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Spark of Hope, Book 5
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Stephen Dexter
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Michael Dean
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By:
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Nicole Dykes
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Miles
Selfish.
That's the only way Andrew will ever see me. An abused boy who grew up and became a defense attorney for the rich and famous.
I'll never forget the look on his face when I told him. The hurt and disgust I saw in his eyes as I stomped all over his dreams. He left me behind, convincing me he'd hate me forever.
Now, circumstances have brought me back into his life. I have one more chance to prove I'm not the man he thinks I am.
I'll do anything to prove I'm worthy of him.
Andrew
Fixer.
I have been since I was a child, watching my abusive father escape justice, time and time again, and a mother who refused to see his wrongs.
So I grew up to become a therapist, determined to never feel that helpless again. I swore to make the world a better place, and I had a plan. One I thought I'd execute with my best friend in the world.
Only he had other dreams. He smashed all my hopes in one night, and I'll never trust him again.
Now I need his help, but I refuse to let him in completely. He crushed me once, but now, I'm strong and stubborn. I'll never be defeated.
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- Anonymous User
- 03-31-25
Best friends on a second chance
I was actually very excited to read this one. This couple had been alluded to since book one. I super enjoyed it. I’m glad that they got their happy ending they totally deserved it.
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- Ron Gorton
- 03-08-24
Perfect Ending !!
Each book in the Spark of Hope series gets better and better ! Andrew and Miles's story is a great way to end this powerful , slow burn , emotional and compelling series !
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- Nala
- 07-20-24
Light read
Light read. I guess the other got bored and had to hurry and finish the series. It was good and it it didn’t feel rushed at all but I she it was longer
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- Nova
- 02-24-24
Save the best for last
This is a great story about a wonderful couple. second chances don't always come along. two very caring men who had bad childhood experiences, grow up to want to make a difference. and a difference they do make. I love that all of the characters from each book have stayed together to become the perfect family. the narration is pretty good. an unlikely pair that helped to bring this series to life. I enjoyed the entire series.👏🔥❤
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