inspiring fight to stop the blame and break through knowing none of what has happened his her fault. I have not been through half of what Shelly has endured but I feel her words have encouraged me to forgive, let it go. What a great memoir!
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- Tina
- 07-26-23
Beautiful story of overcoming adversity
Riveting story of overcoming adversity; I found it very helpful in understanding those in my life who have experienced truama.
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- keri peterson
- 05-14-23
God's restorative power an one strong woman
Loved it and feel encouraged to be never give up amidst adversity and trials
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- Amy
- 03-07-22
A must-read true story!
I did not want to stop reading this. It is almost unbelievable that one person could go through so much, and yet it's a true story! Because Shelly experienced so much, her eventual triumph over her struggles is that much more exquisite.
I think anyone trying to get over just about any type of hardship will identify with and find comfort in Shelly's incredible story. I was often moved to tears and also would yell out in disbelief at certain points in the narrative. I found myself cheering when good prevailed and was deeply grateful for the angels in her life (earthly and other-worldly).
I am an avid reader, and this book is definitely on my favorites list. Not only is the story captivating, but it's also really well written. Beautiful Ashes is a must read!!
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- Jackie
- 07-17-23
Excellent read
Jorgensen tells a heart-wrenching story that is crazier than fiction. Her journey is one of faith, strength, and hope.
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- Johnie
- 10-06-22
A powerful true story of tragedy and healing.
A true story of unimaginable tragedy and beauty. Shelly emerges from years of pain and trauma as an amazing woman who is unafraid to speak the truth. So many important lessons in this book. Highly recommend.
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- Jeanette Briggs
- 05-25-22
Beautiful Ashes a MUST READ
This was the most beautiful book I have ever read. A story of tragedy and how faith can get us through the most difficult times. The narrator was phenomenal. Shelly is the very picture of strength and love. I love you Shelly and am so proud of the woman you turned out to be.
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- Amazon Customer
- 07-25-22
Impactful
This was a great listen! The story coupled with the narrator was impactful! Listening to this was heart wrenching and heart warming. To know that she overcame so much. Throughout the whole story I just wanted to give her a hug and say it will be ok. That you aren’t alone and that you survived. This was a great listen, and highly recommend! But prepare your heart for the pain of her experiences.
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