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Steven Mackintosh
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By:
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Mark Johnson
About this listen
Constantly in trouble at school, he began stealing at the age of seven, was drinking by the age of eight, and took his first hit of heroin at age 11. Art college beckoned the sensitive and intelligent boy, but he ended up in Portland prison instead.
With searing honesty, Wasted documents Mark's descent into the very depths of addiction and criminality. Homeless and hooked on heroin and crack, no one, least of all Mark, believed he would survive. And yet he somehow found the strength to pull through, and now runs his own thriving tree-surgery business, employing and helping other recovering addicts.
Both shocking and inspirational, this is a heartbreaking and compelling account of one man's struggle to save himself, and help save others in the process.
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- Alana
- 12-13-11
Triumph over tragedy
I was hooked from the first words spoken. This story is amazing how this person overcame a horrific start in life I am sure needs to be heard or read by many so they know they are not alone and that it really is possible. Do yourself a favour and have a listen you wont be sorry even though Mark doesn't read this the man that does makes you think that you are listening to Mark and are there with him telling you the story viewing his life through Mark's eyes.
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- Kelly Hall
- 09-23-11
Inspiring
As an addict currently in recovery myself, this book inspires me to no end. Everyones bottom is different. This kid was amazing and the story he has of being a homeless addict, to a person in recovery that still works the 12 step program, gives back to others, and has taken himself to be a promising business owner is triumphant!!! One day at a time....
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- lisa sharpe
- 12-06-17
it's like you're there with him
a very insightful an inspiring story Sure hold your attention and kind of takes you along with him I would highly recommend it
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- Amazon Customer
- 01-09-12
GOOD LISTEN
Would you recommend this audiobook to a friend? If so, why?
Yes although a short book it is well written and well read
What other book might you compare Wasted to and why?
Come back to me by Claire Fontaine and MiaFontaine same story line
Which scene was your favorite?
Enjoyed the whole book
If you were to make a film of this book, what would be the tag line be?
You can do it!
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- Mary
- 08-22-15
Kind of Boring
Would you say that listening to this book was time well-spent? Why or why not?
I did not really like listening to this book. I did not like the narrators voice.
What was your reaction to the ending? (No spoilers please!)
I don't remember the ending
What three words best describe Steven Mackintosh’s voice?
Boring, Slow and Annoying
Do you think Wasted needs a follow-up book? Why or why not?
No i do not because I did not like this one
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- SARAH
- 11-04-22
True story of addiction criminality redemption Rex
I absolutely relate to a lot of the graphic content in this book. Keeps you entertained and doesn’t get boring like most
I was happy to hear the end and glad he’s living righteously & honestly. I found a lot of hope in his story
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