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Narrated by:
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Pamela Green
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By:
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Nakishia McGowan
About this listen
Growing up in an environment unsure of anything is stressful. Being unaware, but knowing at the same time something doesn’t feel right, is uncomfortable.
You know the saying “what goes on in this house stays in this house”. But what actually goes on in this house? Who do you call? What do you say? Do I love her enough to endure this with her?Does she love me enough to let go?
If love is the key that unlocks the heart, then where is the key that prevents death?
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- natalie mustard
- 12-21-20
wonderful
such an awesome read. so many that go through the same childhood and this will someday help those rise above.
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- Regina Harrison
- 08-05-20
A must read
I could absolutely relate to your unpleasant stages in life. This book really gave me a better outlook on my own personal journey. Great read
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