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A. J. Carter
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A collection of poetry that takes one on a trip through the emotional growth of the human spirit, When I Was Not Myself covers the sorrow, joy, grief, and confusion that comes from being human.
Marta Moran Bishop, Helen Diessner, and Roman Nyle will touch your heart, mind, and soul in this book of poetry.
©2018 Marta Moran Bishop, Helen Diessner, Roman Nyle (P)2019 Marta Moran BishopListeners also enjoyed...
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