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Narrated by:
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Jason Genao
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Anthony Keyvan
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Kyla Garcia
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By:
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Adam Silvera
About this listen
In this prequel to the bestselling phenomenon They Both Die at the End, two new strangers spend a life-changing day together after Death-Cast first makes their fateful calls. #1 New York Times bestseller!
It’s the night before Death-Cast goes live, and there’s one question on everyone’s mind: Can Death-Cast actually predict when someone will die, or is it just an elaborate hoax?
Orion Pagan has waited years for someone to tell him that he’s going to die. He has a serious heart condition, and he signed up for Death-Cast so he could know what’s coming.
Valentino Prince is restarting his life in New York. He has a long and promising future ahead and he only registered for Death-Cast after his twin sister nearly died in a car accident.
Orion and Valentino cross paths in Times Square and immediately feel a deep connection. But when the first round of End Day calls goes out, their lives are changed forever—one of them receives a call, and the other doesn’t. Though neither boy is certain how the day will end, they know they want to spend it together…even if that means their goodbye will be heartbreaking.
Told with acclaimed author Adam Silvera’s signature bittersweet touch, this story celebrates the lasting impact that people have on each other and proves that life is always worth living to the fullest.
* A Publishers Weekly Best Book of the Year *
©2022 Adam Silvera (P)2022 HarperCollins PublishersListeners also enjoyed...
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I never thought I’d find love. I spent all of high school watching others pair up, my little gay heart slowly withering in despair… until the fateful summer night that I met Tim. His meaty muscles and smoldering silver eyes already haunt my dreams. And I know for a fact that he’s lonely like me. I’ve been taking care of Tim ever since he got into an accident that was technically my fault, but the healing he needs goes so much deeper than that. I need him too. With any luck, I’ll end senior year with the man of my dreams at my side.
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- By Julius Towers on 04-11-25
By: Jay Bell
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A Circle of Stars
- The Stardust Duology, Book One
- By: Craig Montgomery
- Narrated by: Kirt Graves
- Length: 14 hrs and 20 mins
- Unabridged
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All Casper Bell has ever wanted is to belong. But now, abandoned by his friends and family after being outed, he has nothing left to lose when the people of Novilem abduct him.
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out of this world
- By David Scotto on 09-10-24
By: Craig Montgomery
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Red, White & Royal Blue
- A Novel
- By: Casey McQuiston
- Narrated by: Ramon de Ocampo
- Length: 12 hrs and 15 mins
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When his mother became President, Alex Claremont-Diaz was promptly cast as the American equivalent of a young royal. Handsome, charismatic, genius—his image is pure millennial-marketing gold for the White House. There's only one problem: Alex has a beef with the actual prince, Henry, across the pond. And when the tabloids get hold of a photo involving an Alex-Henry altercation, U.S./British relations take a turn for the worse.
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Almost shockingly wonderful.
- By Leon Miller on 03-21-20
By: Casey McQuiston
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Theoretically Straight
- Theoretically Straight, Book 1
- By: Amy Bailey, Alexander C. Eberhart
- Narrated by: Mark Sanderlin, Jacob Bell
- Length: 11 hrs and 37 mins
- Unabridged
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Theo Briggs is a rule follower. He's a decent student in his junior year, an appeasing son, and a lifelong Christian, just trying to make it through high school unscathed. Caleb Raynard is a romantic. One of the few out-and-proud kids at Specter High School, Caleb's dating life has been hellish, to say the least—fraught with misread social cues and embarrassing situations—and Caleb is about ready to call the whole thing off. When Theo and Caleb meet in the basement of an old Catholic church that's rumored to be haunted, an instant and electric connection forms between them.
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Probably Should Have Content Warnings...
- By Holly Redmon on 01-26-25
By: Amy Bailey, and others
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They Hate Each Other
- By: Amanda Woody
- Narrated by: Anthony Rey Perez, Robbie Daymond
- Length: 10 hrs and 37 mins
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There are plenty of words Jonah Collins could use to describe Dylan Ramírez. “Arrogant,” “spoiled,” and “golden boy” to name a few. Likewise, Dylan thinks he has Jonah accurately labeled as an attention-seeking asshat who never shuts his filthy mouth. Their friends are convinced Jonah’s and Dylan’s disdain for one another is just thinly veiled lust—a rumor that surges like wildfire when the two wake up in one bed after homecoming. Mutually horrified, Dylan and Jonah agree to use the faux pas to their advantage by fake dating.
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A real comedic tearjerker
- By Emmalie on 06-04-23
By: Amanda Woody
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Girls Like Girls
- By: Hayley Kiyoko
- Narrated by: Brandon Flynn, Hayley Kiyoko, Katie Gavin, and others
- Length: 8 hrs and 31 mins
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Trailblazing pop star, actor and director, Hayley Kiyoko debuts her first novel, a coming-of-age romance based on her breakthrough hit song and viral video, Girls Like Girls.
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Perfect
- By Allison on 06-30-23
By: Hayley Kiyoko
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I Kissed Shara Wheeler
- A Novel
- By: Casey McQuiston
- Narrated by: Natalie Naudus
- Length: 9 hrs and 25 mins
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Chloe Green is so close to winning. After her moms moved her from SoCal to Alabama for high school, she’s spent the past four years dodging gossipy classmates and a puritanical administration at Willowgrove Christian Academy. The thing that’s kept her going: winning valedictorian. Her only rival: prom queen Shara Wheeler, the principal’s perfect progeny. But a month before graduation, Shara kisses Chloe and vanishes. On a furious hunt for answers, Chloe discovers she’s not the only one Shara kissed.
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I Am Chloe Green
- By Rachel Fisher on 05-13-22
By: Casey McQuiston
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Together in a Broken World
- By: Paul Michael Winters
- Narrated by: Talia Carver
- Length: 9 hrs and 49 mins
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Seventeen-year-old Zach was visiting his uncle in a small Montana town when a mysterious illness ripped through the world. Most died, but those who survived the Infection became mindless killers, spreading the disease with a single scratch. Now, a year later, civilization lies in ruins, and Zach is the town's sole survivor. Desperately lonely, he longs to return to his family in Seattle, but his fears hold him captive.
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Buildup to romance
- By Daniel McEwen on 11-27-24
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This Is Why They Hate Us
- By: Aaron H. Aceves
- Narrated by: Alejandro Ruiz
- Length: 10 hrs and 3 mins
- Unabridged
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Enrique “Quique” Luna has one goal this summer—get over his crush on Saleem Kanazi by pursuing his other romantic prospects. Never mind that he’s only out to his best friend, Fabiola. Never mind that he has absolutely zero game. And definitely forget the fact that good and kind and, not to mention, beautiful Saleem is leaving LA for the summer to meet a girl his parents are trying to set him up with. Luckily, Quique’s prospects are each intriguing in their own ways.
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Great Performance; Strange Obsession with White People
- By Legio Evocati on 02-21-23
By: Aaron H. Aceves
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How to Bite Your Neighbor and Win a Wager
- Guides for Dating Vampires, Book 1
- By: D. N. Bryn
- Narrated by: Simon Dornet
- Length: 8 hrs and 32 mins
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Wesley Garcia has been waking up with fang marks. Lucky for him, he needs a vampire—to use as bait. He's certain Vitalis-Barron Pharmaceutical killed his mother, but to gain access to their covert research labs, he has to bring them a bloodsucker for their experiments. Step one, a dramatic offer: Stay, and you can bite me. Vincent leaps at the chance to gobble Wesley up.
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Fantastic Fluff Gay Vampire Novel
- By Mai Shaina on 08-09-23
By: D. N. Bryn
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The Alpha's Son
- By: Penny Jessup
- Narrated by: Michael Mola
- Length: 8 hrs and 59 mins
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Max Remus couldn't care less about finding his mate—unlike the rest of his fate-obsessed pack. He totally prefers hanging with his bestie, eating his dad's steak sandwiches, and drawing in his trusty sketchbook. But all that is about to change at the Blue Moon Festival—a summer camp where Elite Pack wolves go to find their mates. The festival is a rite of passage for every teen werewolf, and this year's festival will be one to howl home about. The alpha's son, Jasper Apollo, is attending for the first time.
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I knew it was YA, but god DAMN.
- By kae-kae on 08-07-22
By: Penny Jessup
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Swimming in the Dark
- A Novel
- By: Tomasz Jedrowski
- Narrated by: Will Watt
- Length: 6 hrs and 30 mins
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Set in early 1980s Poland against the violent decline of communism, a tender and passionate story of first love between two young men who eventually find themselves on opposite sides of the political divide - a stunningly poetic and heartrending literary debut for fans of Andre Aciman, Garth Greenwell, and Alan Hollinghurst.
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One of the Best Contemporary Novels Ever
- By Jeffrey veals on 05-11-20
By: Tomasz Jedrowski
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- Marcia J Ball
- 11-29-22
Lessons in how to live life fully and deal w grief
This was a good book. I would rate it a 7.5. I may read it again in the future. Every chapter changes pov which was difficult for some characters I did not like. It has good lessons in living life and how to overcome obstacles. Slow burn romance, lgbtq +, and character conflict. Sad happy ending.
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- S. R. Spriggs
- 05-09-23
Yet Another Reason to Cry
I just finished this book and I’m literally sobbing. Adam Silvera does it again to us. He writes in a way that makes you feel like you are in the story, living it with the characters he creates. I’ve read/listened to several other books by him, and I have yet to be disappointed. The way that I can care for fictional characters as if they are real is in major part to Adam’s writing style. I recommend this book a thousand times over. I would recommend reading “They Both Die at the End” before taking on this one, but you don’t have to understand this storyline.
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- Anonymous User
- 05-31-23
Adam Silvera Does It Again
I first found “they both die at the end” as a book recommendation on a dating site and it moved me to tears. Immediately after going through it I purchased this one thinking I could make it through without crying and i was doing well until that final chapter. Such a great book and such a great series
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- Kevin P.
- 03-05-24
Heartbreakingly beautiful
A beautiful story that will remind you to live. I fell in love with Orion and Valentino and how they were able to make a lasting, loving connection in less than a day.
As the father of a child with a heart condition, I hope my kiddo finds a donor when the time comes, but just as important, I hope love is part of the story as well.
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- Thomas
- 03-11-24
the story is out of this world
this is an amazing book the characters feel like people you have a bond with and like you are there with them doing everything and feeling the heart break. the only thing I wish is that this would become a movie.
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- Anonymous User
- 05-21-24
Full of Heart
Beautiful journey of self-discovery and comprehension of the validity and significance of human emotions. This is simply a beautiful read. The voice acting makes it even better!
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- Anonymous User
- 12-17-22
Even better than the first.
This was an incredible story. I loved it from start to finish. Even better than the first book.
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- Brian K
- 10-17-22
heartstrings will be pulled on!
a very good prequel story! I wasn't prepared for the twists this story would take, but very much enjoyed the ride rooting for our main characters on their journey!
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- Anonymous User
- 01-27-23
Awesome book!
This book is not only a great listen, it touches the soul and opens up the eyes to what’s really important. Fabulous, fabulous book and story
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- Gavin Telford
- 03-07-23
Forever a fannnn
Ughhhh adammmm! Owwwww! I love you. Thank you so much for being a writer. Thank you thank you thank you.
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