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Narrated by:
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Nick J. Russo
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By:
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Christina Lee
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Foster
I moved to a new city for a librarian job at the university, and though I’m enjoying the change, it does little to dispel the dull grayness of my world. When my dog, Oscar, forms an instant bond with a man living in a yellow tent, my surroundings begin to feel more vibrant and full of possibility. I’m first drawn to Lachlan’s soulful eyes, and then to his kind nature and resilient spirit. I want to know more about him, and Oscar seeking him out on our daily walks provides me with that opportunity.
Lachlan
One split-second decision leads to losing everything and living on the streets. Still, I’d choose my current conditions over being harmed by someone I loved. The only bright spot in my struggle to survive is the handsome stranger and his dog. Despite how compassionate Foster seems, I don’t want any handouts. I need to stay safe and stand on my own two feet after what I’ve been through. But when I find myself in a bind, I allow Foster to rescue me, if only for a night.
Our circumstances couldn’t be more different, and yet I’m drawn to Foster in ways I hadn’t expected. When our attraction skyrockets, Foster assures me that finding comfort in each other doesn’t hurt anyone. But when it becomes something deeper—meaningful conversations and mind-blowing intimacy—it occurs to me that I might’ve met the right man at the wrong time. Story of my life.
*CW: Discussions and depictions of domestic violence, mental health struggles, and experiencing homelessness.
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GOOD LISTEN !! ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
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Foster & Lachlan
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Sensitive and sweet romance
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As always, Nick J. Russo's narration was perfect. I never had trouble telling the characters apart, and he put his all into making the steamy scenes extra steamy [insert sweating James McAvoy gif]
Well-written & well-read
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The support these two men provide for one another is truly magical, helping the other move on to a brighter future. Christina doesn't shy away from showing depression isn't just a "you move past it" but needs to work on it every day, and guess what? Some days are harder than others. Whereas Lachlan had his issues accepting help and accepting, he can move on and accept the security and comfort of being with Foster.
It is truly a magical book of two souls getting together at that right time to be something so much more in the end. I can't stress enough how much I hope you give this book a try. For those who fear the angst its actually not there, yes their are obstacles, but they flow so beautifully that you just hop on and enjoy the journey to the end.
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Nick J Russo proves yet again how powerful of a narrator he truly is. Foster & Lachlan are two souls made to meet at this point in their lives to make the other stronger and more beautiful. Nick makes these emotions more palpable, a perfect pairing with Christina Lee's words.
perfect pairing of author and narrarator for this beautiful story
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Simple ...get this brilliantly written, emotional driven story ! Nick J Russo again gives a stellar performance!
" I want to hold you when we're IN THE GREY and look up at the stars " !
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4 stars - worthy of a repeat listen
Houseless guy and Guy with dog meet cute
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What a wonderful story by Christina Lee and awesome narration by Nick J. Russo. It was both heartbreaking and heartwarming. I can't say enough about how much I loved this!!! When I first read the book blurb I couldn't wait to listen. This touched upon several emotional subjects that could be triggers for some. This book really made me see certain things in a different light.
I especially loved the following quotes:
'We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars. - Oscar Wilde'
“You don’t love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear."
"I want to hold you"
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What makes this story so beautiful is these two men handle each other with such care and intentionality. You should definitely read this.
The narration by Nick J Russo is amazing as always.
Healing together
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The story unpacked quite a bit, honestly. There's a lot of subject matter and it was handled nicely. The romance was sweet, as were the men, and I appreciated how they handled a lot of their personal struggles. Both men had some demons to face and trust to build so the story is a bit of a slow burn which felt very appropriate.
Great story elevated by Nick's performance
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loved the story but...
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