
The Love She Never Had
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Narrated by:
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Joyce Licorish
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By:
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Nadean Barton
About this listen
Have you ever experienced unconditional love? The kind that doesn’t only happen in fairy tales but has been around you - between old couples that you know, between someone and their pets, or between friends that are so into one another, nothing can separate them?
Love comes in various forms. And for virtually everyone, their first experience of love is the one they get from their cradle bed. Parents, arguably, are wired to shower love on their children. A father, for instance, stares at the little forms that have come from him, and he believes it is his life-long duty to protect and cater to them. He spends the rest of his life looking out for them, creating fond memories with them, and being the best version of himself so they could learn how to be good people through him.
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