If you have spent years going through fertility treatments like IVF, pouring everything into your dream of motherhood, and still found yourself without a child, you know how heavy it feels to imagine a future that could ever feel as meaningful.

In this week’s episode, Lana shares a deeply personal story about standing on a piece of vacant land in Michigan, a place she and her husband dreamed of building their future home, and realizing that the path to something beautiful isn't coming without obstacles.

If you’re childless after infertility, it’s so easy to believe your life will always feel smaller or less significant than those who got to have a child or raise children. You probably haven’t seen many examples ofchildless women living fulfilling, connected lives without kids, so your brain fills in the blanks, telling you that it must be impossible for you.

But just because you don’t see the path doesn’t mean it isn’t there.

In this episode, you’ll hear:

✨ Why your brain convinces you that a meaningful life after infertility doesn’t exist—and how that belief is just a story, not a fact.
✨ What to do when you feel like you’re staring at a mound of sand that’s blocking everything you wanted.
✨ How learning to trust yourself, even without a roadmap, is the first step to feeling proud of your life again.
✨ The truth about why feeling stuck doesn’t mean you’re broken, it just means you haven’t been shown another way yet.

If you’re ready to stop assuming nothing will ever compare to motherhood and start creating a life that feels purposeful and satisfying, this episode will remind you: more is possible, even if you can’t see it yet.

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Whether you’re feeling stuck, disconnected, or unsure how to begin, remember: your dreams didn’t end when motherhood didn’t happen. They are still waiting for you to claim them.

If you ever find yourself waking up on a Saturday, staring at a day that is completely yours and feeling more suffocated than free, this episode is for you.

Maybe you spent years picturing weekends packed with soccer games, birthday parties, college visits, and noisy family trips.

You imagined how all the hard parts of infertility and IVF would feel worth it once you finally had your baby in your arms.

But here you are, childless after infertility, and the quiet moments you thought would feel peaceful just feel heavy.

And if you have ever caught yourself actually enjoying your life now, maybe a spontaneous trip, an afternoon reading, or a coffee date with your partner, only to feel instant guilt because you think it “looks bad” to be happy without kids, you are not alone.

You might think:

• I shouldn’t enjoy this because it means I am okay with what happened.

• I am betraying the woman I was, the one who fought so hard to be a mom.

• Other people will think I didn’t care enough if I can move on.

This episode will remind you:
✨ You are allowed to love parts of your life right now.
✨ You are allowed to find meaning, peace, and purpose, even if motherhood didn’t happen.
✨ You don’t have to spend the next 40 years waiting for something that will never come.

Inside this conversation, you will learn:
✔️ Why weekends and free time feel so triggering when you are unexpectedly childless
✔️ How to stop feeling guilty for enjoying what you have now
✔️ Why this struggle doesn’t mean you are broken or that you didn’t want motherhood enough
✔️ How to start creating a life you genuinely love without comparing it to the life you dreamed of

This is exactly why I created Thrive After Infertility.

Thrive is my 12-week coaching program for women who are tired of feeling stuck, invisible, or like life is just happening to them instead of for them.

Inside Thrive, you will learn how to:
🌿 Own your time and create experiences that feel expansive and meaningful
🌿 Let go of the guilt that comes when you enjoy your life without children
🌿 Feel connected, confident, and purposeful again on your terms

If you are ready to stop surviving and start living, this is your invitation.

You don’t have to figure this out alone.

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You are allowed to love this life, even if it broke your heart.

You are allowed to build something beautiful, even if it wasn’t the story you planned.

And you are allowed to start today.

If you’ve ever wondered if this is just how life feels when you don’t become a mom, this episode is for you.

• Maybe your fertility journey ended with heartbreak instead of a baby.
• Maybe you’ve been told (by the world, by your inner voice) that life will always feel incomplete, lonely, or second-best now.
• Maybe you scroll past pregnancy announcements and family vacation photos, not because you’re bitter, but because they hurt.
• And maybe you’ve started to believe the quiet story that society tells women like us: That life without children will always feel like you’re just holding on.

But what if that story isn’t true?

In episode 172 of The “So Now What?” Podcast, Lana shares:

• The truth about the emotional aftermath of IVF and infertility that no one talks about.

• Her own story of navigating the grief of a chromosomally abnormal embryo (Trisomy 16) and what came after fertility treatments ended.

• Why the world’s attempts to “fix” you with adoption, donor eggs, or surrogacy often leave you feeling more invisible.

• How guilt, shame, and comparison can keep you frozen in time, and what it takes to finally move forward.
  
  

You'll hear how women inside her 12-week coaching program, go from surviving each day to actually loving their lives again. One client shares how she stopped obsessing over what people with kids were doing and started finding confidence, peace, and simple joys in her everyday life.

This episode invites you to imagine a summer, and a life, where:

• You wake up excited for your day, not dreading another reminder of what’s missing

• You reconnect with your body and stop treating it like it failed you

• You feel connected to your partner again, building a future that feels like yours

• You finally stop pretending to be okay, and actually are
  
  

If you’re ready to stop surviving and start living a life that feels meaningful and fulfilling—even without the children you always dreamed of—this episode will show you what’s possible.

Don’t let another summer pass you by in a fog of comparison and sadness.

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This is your first step toward creating a life that fits again...one that you love, even though it turned out differently than you expected.

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If you're a woman who went through fertility treatments like IVF or IUI and now find yourself childless after infertility, this episode will speak directly to your heart.

This week, we talk about a quiet kind of grief.
The grief carried by the man who never got to become a dad.

Whether it's your husband, partner, brother, or someone else close to you, Father’s Day can feel invisible for the men who once dreamed of fatherhood but never got to live it. And if you’ve been focused on your own pain after infertility, you might not have realized how much he’s grieving too.

In this episode, you’ll hear:

• How infertility affects your partner even if he never talks about it
  
  

• Why the guilt you’ve been carrying is not yours to hold anymore
  
  

• Ways to show up for your partner on Father’s Day without it being complicated or performative
  
  

• A reminder that your relationship is still meaningful, even without children
  
  

💬 “I thought I was the only one grieving, but I wasn’t. He was just quieter about it.”

📖 Want more support around Father’s Day?
Chapter 25 of my bestselling book, So Now What?, is dedicated to helping you understand and support your partner when he didn’t get to become a biological dad.

If you’re wondering how to bring up this conversation, how to honor him, and how to let go of the guilt you’ve been carrying, this chapter is for you.

📚 You can read Chapter 1 and the foreword by Jody Day for free:
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Your script for those awkward or painful conversations.
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📲 This week on Instagram, I’m sharing a series called “A Letter to My Childless Husband.”
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If you’re childless not by choice, grieving after infertility, and want to feel more connected to your life and your partner, this episode will help you start.

Your story isn’t over.
It’s just beginning.

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Infertility & Goal Fatigue – What to Do When IVF Fails

If you’re childless after infertility and emotionally drained from years of chasing the dream of motherhood through IVF, I want you to know: you’re not alone. And what you’re feeling right now? It makes perfect sense.

You spent years setting goals—diagnosis, treatment plans, egg retrievals, embryo transfers, second opinions, supplements, side effects, losses… all in pursuit of the child you dreamed of.

But when IVF doesn’t work—and you find yourself childless after all of it—you’re left with a silent question that echoes through your mind:

Now what?

In this episode of The “So Now What?” Podcast, I’m sharing a deeply personal moment that stopped me in my tracks—one that reminded me how so many of us are living in a state of goal fatigue without even realizing it.

It all started with one innocent, thoughtful question from my 13-year-old nephew:
“Uncle Jack, what’s your goal for this year?”

And that moment led me to a massive realization—what if we’ve been asking the wrong question all along?

✅ Why infertility turns us into high-functioning goal-chasers
✅ What “goal fatigue” looks and feels like after IVF fails
✅ Why you might feel disconnected even after big wins at work or in life
✅ How I became a workaholic after IVF ended—and still felt empty
✅ The life-changing power of asking, “How do I want to feel?”
✅ What to do if you don’t even know how you want to feel anymore

This conversation is a gentle but powerful invitation to start living from the inside out—not chasing more goals to prove your worth, but learning to feel fulfilled by who you are right now, even without the children you hoped for.

✨ Book your free 45-minute Thrive Call HERE.
If you’ve been feeling stuck, lost, or unsure of how to move forward, I’ll help you reconnect with what matters to you. No pressure. No performance. Just a clear, hope-filled starting point for your next chapter.

📘 Ready to read the book that’s helping women just like you?
Check out my new bestselling book, So Now What?—created especially for women who are childless after infertility and looking for purpose, healing, and joy beyond motherhood.
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You don’t have to chase the next big thing to feel proud of your life.
You don’t have to “move on” or pretend it doesn’t hurt.
You don’t have to keep pushing to prove that you matter.

You’re allowed to feel peace, love, purpose, and joy—even without a child.

So if IVF didn’t work and you’re wondering what now… this episode is your starting point.

Tune in.
And let’s begin—together.

If you are childless after infertility and wondering how to move forward without the future you dreamed of, this powerful conversation with Jody Day will meet you right where you are.

In this episode, we explore what it truly means to grieve childlessness and how embracing that grief can lead to deep healing, creativity, and purpose. Jody shares her personal story, her insights from years of working in the childless-not-by-choice space, and how grief can evolve from something you endure into something you grow through.

Inside this episode:

• Why grief is not an event but a skill
  
  

• What it means to experience disenfranchised grief as a childless woman
  
  

• How to feel seen in a society that avoids your pain
  
  

• What it takes to build your own support network as you age
  
  

• Why asking for help is a form of strength and connection
  
  

Unforgettable quotes from Jody Day:

• “Grief is not an event. It’s a skill.”
  
  

• “You’re not needy. You have needs. You’re human.”
  
  

• “We grieve that which we have loved.”
  
  

• “Grief is the emotion that allows us to let go of what was in order to embrace what’s next.”
  
  

• “I look back at the woman who tried so hard and say: You didn’t know more was available to you.”
  
  

Whether you are early in your grief or further down the path, this episode will remind you that you are not alone, and that you still have the power to build a life you love.

You are not too late. You are not alone.
You may be childless, but your story still matters. This episode will remind you that healing is possible, connection is available, and the life ahead of you still holds meaning.

Helpful links and resources:

🎧 Download: The Top 27 Things People Say When You’re Childless (...and How to Respond)

📞 Book a Free 45-Minute Thrive Call with Lana and create a personalized plan for living a fulfilling life without children

📘 Explore Jody Day’s work: Gateway Women

💌 Subscribe to her Substack: Gateway Elderwomen
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About Jody Day:

Jody is the English-Irish founder of Gateway Women, the world’s best-known support and advocacy network for childless women. Often described as the founder of the global childless movement, she is an integrative psychotherapist, two-time TEDx speaker, author, and thought leader. Her best-selling book Living the Life Unexpected: How to Find Hope, Meaning and a Fulfilling Future Without Children has become essential reading for women navigating life without motherhood.

Jody has been a World Childless Week Ambassador since 2017, was chosen as one of the BBC’s 100 Women in 2013, and named a UK Digital Woman of the Year in 2021. She is a former Fellow in Social Innovation at Cambridge Judge Business School and was a founding board member of the UK charity Ageing Without Children. Today, she writes the popular Substack Gateway Elderwomen, which explores aging and elderhood without motherhood, and is developing her ALTERKIN Project to create local mutual-aid communities for those aging without children.

If Mother’s Day felt hard for you, you’re not alone and this week’s episode of The “So Now What?” Podcast is especially for you.

You’ve probably spent years feeling like a party of one, moving through infertility and now life without children, not sure where to go to find connection or how to create it. Maybe you’ve told yourself you should be strong enough to figure this out alone. Maybe you’ve been hiding, thinking you’re the only one whose treatments didn’t end in motherhood.

In this powerful episode, you’ll hear why connection is not a luxury, it’s a necessity. You’ll be reminded that you are not weak for wanting support. You are human, and you were never meant to do this alone.

Lana opens up about her own journey, from getting an unexplained infertility diagnosis in 2011 and hiding her pain, to walking into silence despite being someone who always had “talks too much” on her report card. You’ll hear how that silence was one of the hardest parts, and why finding your voice again starts with connection.

Lana shares what inspired her to start this podcast in 2021, why she left her 20-year corporate career to coach full time, and how her Thrive After Infertility program and The Other’s Day Brunch were created to make sure women like you never have to navigate childlessness alone.

You’ll hear about:

- What it feels like when connection feels out of reach after infertility
- Why fertility clinics gave us science but not the soul-level support we needed
- What healing starts to look like when you stop hiding
- The incredible stories of women at The Other’s Day Brunch who showed up not knowing a soul and left with new friendships
- Simple ways you can say yes to connection today . even if it starts with a coffee invite or replying to a DM

This episode is a reminder that even if your life looks different than you planned, it can still be beautiful, because you are part of it.

✨ Resource Mentioned: Download *The Top 27 Things People Say When You’re Childless (and How to Respond) . Click here!

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