In this vulnerable episode, Deanna shares how her “yes” to God through Freedom in Christ became the turning point in a life that looked put-together on the outside but was quietly falling apart within.

She opens up about the pain of a broken marriage, the weight of codependency, and the years she spent trying to hold everything together while feeling completely alone.

Her story takes us through so much loss—her father, her ex-husband, her childhood friend, and a loved one lost to suicide—and how Jesus gently met her in each moment of grief, giving her glimpses of peace and healing she didn’t think were possible.

Through it all, Deanna discovered the freedom to stop pretending and the courage to be fully herself: perfectly imperfect.

Her message is clear—our worn places don’t disqualify us. In fact, they are often where Jesus meets us most tenderly and turns our pain into something worthy.

Content Warning: This episode includes discussions of drug use, incarceration, and references to methamphetamine. Listener discretion is advised.

John's story is a gritty, honest account of addiction, survival, and the long road toward healing. Growing up surrounded by loss and instability, drugs became his escape. In and out of jails and correctional institutions, he learned to serve—but never how to receive. Now, he's walking the difficult path of community, trying to accept the love of others and the grace of Jesus. In this episode, John shares how service work grounds him, how therapy opened his eyes, and how forgiveness and safe people have shaped his new life. His advice? Don’t let the world get you down—find the pinhole of light and reach for it.

Pastor Brenda Mason Young shares her powerful journey through the hardships of leadership, personal loss, and letting go. From a childhood affirmation that sparked her calling to navigating grief, illness, and retiring with dreams unfulfilled, she speaks honestly about resilience, grace, and trusting God when nothing goes as planned. A beautiful reminder that even when life wears us down, we are still worthy and full of purpose.

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Author of:

• Poppy’s Work Glove
• Good Enough for God
• Grace and Truth

Last Message as Senior Pastor

Stand Your Ground - Keep Shooting // The Last Arrow

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