The Exvangelicals Audiobook By Sarah McCammon cover art

The Exvangelicals

Loving, Living, and Leaving the White Evangelical Church

Preview
LIMITED TIME OFFER

3 months free
Try for $0.00
Offer ends July 31, 2025 at 11:59PM PT.
Pick 1 audiobook a month from our unmatched collection.
Listen all you want to thousands of included audiobooks, Originals, and podcasts.
Access exclusive sales and deals.
Premium Plus auto-renews for $14.95/mo after 3 months. Cancel anytime.

The Exvangelicals

By: Sarah McCammon
Narrated by: Sarah McCammon
Try for $0.00

$0.00/mo. after 3 months. Offer ends July 31, 2025 at 11:59PM PT. Cancel anytime.

Buy for $14.99

Buy for $14.99

Confirm purchase
Pay using card ending in
By confirming your purchase, you agree to Audible's Conditions of Use, License, and Amazon's Privacy Notice. Taxes where applicable.
Cancel

About this listen

Long-listed, Audible.com Best of the Year, 2024

This program is read by the author.

"An intimate window into the world of American evangelicalism. Fellow exvangelicals will find McCammon’s story both startlingly familiar and immensely clarifying, while those looking in from the outside can find no better introduction to the subculture that has shaped the hopes and fears of millions of Americans."—Kristin Kobes Du Mez, New York Times bestselling author of Jesus and John Wayne

The first definitive book that names the massive social movement of people leaving the church: the exvangelicals.

Growing up in a deeply evangelical family in the Midwest in the ‘80s and ‘90s, Sarah McCammon was strictly taught to fear God, obey him, and not question the faith. Persistently worried that her gay grandfather would go to hell unless she could reach him, or that her Muslim friend would need to be converted, and that she, too, would go to hell if she did not believe fervently enough, McCammon was a rule-follower and—most of the time—a true believer. But through it all, she was increasingly plagued by fears and deep questions as the belief system she'd been carefully taught clashed with her expanding understanding of the outside world.

After spending her early adult life striving to make sense of an unraveling worldview, by her 30s, she found herself face-to-face with it once again as she covered the Trump campaign for NPR, where she witnessed first-hand the power and influence that evangelical Christian beliefs held on the political right.

Sarah also came to discover that she was not alone: She is among a rising generation of the children of evangelicalism who are growing up and fleeing the fold, who are thinking for themselves and deconstructing what feel like the “alternative facts” of their childhood.

Rigorously reported and deeply personal, The Exvangelicals is the story of the people who make up this generational tipping point, including Sarah herself. Part memoir, part investigative journalism, this is the first definitive book that names and describes the post-evangelical movement: identifying its origins, telling the stories of its members, and examining its vast cultural, social, and political impact.

A Macmillan Audio production from St. Martin’s Press.

©2024 Sarah McCammon (P)2024 Macmillan Audio
Best of 2024 Church & State Religious Studies Sociology Inspiring

Critic reviews

"With sensitivity and candor, Sarah McCammon offers readers an intimate window into the world of American evangelicalism. Fellow exvangelicals will find McCammon’s story both startlingly familiar and immensely clarifying, while those looking in from the outside can find no better introduction to the subculture that has shaped the hopes and fears of millions of Americans. Filled with humor, insight, and hard-earned wisdom, The Exvangelicals is a gift to all who find themselves on a spiritual journey."—Kristin Kobes Du Mez, New York Times bestselling author of Jesus and John Wayne

"No one else could have written The Exvangelicals but Sarah McCammon. The way she seamlessly weaves together her own journalistic expertise and deeply personal experience of leaving evangelicalism to explore this moment in American history is stunning. Immediately after reading this book, I found myself already excited for her next one."—Nadia Bolz-Weber, New York Times bestselling author of Accidental Saints

"The Exvangelicals is a sensitive, informed exploration of what is often most personal and perplexing to us—our faith. McCammon takes the scramble of thoughts, feelings, and fears that characterize this era of religious re-examination and makes them legible. This isn't just a book about what evangelicalism has become, it is also about the ways people are trying to find what comes next."—Jemar Tisby, PhD, New York Times bestselling author of The Color of Compromise and How to Fight Racism

Personal Journey • Thoughtful Analysis • Powerful Narration • Vulnerable Storytelling • Relatable Experiences
Highly rated for:
All stars
Most relevant  
I enjoyed hearing more about this “movement” and how different people came to feel about their experiences. It helped me to understand and appreciate the way I realized I was feeling too but had not been able to express.

Interesting and helpful

Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.

I relate to all of this, well done book. I learned good things from authors well researched information as well as her own and others personal stories.

Excellent

Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.

This is a beautiful book interwoven with stats and data, people and institutions, and personal representations that are incredibly vulnerable. We are so fortunate that Sarah shares so deeply and also helps us to understand the evangelical and ex community.

The story of an amazing journey!

Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.

Thoroughly researched, thought provoking, and well performed.
The author speaks from personal experience as the child of an evangelical family, and addresses the serious social consequences of a country whose religion has gotten mixed up with its politics.
A measured, articulate and gripping account.

must read

Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.

As a female Boomer who first encountered fundamental pentecostalism in my teens (KC & christian school), I never stopped openly (respectfully) debating my faith. The Vietnam War, Civil Rights, and women's roles. This book validates with much-needed introspection and open perspective. This is not a new (lonely) experience for many of us, just more exposed than in the past. The term "faith shifting" was new to me and appropriate to describe decades of reflections and growth.

This is the best book from a first-hand narrative (my opinion) with history and valuable insights. I just wish I could have met her fascinating grandfather and discussed philosophy.

I know many, many who have struggled from religious toxic patterns and would benefit by reading to the end. Almost cried tbrough Chapter 13. Take breaks, if you must, to process. The last chapter was as valuable as the first.

Honest, Helpful, Hopeful

Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.

As a ‘lapsed Catholic’ I found valuable information and insights into the confusion of my religious education, and fellowship with much of what the author offers. In an ever evolving world, I believe in a higher power by whatever name one chooses to use. The liberation to learn, think and exercise an educated choice in what one believes and how one worships is a true gift to the self.

Freedom of choice! Praise God!

Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.

I felt like she was writing my story. And I’m so sorry that that’s probably true for thousands of people. I wish we weren’t so hurt by evangelicalism.

Relatable

Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.

I was skeptical about reading this because… well… I’ve lived it. I have been deconstructing and unraveling and depressed for many years. I’ve read plenty of memoirs which I loved, but I haven’t felt like I needed that as much lately. Not that I’m over it, but my reeling phase has calmed down. But this book has been so validating and healing. So helpful to be far enough out of my excommunication and loss, that I can find comfort in looking back from more of an aerial view.

So, while this was not a lot that’s new for me, it was therapeutic in that it is succinct and thorough, and I remember how many people there are like me out there. I’m just sitting here crying in my car on my lunch break.

Thank you, Sarah.

This Book Nails all of it Perfectly

Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.

Beautifully written and narrated. This is a must read for anyone seeking answers about their Christian faith (former or current).

Reassuring and revelatory

Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.

This subject is so needed in our time. We are living through a time of great change. Something outworn is dying and it is in its death throes. As we mortals struggle to understand these changes, we have forgotten a simple commandment: Love God (and I don’t pretend to have a definition for’God’) and love thy neighbor. We have forgotten both in our striving to be “right.” I hope many people read this book and question everything - about themselves, their faiths, politics, and human decency. I highly recommend this book as a deeply thought-out, moral search for what is the “highest and best good” for all of humanity and our gorgeous planet.

The transformation of the author and her honest self-examination.

Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.

See more reviews