• Chapter 16. THEN: GOODNIGHT VIETNAM
    Jul 5 2025

    In Chapter 16, Notch wakes up after being severely injured in a mission. He is greeted by his comrades, Rich, Coop, and Thomas, who inform him that Allan is dead and Sarge was injured. Sarge ‘awards’ Notch the Order of Ho Chi Minh, which he took off General Lan Tan Fong after killing him. The chapter concludes with Sarge informing the team that their unit is being disbanded and they are being sent back to the United States. Notch reflects on his uncertain future and the loss of his comrades, while Sarge offers them a chance to join his “contracting” business. The chapter ends with a mix of emotions as the team prepares to leave Vietnam and return to civilian life.

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    12 mins
  • CHAPTER 15: THEN-DEATH AND FORNICATION
    Jun 29 2025

    Chapter 15: THEN-DEATH AND FORNICATION

    In this chapter, Notch and the team embark on one of their most dangerous missions, an incursion deep into North Vietnam. Their target is General Lan Tan Fong, whose unit conducts raids into Thailand, kidnapping women for forced prostitution. The team travels from Thailand to Laos and then crosses into North Vietnam. The journey is fraught with danger, and the team faces numerous challenges, including booby traps and sniper attacks.

    As they approach the compound, they discover that US troops are working with the enemy, loading kidnapped Thai women onto trucks. Notch and the team decide to free the hostages, eliminate General Fong, and destroy the trucks. The mission is intense and chaotic, with the team taking out multiple targets and facing heavy gunfire. Tragically, Notch’s friend Allan and another team member, Miles, are killed during the operation. Notch is severely injured but manages to survive.

    The chapter highlights the brutality and complexity of war, the camaraderie among the team members, and the personal sacrifices they make. It also underscores Notch’s determination and resilience in the face of overwhelming odds.

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    20 mins
  • CHAPTER 14: THEN: THE INVISIBLE HANDS OF GOD
    Jun 28 2025

    Chapter 14: THEN-THE INVISIBLE HANDS OF GOD

    In this chapter, Notch’s unit often supports a highly classified special ops unit known as MACV-SOG (Military Assistance Command, Vietnam – Studies and Observations Group). This unit conducted covert unconventional warfare operations during the Vietnam War. Notch’s team, although secret, often provides long-range sniper support during these operations. Notch recalls a particular mission where their support was highly appreciated, and they were referred to as "Bàn tay vô hình của Chúa" or "The invisible hand of God" by the Viet Cong. This chapter highlights the camaraderie and mutual respect between Notch’s team and the MACV-SOG unit, as well as the dangerous and covert nature of their missions.

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    6 mins
  • CHAPTER 13. THEN: I DON’T SAY ‘SABATAGE’ [SIC]
    Jun 22 2025

    Chapter 13: THEN-I DON’T SAY ‘SABATAGE’ [SIC]

    In this chapter, Notch reflects on the power of friendship and camaraderie within their group. They find solace in watching the TV show "Star Trek," which emphasizes the importance of friendship. The group, forged in the fires of their experiences, becomes iron-clad friends. Despite the challenges and dangers they face, they maintain a strong bond and support each other.

    The chapter also highlights Notch’s admiration for their leader, Sarge, who instilled a sense of family and unity within the group. Sarge's leadership and the group's intellectual debates on various topics, including religion and philosophy, showcase their depth and complexity. Notch appreciates the education and values imparted by Sarge, which help him navigate the corruption and death surrounding them.

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    6 mins
  • Chapter 12. THEN: WILD THINGS
    Jun 22 2025

    Chapter 12: THEN: WILD THINGS

    In this chapter, the Notch reflects on the wild and unpredictable nature of their life as a hitman. The chapter delves into the camaraderie and intellectual debates among the members of the assassination unit, highlighting their deep bond and shared experiences. Despite the grim nature of their work, the team finds solace in the philosophical discussions and the sense of family instilled by their leader, Sarge. The chapter also touches on Notch’s internal struggles and the impact of their violent profession on their psyche. Through a series of anecdotes and reflections, the chapter paints a vivid picture of Notch's life, blending moments of humor, introspection, and the harsh realities of their profession.

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    10 mins
  • CHAPTER 11. THEN: GEDUNKS
    Jun 14 2025

    CHAPTER 11. THEN: GEDUNKS

    In this chapter, Notch and the team are dealing with the intense heat and humidity while sitting around bored. Coop, one of the team members, suggests going out for "gedunks," which is Navy slang for snacks or desserts. The team decides to go to a place called "The Rampant Geisha," which turns out to be a brothel. Despite initial reservations, they end up enjoying “ice cream” and the atmosphere.

    The chapter highlights the camaraderie and humor among the team members as they navigate their challenging and often dangerous lives. It provides a glimpse into their coping mechanisms and the lighter moments that help them endure the stress and danger of their work.

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    5 mins
  • Chapter 10. THEN : DEATH OF A SPY
    Jun 7 2025

    Chapter 10: Death of a Spy

    In this intense chapter, Notch faces a moral and emotional dilemma after eliminating Lan Bich Hong, a Viet Cong spy. Notch's mentor, Sarge, reassures them that the mission was necessary to save lives, but Notch struggles with the psychological impact of killing a woman. The chapter delves into the complexities of espionage and sabotage during the Vietnam War, highlighting the blurred lines between friend and foe. Notch's internal conflict is further explored as he grapples with the arousal he felt during the kill, questioning his own motivations. Sarge provides guidance and support, helping Notch understand the importance of their actions in the larger context of the war. This chapter is a poignant exploration of the emotional toll of being a hitman and the moral ambiguities of their profession.

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    12 mins
  • CHAPTER 9. THEN: DEATH OF A MAIDEN
    Jun 1 2025

    Chapter 9: Death of a Maiden

    In this gripping chapter, we delve into one of Notch’s most memorable and challenging missions. Tasked with eliminating Lan Bich Hong, the mistress of a high-ranking US General, Notch faces a formidable opponent. Lan Bich Hong, a Viet Cong spy, proves to be both beautiful and deadly. Notch's meticulous planning and execution are put to the test as he navigates the complexities of the mission. The tension builds as Notch confronts the reality of taking a life, especially that of a woman who is both an enemy and a captivating presence. This chapter is a testament to Notch's skills and the psychological and physical toll of his profession.

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    10 mins