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Gender Transition at a Mature Age
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Dr. Anne L. Koch
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Dr. Anne L. Koch
About this listen
If you are transgendered, the feeling of wanting your body to match the sex you feel you are never goes away. For some, though, especially those who grew up before trans people were widely out and advocating for equality, these feelings were often compartmentalized and rarely acted upon. Now that gender reassignment has become much more commonplace, many of these people may feel increasing pressure to finally undergo the procedures they have always secretly wanted.
Ken Koch was one of those people. Married twice, a veteran, and a world traveler, a health scare when he was 63 prompted him to acknowledge the feelings that had plagued him since he was a small child. By undergoing a host of procedures, he radically changed his appearance and became Anne Koch. In the process, though, Anne lost everything that Ken had accomplished. She had to remake herself from the ground up. Hoping to help other people in her age bracket who may be considering transitioning, Anne describes the step-by-step procedures that she underwent and shares the cost to her personal life in order to show seniors that although it is never too late to become the person you always knew you were, it is better to go into that new life prepared for some serious challenges.
Both a fascinating memoir of a well-educated man growing up trans yet repressed in the mid-20th century and a guidebook to navigating the tricky waters of gender reassignment as a senior, It Never Goes Away shows how what we see in the television world of Transparent translates in real life.
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The T Guide
- Our Trans Experiences and a Celebration of Gender Expression—Man, Woman, Nonbinary, and Beyond
- By: Gigi Gorgeous, Gottmik (a.k.a Kade Gottlieb), Swan Huntley
- Narrated by: Gigi Gorgeous, Gottmik (a.k.a Kade Gottlieb)
- Length: 4 hrs and 1 min
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In this fabulous, fashion-forward guide, transgender icons Gigi Gorgeous and Gottmik discuss the ins and outs of being transgender with their honest, hilarious, and GORGEOUS tales of what it means to be true to oneself—and they've picked up a few friends along the way. Whether you're embarking on your own transgender journey or seeking the knowledge to be the best ally you can be, there is something to be learned from every story they tell.
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Very Interesting
- By sccergirl22 on 12-06-24
By: Gigi Gorgeous, and others
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Gender Magic
- Live Shamelessly, Reclaim Your Joy, & Step into Your Most Authentic Self
- By: Rae McDaniel MED LCPC CST
- Narrated by: Rae McDaniel MED LCPC CST
- Length: 11 hrs and 59 mins
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Taking everything they know from more than a decade of working with the queer and trans community, their personal journey of gender exploration, and clinical best practices, licensed therapist, coach, and speaker Rae McDaniel created the Gender Freedom Model. A uniquely supportive narrative for gender exploration and transition grounded in queer joy, their nine-pillar model has helped thousands of transgender and nonbinary individuals explore gender through play, pleasure, and freedom. And now, it can help you too.
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Eh not for me
- By Dana on 10-24-23
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How to Be a Girl
- By: Alyson Belle
- Narrated by: Juliana Solo
- Length: 2 hrs and 18 mins
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For years, Fabian has been curious about the lives of the women all around him, but they never seem to want to talk to a too-curious man about it—there's always a bit of the experience he couldn't get to or questions that would seem too inappropriate. But now, he has a brilliant new cover plan that will help him get to the bottom of things: He's going to write a book about it! Purely for research purposes, of course.
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major downer
- By SpcCpn on 06-16-24
By: Alyson Belle
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Transformed
- 8 Book Magic Feminization Bundle
- By: Kenzie McKay
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 10 hrs and 34 mins
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8 MAGICAL FEMINIZATION books that have never been published in any other collection! The men in these stories never knew that magic was real. And they certainly never imagined how it could change their lives forever. This collection includes: Wrong Cabin Her New Daughter Homecoming Mother of the Revolution Candy A Respectable Lady The Girlfriend Ring Almost Perfect
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that they found themselves
- By Richard R. on 11-12-24
By: Kenzie McKay
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Becoming Hers
- By: Alyson Belle
- Narrated by: Juliana Solo
- Length: 2 hrs and 9 mins
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Tom McCallister has been in love with his best friend Lyla for as long as he can remember, but what would be the point of telling her that? He's known that it's hopeless ever since she came out to him as a lesbian during their freshman year of college. Lyla likes women, and Tom is definitely not a woman. But when Tom loses both his job and his girlfriend on the same day, Lyla is still the first person he turns to for support. She tells him to drop everything and fly out to see her in New York, confident that some friend time is exactly what he needs to get through his slump.
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Hot and exciting!
- By Anonymous User on 01-05-19
By: Alyson Belle
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Becoming Nicole
- The Transformation of an American Family
- By: Amy Ellis Nutt
- Narrated by: Amy Ellis Nutt
- Length: 8 hrs and 44 mins
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When Wayne and Kelly Maines adopted identical twin boys, they thought their lives were complete. But it wasn't long before they noticed a marked difference between Jonas and his brother, Wyatt. Jonas preferred sports and trucks and many of the things little boys were "supposed" to like; but Wyatt liked princess dolls and dress-up and playing Little Mermaid. By the time the twins were toddlers, confusion over Wyatt's insistence that he was female began to tear the family apart.
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More narratives like this, please.
- By book worm on 10-22-15
By: Amy Ellis Nutt
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The T in LGBT
- Everything You Need to Know About Being Trans
- By: Jamie Raines
- Narrated by: Jamie Raines, Shaaba Lotun
- Length: 5 hrs and 14 mins
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Hey, I'm Jamie, a 29-year-old trans guy from the UK. I've been transitioning for 12 years now after realising I was trans (by accident!) at sixteen years old. I knew I was a boy since the age of four, but realised whilst growing up that I was different. It was only in my teens that I found the words to express who I was and what I needed to do. Since then, I've been on testosterone for more than a decade - I know, I can't believe it either - I've also had top and bottom surgery and legally changed my sex, so I know a few things about the transitioning process and being trans!
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Amazing
- By Victor Rhodes on 08-03-24
By: Jamie Raines
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Injected
- 5 Book Bundle
- By: Kenzie McKay
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 7 hrs and 3 mins
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This BUNDLE contains ALL 5 BOOKS in the Injected Series. A new drug that transforms men into women has the power to change so many lives. It’s an injection created to help transgender women get the bodies they always should have had. But when an unethical CEO uses the drug as a punishment instead of a treatment, things quickly spiral out of control for everyone involved. Soon, the medication goes from the lab to the real world. Into the hands of other scientists. And into the bodies of other men. Some of whom never saw the transformation coming…
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time line was great
- By calvin on 03-14-24
By: Kenzie McKay
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On Your Terms
- Gender Transition Redefined for Adults
- By: Dr. Natalia P Zhikhareva
- Narrated by: Gwyn Clark
- Length: 2 hrs and 2 mins
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This book will help to empower you to own who you are, even if you feel afraid. To reclaim yourself. To own your identity unapologetically. To heal and to grow.
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Concise and helpful
- By DK on 06-29-24
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Trans Like Me
- Conversations for All of Us
- By: C.N. Lester
- Narrated by: CN Lester
- Length: 6 hrs and 4 mins
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In Trans Like Me, CN Lester takes listeners on a measured, thoughtful, intelligent yet approachable tour through the most important and high-profile narratives around the trans community, turning them inside out and examining where we really are in terms of progress. From the impact of the media's wording in covering trans people and issues to the way parenting gender variant children is portrayed, Lester brings their charged personal narrative to every topic and expertly lays out the work left to be done.
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An essential perspective
- By Sophia Clay on 10-07-19
By: C.N. Lester
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Wish for Her Birthday
- By: Alyson Belle
- Narrated by: Juliana Solo
- Length: 1 hr and 33 mins
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Sam isn’t at all looking forward to his 23rd birthday. Why would he want to celebrate another year of grueling, boring office work and striking out in dating? He hates his physique, and he can hardly even think about dating, anyway, what with his confusing feelings for his best (straight) friend Mitchell. If only he’d been born a girl, he might have had a shot with him.
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À Story of Happily Ever After
- By Philip J. Westfall on 08-25-20
By: Alyson Belle
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- Skylar
- 01-26-21
a great viewpoint most dont share.
she shares some of the hard to talk about issues and lessons learned from her journey
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- Nana
- 08-22-21
Pride in the honesty of this professional!
Five diamond rating for Dr.Annie’s book! Well deserved!This book is very transparent, easy to listen to!
The subject matter , although, not dentistry is relevant and helpful not just for a transitioning person , but more for people that might want to understand more…..Friends, family,physicians, dentists etc…
Dr. Koch you’ve already built a legacy in your profession. May you always find happiness, clarity and love! Thank you for sharing this book!
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- Steven
- 06-09-23
Eye Opener
As a more mature person I found this book very helpful by giving me much to think about. As you think about transitioning it points out that there are options to full transitioning which are quite valuable. It pointed out so many of the different aspects of changing that are not generally address. It has been very helpful in decisions I have to make.
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- Amazon Customer
- 06-03-20
Honest and Genuine Self Expose
Dr Anne L Koch takes the listener through the trials and tribulations of gender transition as she herself experienced it. She provides the listener with a sincere reflection upon both the psychological benefits and also her own regrets. Thank you Dr Anne for raising points of caution for anyone considering a transition later in life. These are critical points that the mainstream does not like to openly discuss. Older individuals considering gender reassignment surgery would be wise to read this book and ponder the cautious approach afforded by Dr Koch.
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- Sparks n Ashes
- 01-27-22
perfect for over 60 m2F
nearly all clinical observations and personal account by a well educated better resourced now Woman. valuable insights for anyone considering gender change with a no nonsense presentation even if a bit dry. this gave me much to think on without leaving me with even more questions
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- Julia Condolora
- 06-27-24
I felt it was too repetitive.
I felt she was very repetitive. She restated her views over and over in multiple chapters on certain topics. The performance would have been enhanced with an actor. By the time I got three quarters though I could wait for the book to end, which was unfortunate, because while I had some different experiences with my transition, I thought she shared some excellent information.
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- glyny
- 03-26-25
Helpful and Balanced Insights
I particularly appreciate the balanced discussion around post transition issues and considerations. Anne’s experience has been incredibly helpful to my journey.
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- dpmtoo
- 06-14-24
A lot of honest information.
Some of the things were repeated to often making it difficult to stay with the book May be out of date. Which is probably with the help of the author which is a good thing.
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- Suzi Blanckaert
- 04-05-25
Loved this
She really covers a lot of topics for anyone wanting to understand the transgender process.
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- Scottie
- 01-12-23
Very educational
This book really helped me understand myself, and also not alone. Very well illustrated and Annie Kosh was did a fantastic job explaining herself and what she went through.
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