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John I. Payne Jr.
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John I. Payne Jr
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The audiobook You May Not Be Who You Think You Are! is a compelling, hard-fought, masterful, real-life account of one man's journey of dogged determination to discover his once concealed bloodline. A bloodline that had been quietly and mysteriously tucked away in the innermost crevices of the heart where only the sacred secrets of adoption, and the captive spirit of deceit owned the power to released it into the light of truth.
Already accomplished in his own right as a god-fearing son, husband, father, soldier, and professional, John yet yearned for an identity that had eluded him for a lifetime. And it is on the section of this very dynamic, riveting, heartfelt, account of his pursuit of authentic personhood; and his quest to bring forth what had been Borland reared in the darkness of sin, that John Isham Payne, Jr., affords us [the listener] the opportunity of a lifetime to turn the sections of destiny and discover what not only many adoptees pine for, but also for those who have assumed an identity of assurance, only to have "spit" contradict the ill-conceived truth of a lie.
John Payne's, You May Not Be Who You Think You Are!, is a literary journey that will take you to shores you've never been, and introduce you to people you could never have imagined knowing, and cause each of you to arrive at a precipice in life that will give pause to your assumed certainty of really knowing just who you are! Yes, I highly recommend this audiobook with all of the prejudice and bias that I can muster! This masterpiece is a must listen, life-altering experience that never ceases to bless; it's an experience that never ceases to end!
Eddie L. Harris Jr
[Uncle-Daddy]
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But my husband I really enjoyed the entire book.. thank you so much for sharing your story. One of your brothers is my nephew...Calvin Roberts and I know Patrick.
we all grew up on the same church and never knew Pat and Cal were brothers. small world.
its funny how God allow things to happen for a reason. Your words were so profound when u realized why God put you with your adopted mother. that was so deep and touching. we all have a purpose.
your story made me reflect on my purpose and to rekindle with my family. sometime we take family fir granted. but thank you for sharing. it was worth every penny.
And I'm sorry about your birth mother. I pray her heart is healed for whatever she's been through in life.
finally, please consider making it out of a movie. I would love to see all your family come to life in characters. Oh and your oldest sister, Rhonda seems pretty amazing on FB!! I love her!
you have a beautiful family!
God bless!
Patty
I AbsolutelyLovedIt!!
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