• Your Whole Life is In Bloom 🌸 | Surrender Novena Day 7
    Jun 29 2025

    In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥

    One reel. One GodNote. One breath at a time.

    Find me daily at CurlyNikki.com and @CurlyNikki

    Let this moment hold you like it once held me.

    This isn’t old, it’s eternal.

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    "In My Father's house are many mansions; if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and receive you to Myself; that where I am, there you may be also." -John 14:1-3

    What you thought was dead,

    look again.

    What you thought was impossible,

    He disagreed with you--

    feel the Promise of It.

    All you have to do is keep facing the Son,

    and letting these words water you,

    letting your practice work the soil,

    while you face the Son.

    While you feel the blooming,

    the flowering,

    the fruiting,

    the Law of Love.

    It must be.

    Whatever it is... it must be.

    I Love you,

    nik

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    Surrender Novena #1 (All nine days in one place!)

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    Surrender Novena Day 7-Father Ruotolo Dolindo

    I perform miracles in proportion to your full surrender to me and to your not thinking of yourselves. I sow treasure troves of graces when you are in the deepest poverty. No person of reason, no thinker, has ever perform miracles, not even among the saints. He does divine works whosoever surrenders to God. So don’t think about it anymore, because your mind is acute and for you it is very hard to see evil and to trust in me and to not think of yourself. Do this for all your needs, do this all of you and you will see great continual silent miracles. I will take care of things, I promise this to you.

    O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times)

    Mother, I am yours now and forever. Through you and with you I always want to belong completely to Jesus.

    Amen"

    "I Come to Him Running

    The Prophet said,

    God Most High has said:

    When my worshipper's thoughts turn to Me,

    there am I with him.

    And when he makes mention of Me within himself, I make mention of him within Myself. and when he makes mention of Me in company, I make mention of him in a better company.

    Ifhe draw near to Me a hand's breadth, I draw near to him an arm's length; and if he draw near to Me an arm's length, I draw near to him the length of both arms wide outstretched;

    and if he come to Me walking, I come to him running.

    And if he meet Me with sins equivalent to the whole world,

    I will greet him with forgiveness equal to it." - The Mishkat Al- Masabih

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  • Jesus, Surprise Me | Surrender Novena Day 6
    Jun 28 2025

    In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥

    One reel. One GodNote. One breath at a time.

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    Let this moment hold you like it once held me.

    This isn’t old, it’s eternal.

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    Jesus, Surprise Me | Surrender Novena Day 6

    You're seeing your lack of faith from Faith.

    You're seeing your lack of love from Love.

    Who is seeing?

    What is seen?

    The eyes report rock, tree, wall, person.

    But My Spirit is seeing Love, Love, Love, Love.

    It's seeing Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus.

    It's all His.

    That's why we pray, 'take care of it.'

    It's His anyway.

    Give it back.

    Give him 'you',

    He'll surprise you.

    I Love you,

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    Surrender Novena #1 (All nine days in one place!)

    Surrender Novena #2 (All nine days in one place!)

    Surrender Novena Day 6 - Father Ruotolo Dolindo

    "You are sleepless; you want to judge everything, direct everything and see to everything and you surrender to human strength, or worse to men themselves, trusting in their intervention, this is what hinders my words and my views. Oh how much I wish from you this surrender, to help you and how I suffer when I see you so agitated! Satan tries to do exactly this: to agitate you and to remove you from my protection and to throw you into the jaws of human initiative. So, trust only in me, rest in me, surrender to me in everything.

    O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times)

    Mother, I am yours now and forever. Through you and with you I always want to belong completely to Jesus.

    Amen"

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    "Why do I not call on God? Why do I worry and invent plans?" -Charles Spurgeon

    "There is something within you that knows your true destiny, your very reason for being, the very masterpiece that you are in the midst of creating." -@saralandonlife

    "Open, open your hearts to the delightful joy of the Lord, and let your love overflow from the heart to the lips, to bring forth fruits to the Lord, living and holy, and to walk with watchfulness in His light.

    Rise up and stand straight, you who were once brought low.

    You, who were silenced, speak, for your mouth has been opened.

    You, who were cast down, be henceforth lifted up,

    for the Righteous One has brought you back to life.

    For the Right Hand of the Lord is with you, and will be your Helper.

    And peace was prepared for you, before your war began.

    So hear the Word of Truth,

    and receive the Knowledge of the Most High." - Ode 8, Odes of Solomon by John Davidson

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  • Your prayers have changed the course of your life. | Surrender Novena Day 5
    Jun 27 2025

    In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥

    One reel. One GodNote. One breath at a time.

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    Let this moment hold you like it once held me.

    This isn’t old, it’s eternal.

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    "But me, I’m not giving up. I’m sticking around to see what GOD will do. I’m waiting for God to make things right. I’m counting on God to listen to me." - Micah 7:7

    This is how you know God is listening to you right now-

    pray the words, 'Jesus, you take over',

    and just hear those words.

    'Jesus, you take over.'

    If you heard only those words inside,

    even if there are ambient sounds,

    even though you're hearing my voice,

    even if there's a car alarm going off outside,

    if there are no other words inside,

    no other thoughts in you, but, 'Jesus, you take over',

    if your whole being is in agreement,

    meaning no secondary train of thought.

    Not praying, 'Jesus, I surrender myself to you', while thinking about what you need to do as soon as you're done praying.

    No, when your whole soul is praying,

    'Jesus, you take over', and you hear only that,

    the hearing is Him hearing.

    It's Him listening.

    It's Him answering.

    In truth, it's Him praying.

    It's all Him.

    And that includes you.

    Which means you are blessed.

    Your prayers have changed the course of your life.

    I Love you,

    nik

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    Surrender Novena #2 (All nine days in one place!)

    Surrender Novena Day 5 - Father Ruotolo Dolindo

    "And when I must lead you on a path different from the one you see, I will prepare you; I will carry you in my arms; I will let you find yourself, like children who have fallen asleep in their mother's arms, on the other bank of the river. What troubles you and hurts you immensely are your reason, your thoughts and worry, and your desire at all costs to deal with what afflicts you.

    O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times)

    Mother, I am yours now and forever. Through you and with you I always want to belong completely to Jesus.

    Amen"

    "Sweet Heart of Jesus, be my Love." (pray these words for countless blessings)

    "Prayers win battles.

    Prayer changes things.

    If words have power, imagine a prayer

    Talk to God, He misses you." - @betteryouliving

    "Jesus only performed miracles under one condition. From the water turned to win, to the healing of the paralytic, you cannot find a single example of a miracle without this. Of course, every miracle requires faith, but there also had to be one circumstance present in the persons life. Desperation. So if you feel like the situation is hopeless, if you feel too far gone, if you don't feel worthy, you are primed for a miracle! His heart is one of a Father in search of a prodigal child, a shepherd in search of a lost sheep, a physician in search of the sick, and a Savior who has come not for the righteous, but the sinners." - @dudewithgoodnews

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  • Jesus on the Mainline | The Cure for Anxiety (Surrender Novena Day 4)
    Jun 26 2025
    In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥One reel. One GodNote. One breath at a time.Find me daily at CurlyNikki.com and @CurlyNikkiLet this moment hold you like it once held me.This isn’t old, it’s eternal.______________"Until now you have not asked for anything in My Name. Ask and you will receive, and your joy will be complete."- John 16:24 You may say My Name at the end of your prayers,throughout your prayers, but you don't feel It. Up until now, It's just been a word to you. Up until now, you've asked for nothing in My Name. You know what that means?All of these Graces, all of these Mercies that I am raining down upon you constantly,you will see them now.Feel Me now.“Some people feel the rain. Others just get wet.” - Bob Marley*********************************That's the cure for anxiety--knowing where to place your Faith.Not out here.There is no out here.Put it on (t)His Feeling,that's always here when you turn to It.Place it in the Silence that never changes.They're like different facets on this Christ diamond--Silence, Stillness, Love, Faith, Charity, Gratitude, Surrender."Thank you, Jesus. Thank you. I surrender myself to you. Take care of everything."Don't start any task today without (t)His prayer. There's nothing here but this prayer. I love you,Nik nikki@curlynikki.comPlease support the show:▶▶https://www.patreon.com/goodmornings▶▶ Cash App $NikWalton __________________________________________LINKSSurrender Novena #1 (All nine days in one place!)Surrender Novena #2 (All nine days in one place!)Jesus on the Mainline, Krishna DasSurrender Novena Day 4 - Father Ruotolo Dolindo "You see evil growing instead of weakening? Do not worry. Close your eyes and say to me with faith: "Thy will be done, You take care of it". I say to you that I will take care of it, and that I will intervene as does a doctor and I will accomplish miracles when they are needed. Do you see that the sick person is getting worse? Do not be upset, but close your eyes and say "You take care of it". I say to you that I will take care of it, and that there is no medicine more powerful than my loving intervention. By my love, I promise this to you.O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times) Mother, I am yours now and forever. Through you and with you I always want to belong completely to Jesus. Amen""The world tells you many lies about who you are, and you simply have to be realistic enough to remind yourself of this. Every time you feel hurt, offended, or rejected, you have to dare to say to yourself: 'These feelings, strong as they may be, are not telling me the truth about myself. The truth, even though I cannot feel it right now, is that I am the chosen child of God, precious in God's eyes, called the Beloved from all eternity, and held safe in an everlasting belief." II Henri Nouwen"Once you find peace within yourself, you can find peace in the world.If you have equality within yourself, you will see equality in all lives.If you have purity in yourself, you will see purity in all lives.If you have love in yourself, you will see love in all lives.Whatever is in your heart is what you will seein the faces of others.When you look at them, you will see only your own reflection.Whatever fault you see in them really lies within you.When vou look at others,you only see your own reflection, not what is truly there.So correct yourself,and then you will see all lives as one.This is what Jesus (AS), Moses (AS), and Muhammad (Sal.) told us."-Muhammad Raheem Bawa MuhaiyaddeenQuestions of Life-Answers of Wisdom, Volume One, pp. 181-182"There is no greater fortune than peace.There is no greater force than peace." -Ramana Maharshi.
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  • I Won't Let You Down. | Surrender Novena Day 3
    Jun 25 2025

    In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥

    One reel. One GodNote. One breath at a time.

    Find me daily at CurlyNikki.com and @CurlyNikki

    Let this moment hold you like it once held me.

    This isn’t old, it’s eternal.

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    'I' didn't bring you here to leave you.

    Do you trust that?

    Do you trust Me?

    Then show me.

    Relax enough to feel Me.

    That Feeling IS My Name.

    Call It.

    "Become conscious of Being Conscious. Eventually, the false 'I' will vanish, leaving only the unbroken awareness of the real, immanent 'I', Self-Consciousness Itself." - Ramana Maharshi

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    I call It Jesus.

    I call It Christ.

    I call It Love, still.

    Only Love is here.

    But when I say, 'Only Jesus is here',

    there is a dimension of feeling that has yet to be experienced.

    It feels more personal.

    It makes me take things less personally.

    It makes me more humble.

    I live in a posture of bowing,

    of worshiping everything,

    of seeing Him everywhere.

    Which is why one prayer is not better than another one.

    One religion is not better than another.

    Love is Love,

    and it does not belong to any one religion.

    This body goes into a Catholic church daily and serves as often as possible.

    It receives the Eucharist as often as possible.

    But the Spirit,

    this Awareness, that's Here,

    the church is in It,

    the temples,

    the ashrams are all in Here.

    I can't fit in them.

    Nikki goes to them.

    She likes to visit them,

    but I can't fit in any box.

    I Am That, and You are That.

    And every time you remember that,

    "All the saints salute you. The grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, and the love of God, and the communion of the Holy Ghost, is with you." - 2 Corinthians 13-14

    I Love you,

    nik

    p.s. CHANGE IS HERE.

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  • Dear Jesus, please slow me down so I can better hear your Voice. | Surrender Novena Day 2
    Jun 24 2025

    In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥

    One reel. One GodNote. One breath at a time.

    Find me daily at CurlyNikki.com and @CurlyNikki

    Let this moment hold you like it once held me.

    This isn’t old, it’s eternal.

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    Slow down today.

    That's the assignment.

    Every time you catch yourself going top speed to nowhere,

    STOP and slow down.

    And know that 'nowhere' will look like 'somewhere'...

    it will look like your office, or your home, or your room,

    whatever it is,

    stop in the midst of that stride,

    and slow down.

    Stop and listen for The Feeling.

    Stop and listen for The Feeling.

    Stop and listen for The Feeling.

    And then continue,

    slowly,

    very mindful,

    very peaceful,

    very God-like.

    You're closer than you think. (When you stop thinking, you're (t)here.)

    I Love you,

    nik

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    Surrender Novena #1 (All nine days in one place!)

    Surrender Novena #2 (All nine days in one place!)

    "Dear Jesus, please slow me down so I can better hear your voice." - @Living_Christian

    DAY 2 Surrender Novena - Father Ruotolo Dolindo

    Surrender to me does not mean to fret, to be upset, or to lose hope, nor does it mean offering to me a worried prayer asking me to follow you and change your worry into prayer. It is against this surrender, deeply against it, to worry, to be nervous and to desire to think about the consequences of anything. It is like the confusion that children feel when they ask their mother to see to their needs, and then try to take care of those needs for themselves so that their childlike efforts get in their mother’s way. Surrender means to placidly close the eyes of the soul, to turn away from thoughts of tribulation and to put yourself in my care, so that only I act. Saying You take care of it.

    O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times)

    Mother, I am yours now and forever. Through you and with you I always want to belong completely to Jesus.

    Amen

    September Affirmations:

    I release my need to control outcomes.

    I am thankful for all that has come.

    I am grateful for all that has left.

    Whatever had to go was not mine.

    1 find beauty and value in change.

    My home is within me, wherever I am.

    My struggles refine, not define, me.

    The universe conspires in my favor.

    I trust in the timing of my life.

    Uncertainty is a friend, not a threat.

    I am going to get exactly what I want.

    I choose peace over worry in this moment.- @wetheurban

    A lot can happen in a month.

    Trust God." - @trustodbro

    "If you can win over your mind, you an win over the whole world." - Sri Sri Ravi Shankar

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  • Get out of your comfort zone and bring comfort to others. | Surrender Novena Day 1
    Jun 23 2025

    In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥

    One reel. One GodNote. One breath at a time.

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    Let this moment hold you like it once held me.

    This isn’t old, it’s eternal.

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    "With every ending you didn't think you wanted, comes the beginning you didn't know you needed." - Eddie

    Jesus is saying, "Stop running. Turn around, and come face to Face with Me. This Silence is My Face. It is My Ear. It is My Hand. Take It."

    Take up your prayer beads,

    and invite Him into your heart.

    Feel Him praying within you.

    Feel your transitioned loved ones,

    and all the Saints,

    praying beside you,

    before you,

    for you.

    I am praying with and for you, too.

    Grace is here.

    The rest is here.

    The Promise is here.

    Stay at His Feet like your life depends on it.

    Which means, hear and feel the Silence, like your life depends on it.

    Because your best life does!

    I Love you,

    nik

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    Surrender Novena #1 (All nine days in one place!)

    Surrender Novena #2 (All nine days in one place!)

    Don't Sing the Sadness Anymore (one of the many episodes on the Divine Sound Stream I've heard since I can remember)

    An article about the Divine Sound

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    Surrender Novena Day 1 by Father Dolindo Ruotolo

    Why do you confuse yourselves by worrying?

    Leave the care of your affairs to me and everything will be peaceful. I say to you in truth that every act of true, blind, complete surrender to me produces the effect that you desire and resolves all difficult situations.

    O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times)

    Mother, I am yours now and forever. Through you and with you I always want to belong completely to Jesus.

    Amen

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    "Get out of your comfort zone and bring comfort to others." - Sri Sri Ravi Shankar

    Many of us spend our whole lives running from feelings with the mistaken belief that you cannot bear the pain. But you have already born the pain. What you have not done is feel all you are, beyond that pain." - Kahlil Gibran

    "I pray that God heals vour heart from whatever is causing you pain right now." - @HerTrueWorth

    "Letting go takes a lot of courage. But once you let go, happiness comes very quickly." - Thich Nhat Hanh

    "Until God opens another door, trust Him right where you are." - @trustgodbro


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  • Affirm: "I have only one thing to do today: Follow Him."
    Jun 22 2025

    In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥

    One reel. One GodNote. One breath at a time.

    Find me daily at CurlyNikki.com and @CurlyNikki

    Let this moment hold you like it once held me.

    This isn’t old, it’s eternal.

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    "I will give you more than you asked for. Be patient and trust Me." - Ephesians 3:20

    The rest takes care of itself.

    Love takes care of Itself.

    But you have to be Love,

    not 'you',

    to see that protection,

    that help,

    that intercession,

    in action.

    To see Him take over,

    to feel His Heart beating.

    It beats for you.

    He lives for you.

    He Loves you.

    Love Loves Love,

    and resurrects It.

    "Come forth." -John 11:43-44

    "Then Jesus looked up to heaven and breathed deep within. He said to the man, 'Be opened! -Mark 7:34

    I love you,

    nik

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    Surrender Novena #2 (All nine days in one place!)

    QUOTES

    "My teacher makes life very simple

    Every morning I wake up, my ideas and fears are jumbled up.

    I feel overwhelmed with doubt and regret.

    But if I just pause for a moment and remember,

    I have only one thing to do today:

    Follow Him.

    The rest takes care of itself."- Matthew, The Chosen (series)

    "Eternal God, Goodness itself, whose mercy is incomprehensible to every intellect, whether human or angelic, help me, Your feeble child, to do Your holy will as You make it known to me. I desire nothing but to fulfill God's desires. Lord, here is my soul and my body, my mind and my will, my heart and all my love. Direct me according to Your eternal plan. Amen" - St. Faustina

    "The only way to abide as Awareness is to realize "I am Awareness". The only way to get Home is to realize "I am Home". All the methods and practices of the Progressive Path are the stepping stones of an illusory separate self. The Direct Path is the pathless path. It is to realize a journey of separation has never taken place." - Pat Nolan

    My teacher taught me to pray in this way:

    "God, what is it that you want me to know and understand today? What is it you want me to do today?" - Isha Das

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