This is the episode I never thought I’d record.
Not because I couldn’t—but because for so long, I wouldn’t.

In this deeply personal episode of Speak Now, I step out of the conditioning I created to protect myself and into the fire of truth I’ve avoided for years. For the first time publicly, I share the brutal honesty of my past—the parts I used to dress in grace and spiritual bypassing. The parts I thought I had to polish before presenting.

I talk about being adopted, growing up in a home that looked like “saving” on the outside but felt like hell on the inside. I talk about the loneliness, the silence, the invisible weight I carried as a child… and how no one fought for me.

This isn’t for sympathy.
This is for truth.
This is me reclaiming the voice I was told to soften.
This is me choosing yang after years of over-yin-ing myself to stay safe.

I’m not here to make it palatable. I’m here to make it real.
If you’ve ever felt like your story didn’t matter, like your voice got lost in survival mode—I see you.
This is for you, too.

✨ LISTEN. FEEL. WITNESS. ✨
And if it moves you—let it move through you. Leave a comment. Share your truth. Speak now.

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