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Kristen DiMercurio
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By:
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Katie Heaney
About this listen
Booksmart meets The Perks of Being a Wallflower in this novel of overachieving, existential crises, growing up, and coming out, from the author of Girl Crushed and Never Have I Ever.
Mary is having an existential crisis. She's a good student, she never gets in trouble, and she is searching for the meaning of life. She always thought she'd find it in a perfect score on the SATs. But by junior year, Mary isn't so sure anymore.
The first time, it's an accident. She forgets to do a history assignment. She even crosses "history essay" off in her pristine planner. And then: Nothing happens. She doesn't burst into flames, the world doesn't end, the teacher doesn't even pull her aside after class.
So she asks herself: Why am I trying so hard? What if I stop?
With her signature wit and heaps of dark humor, Katie Heaney delivers a stunning YA novel the sprints full-force into the big questions our teen years beg - and adeptly unravels their web.
©2021 Katie Heaney (P)2021 Listening LibraryListeners also enjoyed...
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Critic reviews
"Focusing on the subtle metamorphosis of one funny, high-achieving teen who decides she’d rather know herself than please others, this book embraces coming of age and coming out with humor, candor, and grace. A must for all collections." —School Library Journal, starred
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- wendy
- 06-08-23
Reminiscent and lovely
Truly a great story so familiar to my own personal story thank you for sharing.
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- Claire Allen
- 01-31-22
such a great read!
Fun, relatable, heartfelt and well written. I was completely entertained and couldn't put it down!
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