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As far as Jennifer can remember, her father was abusive but her mother wasn’t always. She remembers a time when she felt loved by her mother. All that changed when Jennifer was 11. Her mother snapped and became a monster like her father was. Then they turned on her. Jennifer fought to become who she wanted to be, and not who her parents were trying to make her be. She refused to allow the torture change her, like it changed her mother. This is the story of Jennifer’s past, how she got through it, and how she survived it all.
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- Length: 8 hrs and 8 mins
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No bond is more sacred than the one between a mother and child. And no figure is more sympathetic than a mother whose child faces a life-threatening illness. But what if the mother is the reason for the illness? What if the sympathy is the point? With help from some of the top MBP experts in the world, Dunlop and Weber uncover the complex maze of psychological, systemic, and cultural issues that compound MBP and offer solutions for how we might find our way out.
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Draw Dishonest Conclusions
- By Amanda on 04-21-25
By: Andrea Dunlop, and others
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Unspeakable
- Surviving My Childhood and Finding My Voice
- By: Jessica Willis Fisher
- Narrated by: Jessica Fisher
- Length: 9 hrs and 55 mins
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Using the written word as her witness statement, Jessica Willis Fisher tells a lacerating story of finding her voice after two decades of silence and an unforgettable story of risk and faith.
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"Don't tell" culture exposed
- By Angela on 11-03-22
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Girl Hidden: A Memoir
- By: Jesse Rene Gibbs
- Narrated by: Lessa Lamb
- Length: 10 hrs and 13 mins
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Echoing among the Blue Ridge Mountains were the cries of newborn babies that disappeared into the night. The screams of children nearly drowned out by the sound of crickets. A girl, hidden and waiting to be found, terrified, and confused. The fireflies sparkling in the woods, bringing light to darkled places.
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Beautiful Story
- By JMAR001 on 04-13-22
By: Jesse Rene Gibbs
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An Innocent Child
- By: Toni Maguire, Georgia Turner - contributor
- Narrated by: Sophie Roberts
- Length: 8 hrs and 3 mins
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Set against a backdrop of East End London, Georgia experienced a childhood few of us could imagine. Though brought up in a loving family, she watched her family break apart through deceit and her mother descend into heroin addiction. Escaping into what she felt was a loving sanctuary, Georgia ended up trapped in a violent relationship with a man who would beat and abuse her. After having her three children by him, she knew she had to escape to finally find safety. Now Georgia is sharing her story of survival to help others and prove there is hope even after trauma and heartache.
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disturbing relationships
- By Stephanie McElmurray on 03-27-25
By: Toni Maguire, and others
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Willow's Story
- Thrown Away Children
- By: Louise Allen
- Narrated by: Melanie Crawley
- Length: 7 hrs and 52 mins
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A young girl's life is shadowed by secrets and lies. When Willow arrives in the Allen household, curious things begin to happen. Who is the strange child dressed in outlandish clothes who refuses a mobile phone? What are the mysterious allegations that have been made about her?
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That the foster care worker faught for her
- By Heather G Parker on 04-08-25
By: Louise Allen
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Freedom
- My Book of Firsts
- By: Jaycee Dugard
- Narrated by: Jaycee Dugard
- Length: 5 hrs and 58 mins
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In this book Jaycee Dugard describes the life she never thought she would live to see: from her first sight of her mother to her first time meeting her grownup sister, her first trip to the dentist to her daughters' first day of school, her first taste of champagne to her first hangover, her first time behind the wheel to her first speeding ticket, and her first dance at a friend's wedding to her first thoughts about the possibility of a future relationship.
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Not so good
- By Rosalie R. O'Brien on 07-20-16
By: Jaycee Dugard
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I Have to Call Someone Mama
- A Grandmother's Story of Two Siblings Rescued from Munchausen by Proxy Abuse
- By: Tammy Eady Walker
- Narrated by: Liz May Brice
- Length: 3 hrs and 8 mins
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Munchausen Syndrome by Proxy is one of the cruelest forms of child abuse imaginable. It is very difficult to prove and even harder to prosecute. This story chronicles a woman's journey as she discovers that her two grandchildren are victims of this abuse that most people have never even heard of. Her faith in God kept her going as she turned their tragedies and trials into triumph. Follow her journey of faith as she fights to rescue, protect, and bring healing to her grandchildren's broken spirits and shattered little souls.
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A Mother’s Heart
- By Dennise Acosta on 11-28-22
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My Mother, Munchausen's and Me
- A True Story of Betrayal and a Shocking Family Secret
- By: Helen Naylor
- Narrated by: Helen Naylor
- Length: 10 hrs and 15 mins
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Ten years ago, Helen Naylor discovered her mother, Elinor, had been faking debilitating illnesses for 30 years. After Elinor’s self-induced death, Helen found her diaries, which Elinor wrote daily for more than 50 years. The diaries reveal not only the inner workings of Elinor’s twisted mind and self-delusion, but also shocking revelations about Helen’s childhood. Everything Helen knew about herself and her upbringing was founded on a lie.
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Excellent book!
- By Robin Loves Reading on 12-02-21
By: Helen Naylor
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My Story
- By: Elizabeth Smart, Chris Stewart
- Narrated by: Elizabeth Smart
- Length: 9 hrs and 12 mins
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On June 5, 2002, 14-year-old Elizabeth Smart, the daughter of a close-knit Mormon family, was taken from her home in the middle of the night by religious fanatic, Brian David Mitchell and his wife, Wanda Barzee. She was kept chained, dressed in disguise, repeatedly raped, and told she and her family would be killed if she tried to escape. After her rescue on March 12, 2003, she rejoined her family and worked to pick up the pieces of her life.
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Defining Strength, Faith, and Inspiration
- By Mel on 10-08-13
By: Elizabeth Smart, and others
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My Unheard Voice
- By: Felicia Perez
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 4 hrs and 26 mins
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The man who should have been there to help protect me, love me, and teach me about life did the opposite. I was told to keep quiet and not tell anyone our secret. A secret that filled me with fear and shame. I was sexually abused from ages five to twelve.
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Blessings to the author
- By Jazzy J on 03-14-25
By: Felicia Perez
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- Jul
- 04-03-25
Her quest to have a life of her own while still trying to keep her siblings safe
The person who read the book. Her voice was strange. Like fingernails on a chalk board
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- MNWalker
- 08-08-24
Love her story
So strong and a total inspiration, Jennifer Turpin shares her story with strength and vulnerability.
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- Amazon Customer
- 03-27-25
Terrible narrator
I didn’t like the person who narrated the book. They could have found someone with more oomph in their storytelling.
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- C. Estrada
- 01-21-25
Her fortitude is inspiring
I watched the documentary about these children, and was touched when Jennifer and Jordan shared their story. This is not a "tell all" book. Jennifer is so respectful to herself and her family in telling only the experiences she is comfortable sharing and only her side of the story in this book. She does reveal some stories about her upbringing, however I appreciate the great emphasis on how she was able to endure, persevere, and survive the torture. It's difficult enough to know she was abused, but it is more hopeful and inspiring to hear how she was able to do so with such great fortitude.
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- Alicia
- 02-14-25
that jennifer came out strong even through her terrible childhood
I enjoyed all of this. This book was interesting right from beginning to end . Very good listen
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- Dawn Rittmey
- 04-08-25
Real life can be more shocking than fiction could ever hope to be.
In my opinion Ms. Turpin did a better job writing her story than what she gives herself credit for. I would have appreciated her to give more details on what all she had to go through in order to transition herself into becoming a normal average person who fits into the mold of society. It couldn't have been easy for her. Needing to learn how to do so many new things all in one huge blow had to be overwhelming. To be in her early thirties and she had never experienced any area of freedom to include having any choices. This is one of the most heartbreaking stories I have ever read! Thank God for their rescuers!
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- Anonymous User
- 09-08-24
inspiring
this book is super inspiring! just the fact that everything her and her siblings went through, she never lost faith in God! My heart goes out to her and her siblings
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- darlynmarcia
- 04-21-25
wish I could give TEN stars
I am just amazed!!!I wasn't sure what to expect. listened in one sitting. Her faith, strength, and resilience. Makes me know that I am right when I say, "hurt people DO NOT have to hurt people!!! With God ALL things are possible!
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- Abby
- 01-20-25
Thank you Jennifer!
This story has made my faith in God so much stronger than it has ever been. It is the most powerful testimony I have ever heard. I bought physical copies for my best friend my dad and myself so I can share it.
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- Miranda duncan
- 01-13-25
Well spoken and wonderfully written
I couldn’t tell that you only made it to a 3rd grade education, as was mentioned in the audio. It was well written. And Well spoken. Something I learned from the Jaycee duggard memoir is these books make it to their abusers secrets aren’t kept secret forever. I’ve learned a ton from this book and hope the best of this life for you!
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