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Annie Margis
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Annie Margis
About this listen
There really is a monster in the hallway. Be careful. Your bedroom door will open, throwing light on your face. You'll feign sleep. The door will close behind your father, and darkness will descend.
What if the person you love most in the world loves you too much, in a way you know is wrong? How do you navigate childhood? What kind of person do you become?
©2020 Anne Therese Margis (P)2022 Anne Therese MargisListeners also enjoyed...
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