This is the beginning of following a vision God has given me, using all the pain, misery, jails, institutions, and overdoses of active addiction, and now 7 years in recovery by God's grace and mercy, and the 12 Stepology of the Narcotics Anonymous fellowship sharing experience, strength, and hope and the spirituality that I have came up with using the energy of crystal and meditation, prayer and meditation of my faith in Jesus Christ getting outside myself and help the sick and suffering or those in long-term recovery to fins and live this new way of life happy, joyous, and free!