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Tanya Nakogee
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Barbara Holmes
About this listen
Want to escape fear and anger and move into freedom and forgiveness? Feeling like your voice doesn't matter in difficult circumstances? Wondering if God even sees you? Jesus is with you in your suffering.
Does the miraculous ever happen? Barbara takes us on an overcoming journey through pain and some beautiful supernatural moments of joy she has experienced coming from severe physical and sexual abuse by her pastor/father to marrying the man of her dreams, to living with MS and overcoming into joy. God is always present and always faithful.
Hope is alive!
Let your faith soar.
©2020 Barbara Holmes (P)2022 Barbara HolmesListeners also enjoyed...
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