
The Opposite of Butterfly Hunting
The Tragedy and The Glory of Growing Up; A Memoir
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Evanna Lynch
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Evanna Lynch
About this listen
From actress and activist Evanna Lynch comes a raw and compelling memoir about navigating the path between fears and dreams.
Evanna Lynch’s casting as Luna Lovegood in the Harry Potter films is a tale that grew to almost mythic proportions - a legend of how she faced disordered eating as a young girl, found solace in a beloved book series, and later landed the part of her favorite character. But that is not the whole story.
Even after recovery, there remains a conflict at her core: a bitter struggle between the pursuit of perfection and the desire to fearlessly embrace her creative side. Revealing a startlingly accomplished voice, Lynch delves into the heart of her relationship with her body. As she takes the lisstener through a personal journey of leaving behind the safety of girlhood, Lynch explores the pivotal choices that ultimately led her down the path of creativity and toward acceptance of the wild, sensual, and unpredictable reality of womanhood.
Honest, electrifying, and inspiring, this is a story of the battle between self-destruction and creation, of giving up the preoccupation with perfection in favor of our uncharted dreams - and how the simple choice to create is the most liberating action a person can take.
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In 2012, Dr. Karen King, a star religion professor at Harvard, announced a breathtaking discovery just steps from the Vatican: she’d found an ancient scrap of papyrus in which Jesus calls Mary Magdalene “my wife”. The mysterious manuscript, which King provocatively titled “The Gospel of Jesus’s Wife”, had the power to topple the Roman Catholic Church. It threatened not just the all-male priesthood, but centuries of sacred teachings on marriage, sex, and women’s leadership, much of it premised on the hallowed tradition of a celibate Jesus.
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- By Dorothy on 08-23-20
By: Ariel Sabar
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Mama's Boy
- A Story from Our Americas
- By: Dustin Lance Black
- Narrated by: Dustin Lance Black
- Length: 14 hrs and 12 mins
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From the Academy Award-winning screenwriter of Milk and political activist, a heartfelt, deeply personal memoir about growing up as a gay Mormon in Texas that is also a moving tribute to the mother who taught him about surviving against all odds. Mama's Boy is a stirring celebration of the connections between mother and son, red states and blue, and the spirit of optimism and perseverance that can create positive change in the world.
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Consider reading instead of listening to this book
- By Robin W. on 05-15-19
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Sugar
- The World Corrupted from Slavery to Obesity
- By: James Walvin
- Narrated by: Roger Davis
- Length: 10 hrs and 45 mins
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How did a simple commodity, once the prized monopoly of kings and princes, become an essential ingredient in the lives of millions, before mutating yet again into the cause of a global health epidemic? Prior to 1600, sugar was a costly luxury, the domain of the rich. But with the rise of the sugar colonies in the New World over the following century, sugar became cheap, ubiquitous, and an everyday necessity. Less than 50 years ago, few people suggested that sugar posed a global health problem.
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I should have listened to the other reviews
- By L. Bergman on 12-31-18
By: James Walvin
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To Be Loved
- A Story of Truth, Trauma, and Transformation
- By: Frank G. Anderson MD
- Narrated by: Frank G. Anderson
- Length: 10 hrs and 46 mins
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Known for his magnetic and radiant personality, Frank spends his time training thousands of clinicians around the world on how to help clients with complex trauma make sense of their suffering. But underneath this charismatic exterior are his dark family secrets, including the marks of child abuse from his father and the invisible scars of shame.
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a brilliant memoir
- By Cliente Amazon on 09-22-24
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Gathering Blossoms Under Fire
- The Journals of Alice Walker
- By: Alice Walker, Valerie Boyd - editor
- Narrated by: Aunjanue Ellis, Alice Walker, Janina Edwards
- Length: 22 hrs and 28 mins
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From National Book Award and Pulitzer Prize–winning author Alice Walker and edited by critic and writer Valerie Boyd, comes an unprecedented compilation of Walker’s fifty years of journals drawing an intimate portrait of her development over five decades as an artist, human rights and women’s activist, and intellectual.
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A must-read for any creative artist!!
- By amazonluver on 04-30-22
By: Alice Walker, and others
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Sunshine Girl
- An Unexpected Life
- By: Julianna Margulies
- Narrated by: Julianna Margulies
- Length: 8 hrs and 17 mins
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As an apple-cheeked bubbly child, Julianna was bestowed with the family nickname “Sunshine Girl”. Shuttled back and forth between her divorced parents, often on different continents, she quickly learned how to be of value to her eccentric mother and her absent father.
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Cringe-y at times, but entertaining
- By Jeannette L. on 06-21-21
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An Unsung Hero
- Tom Crean – Antarctic Survivor
- By: Michael Smith
- Narrated by: Gerry O'Brien
- Length: 11 hrs and 56 mins
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Tom Crean was the farmer’s son from Kerry who sailed on three major expeditions to the unknown Antarctic over a century ago. He served with both Captain Robert Scott and Sir Ernest Shackleton, spent longer on the ice than either and outlived them both. But Tom Crean returned to Ireland and never spoke about his exploits, taking his incredible story to the grave - until the publication of An Unsung Hero, which unearthed his story and saw him rightfully placed amongst the annals of the great explorers.
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Not much new here
- By Lucy D on 06-21-23
By: Michael Smith
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Madam
- The Biography of Polly Adler, Icon of the Jazz Age
- By: Debby Applegate
- Narrated by: Erin Bennett
- Length: 20 hrs and 25 mins
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Simply put: Everybody came to Polly's. Pearl "Polly" Adler (1900-1962) was a diminutive dynamo whose Manhattan brothels in the Roaring '20s became places not just for men to have the company of women but were key gathering places where the culturati and celebrity elite mingled with high society and with violent figures of the underworld - and had a good time doing it.
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Story of 20 through the eyes of a madam
- By HMY on 12-12-21
By: Debby Applegate
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The Rasputin File
- By: Edvard Radzinsky, Judson Rosengrant - translator
- Narrated by: Edoardo Ballerini
- Length: 22 hrs and 26 mins
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For almost a century, historians could only speculate about the role Grigory Rasputin played in the downfall of tsarist Russia. But in 1995 a lost file from the state archives turned up, a file that contained the complete interrogations of Rasputin's inner circle. With this extensive and explicit amplification of the historical record, Edvard Radzinsky has written a definitive biography, reconstructing in full the fascinating life of an improbable holy man who changed the course of Russian history.
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Good old Radzinsky
- By Babs on 03-13-18
By: Edvard Radzinsky, and others
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A Light in the Dark
- A History of Movie Directors
- By: David Thomson
- Narrated by: David Thomson
- Length: 11 hrs and 28 mins
- Unabridged
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Directors operate behind the scenes managing actors, establishing a cohesive creative vision, at times literally guiding our eyes with the eye of the camera. But we are often so dazzled by the visions onscreen that it is easy to forget the individual who is off-screen orchestrating the entire production - to say nothing of their having marshaled a script, a studio, and other people's money. David Thomson, in his usual brilliantly insightful way, shines a light on the visionary directors who have shaped modern cinema and, through their work, studies the very nature of film direction.
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Thought provoking read on great filmmakers
- By Boxing Fan on 06-17-23
By: David Thomson
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The Movie Musical!
- By: Jeanine Basinger
- Narrated by: Erin Bennett
- Length: 24 hrs and 20 mins
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Irresistible and authoritative, The Movie Musical! is an in-depth look at the singing, dancing, happy-making world of Hollywood musicals - an essential audiobook for anyone who's ever laughed, cried, or sung along at the movies. Leading film historian Jeanine Basinger reveals, with her trademark wit and zest, the whole story of the Hollywood musical - in the most telling, most incisive, most detailed audiobook of her long and remarkable career.
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So You Think You Know Movie Musicals
- By Orson Scott Card on 02-19-20
By: Jeanine Basinger
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Subculture Vulture
- A Memoir in Six Scenes
- By: Moshe Kasher
- Narrated by: Moshe Kasher, Larry Wilson
- Length: 11 hrs and 14 mins
- Unabridged
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After bottoming out, being institutionalized, and getting sober all by the tender age of fifteen, Moshe Kasher found himself asking: “What’s next?” Over the ensuing decades, he discovered the answer: a lot. There was his time as a boy-king of Alcoholics Anonymous, a kind of pubescent proselytizer for other teens getting and staying sober. He was a rave promoter turned DJ turned sober ecstasy dealer in San Francisco’s techno warehouse party scene of the 1990s.
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Great narratation
- By Brian Simser on 10-26-24
By: Moshe Kasher
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Seed to Dust
- Life, Nature, and a Country Garden
- By: Marc Hamer
- Narrated by: Owen Teale
- Length: 9 hrs and 49 mins
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In Seed to Dust, Marc Hamer paints a beautiful portrait of the garden that “belongs to everyone.” He describes a year in his life as a country gardener, with each chapter named for the month he’s in. As he works, he muses on the unusual folklores of his beloved plants. He observes the creatures who scurry and hide from his blade or rake. And he reflects on his own life: living homeless as a young man, his loving relationship with his wife and children, and - now - feeling the effects of old age on body and mind.
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Beautiful prose, well read, insightful thinking
- By carla on 07-22-24
By: Marc Hamer
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- Layla
- 01-09-22
a pleasant treat
I adored this memoir and the fact that Evanna narrates it herself. I didn't have any expectations going into it, but I am so glad I picked it up. I applaud Evanna for sharing her darkest times so openly, not trying to mask or beautify the ugly bits. This is a strong story and I think it belongs in my classroom library. . . and hopefully it will find its way into the hands of my students. ❤ This story is definitely worth listening to.
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- Victoria Nielsen
- 01-10-22
Amazing
such an amazing tale of truth, flaws, vulnerability and the human condition. Brava. Brava.
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- Kathleen
- 07-13-23
Just read it
Truly a must read - or really a must listen in my opinion. The most real, raw telling of someone’s journey with an eating disorder and mental health. I loved Evanna before this but I feel like I know her much better now and I love her even more for it.
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- Andrew C. Lee
- 01-28-24
Unparalleled honesty
The brutal honesty of her thoughts and the healing process gutted me at times. Bottom line- we never know what someone is going through so just be kind and not judgmental.
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- margie hodgin
- 01-29-24
Gut-wrenchingly heartbreaking yet powerfully beautiful
As a former anorectic/bulimic, I find Evanna’s recounting of and description of her journey to be the most definitive and accurate description of how eating disorders consume (sad pun not intended) one’s very existence physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually… and how recovery is very complicated and hard won and not linear, nor actually ever reached as a completed journey.
This story is pure raw honesty and humility and pride and strength and loss and wonderfully written. I thought I would find it triggering and worried about delving in too deeply into Evanna’s very vivid emotionality during her life with anorexia. But instead I felt empowered by it to remember where I was and where I am now and to savor the difference. Even though I am considered “healthy,” it is so true that that word is a double-edged sword for anorectics or bulimics or binge eaters or those with EDNOS.
Evanna is also wonderfully complex, deep, and perfectly descriptive in her insights and writing and I am in awe of her ability to lay every last feeling and detail out for us all to see in their truth.
And … I could never envision Luna portrayed by anyone else.
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- Ali
- 03-20-23
Best book I’ve heard in years!
I can’t recommend this enough. I loved reading this book, but being able to listen to it with Evanna narrating truly brought it to life. The best ED recovery nemours out there…. She keeps it as non-triggering as possible and is so realistic about the process of recovery- and of recovery from recovery as Evanna puts it- that I found myself continuously nodding along in agreement. My favorite book in easily the last several years… a rare gem!
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- Curtis R. Kendall
- 09-24-23
Good overall. Helped me be a better father.
The beginning of the book forced me to take a long hard look at my efforts as a parent. While I feel like I listened a lot more than my parents listened to me, this book helped me realize areas I could improve.
The story was from the heart and showed me a world I knew little about and makes me want to learn more so I can be a better advocate for people with eating disorders.
My only issue, and this is just a me thing, but I felt the pacing was off at times. Sometimes, I would get confused with the timeline of things, but maybe it translates better to Paper.
Definitely a good book and recommended listen.
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- Jaime Heath
- 11-24-21
Perfect!
This book is perfect for anyone who was ever a teenager. As someone who suffered an eating disorder at the same age, and who loves Harry Potter, hearing Evanna’s story has definitely opened my eyes to some of the thoughts I never realized I had.
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- Joshua Engstrom
- 05-04-24
Stark, honest, and true
I do not typically enjoy autobiographies, but I do enjoy Evanna Lynch as a reader for audiobooks, so I gave it a chance. And it turns out, she writes just as well as she reads. Her story is beautiful in its misery, and hilarious in the self-awareness as she reflects on the past. Few writers dare to so bluntly put their honest mind into words, often choosing the more palatable approach. I am glad to say Evanna does not hold back from telling her story how she experienced it, and I’m glad to have had her guidance through this facet of her life.
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- Matthew Connerton
- 11-05-21
Makes you feel, makes you think
This book made me do so much self analysis, soul searching and growing. I feel like I have reevaluated my approaches significantly to how I speak to myself, in my mind and out loud, and even how I parent. Fabulously written, brilliantly told.
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