
Killing the Dragon Within: An Invitation to Recovery and Forgiveness
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Narrated by:
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Elizabeth Tebb
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By:
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Kowleen Perkins
About this listen
This is a true story of sexual, physical, and emotional abuse. It will take you down the path of my life from childhood through adulthood; the ins and outs of how the abuse formed my very being. Leading me in what I look back on as...a life of self-destruction.
The pain and sorrow in which I learned how to love and how to be loved. The acceptance that I was worthless, and the belief that no one would or could ever love only me.
Fearing I would never find happiness, I fell into a depression. Believing the only way out was to end my life. That was until I saw it...that huge white cross on top of a church. A feeling of hope and peace ran through my entire body. It was at that moment I knew something was about to change, and change it did. With hard work and my faith I am a survivor.
©2016 Kowleen Perkins (P)2016 Kowleen PerkinsListeners also enjoyed...
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