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Tia Johnson
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Tamara Mickelson
About this listen
Have you ever wondered what being a part of CSI is really like? If so, here’s your chance to experience it….
Walk inside the crime scene tape with retired Sergeant Tamara Mickelson as she shares her personal experiences of the most grueling and heartbreaking crime scenes she had ever worked. Catch a glimpse of what she saw, touched, smelled, and even tasted during an average workday. Dare to join her as she takes you through a difficult journey of memories, uncovering layers of emotional trauma left behind. Discover the ways she healed from yesterday's pain to live an emotionally balanced life today.
©2020 Tamara Mickelson (P)2020 Tamara MickelsonListeners also enjoyed...
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- Brad
- 11-28-20
Excellent book
This is a very good book. Sobering, yet personal. CSIs provide a very valuable service.
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- Bullock
- 01-31-21
Wonderful Book!
I enjoyed this book so much! Listening to these stories, knowing they're written through TM's eyes, is amazing. Her honesty about the bad and good of working in the CSI field, takes the reader on a journey like no other. Her raw emotion of what she went through gives the reader a different out look on a woman in this field.
What a strong woman!
I hope TM continues w this type of writing, I'd definitely buy it!
The narrator is great! I will look for more books she narrates.
Is this book worth buying? Absolutely!
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- Amber Futch
- 03-07-25
This needed a trigger warning
I’m not sure how to describe this other than the one chapter about the little blond girl was by far the sickest thing I’ve ever heard-ever. I love true crime and CSI, but that was so disturbing. I can never hear anything like that again. I am just sick and hope I can get that out of my head forever. I really thought nothing could shock me. But that did. I wish I hadn’t heard it.
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- Chun Kam Chuen Eric
- 01-08-25
Short but haunting
Gory, nightmarish but compassionate writing. Great narration, it feels like as if the author was narrating her own story all along the way
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