
We Live Here Now
A Novel
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Narrated by:
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Helen Baxendale
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Jamie Glover
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Sarah Pinborough
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By:
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Sarah Pinborough
About this listen
Award-winning author of New York Times bestselling breakout novel (and hit Netflix show) Behind Her Eyes returns with a haunting Gothic novel about a house—and a marriage—gone terribly wrong.
After an accident that nearly kills her, Emily and her husband, Freddie, move from London to a beautiful Dartmoor country house called Larkin Lodge. The house is gorgeous, striking—and to Emily, something about it feels deeply wrong.
Old boards creak at night, fires go out, and books fall from the shelves, and all of it stems from the terrible presence she feels in the third-floor room. But these things happen only when Emily’s alone, so are they happening at all? She’s still medically fragile; her postsepsis condition can cause hallucinatory side effects, which means she can’t fully trust her own senses. Freddie doesn’t notice anything odd and is happy with their chance at a fresh start.
Emily, however, starts to believe that the house is being haunted by someone who was murdered in it, though she can find no evidence of a wrongful death. As bizarre events pile up and her marriage starts to crumble, Emily becomes obsessed with discovering the truth about Larkin Lodge.
But if the house has secrets, so do Emily and her husband.
And they live here now.
This program features multicast narration, including by actors Jamie Glover (The Crown) and Helen Baxendale (Friends).
A Macmillan Audio production from Pine & Cedar Books.
©2025 Sarah Pinborough (P)2025 Macmillan AudioListeners also enjoyed...
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“Brilliant. This book shows Sarah Pinborough at the absolute top of her game, it’s up there with Behind Her Eyes. I read it in a frenzy in one day and the twist completely blew my mind. I adored every page.”—Lisa Jewell, bestselling author of None of This is True
“All marriages have secrets. All houses have a past. But not like this one. This is Sarah Pinborough at her mind-bending best."—Ruth Ware, bestselling author of One Perfect Couple
“Genre-bending and cunning, We Live Here Now is a riveting modern Gothic, full of the clever twists and surprises that have become Sarah Pinborough's trademark. I'm a big fan.”—Harlan Coben, bestselling author of Think Twice
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