
The Body Is a Doorway: A Memoir
A Journey Beyond Healing, Hope, and the Human
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Sophie Strand
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Sophie Strand
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In this lyrical, radically expansive self-portrait, celebrated poet, author, and lecturer Sophie Strand explores—with searing insight and honesty—the intersecting spaces of her own chronic illness, the complex ecology of a changing world, and the very nature of the stories we tell ourselves.
At age sixteen Sophie Strand—bright, agile, fearless—is suddenly beset by unexplained, debilitating illness while on a family trip abroad. Her once vibrant life becomes a tangled miasma of medication, specialists, anaphylaxis, and seemingly never-ending attempts to explain what has gone so terribly wrong. And, for many years thereafter, Sophie's life becomes subsumed with ideas not of "health," but of explanation, and the narrative of how and why she became sick. But slowly, through both profound fatigue with the medical industrial complex and a deeply entwined relationship with the natural world, she comes to another, more fundamental understanding of what has happened to her body. What if sickness is not a separation from the body? What if health is not quite so easy to see? What if physical pain leaves us no choice but to return to our bodies, the pinpricks and lightning of illness stitching us back into a physical presence our society has taught us to ignore?
In a work both expansively tender and shockingly frank, Sophie Strand offers listeners a window onto her own winding journey through the maze of chronic illness—a web not unlike those created by the mycorrizhal fungi whose networks she begins to see as a metaphor for the profound connections between all species and the earth. Grounded deeply in the mountains of the Hudson Valley, each moment of this far-reaching narrative snakes its way through the multi-layered ecology of the land around us, from the stunningly powerful pollen of a phlox plant to the unexpected beauty and wisdom of the woodchuck.
The Body Is a Doorway dives into the murky waters of sickness and trauma, as well as the resonant challenges and joys of friendship, young adulthood, first love, and fertility. Throughout, in precise, sparkling language, it explores questions both personal and universal: Is there healing beyond the human? Beyond the hope for a cure or a happy ending? Is there something wilder and more symbiotic beyond narrow ideas of well-being?
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Great Listen!
- By Lgb on 03-20-25
By: Kevin Ryan
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The Genius of Birds
- By: Jennifer Ackerman
- Narrated by: Jennifer Ackerman
- Length: 9 hrs and 50 mins
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Birds are astonishingly intelligent creatures. According to revolutionary new research, some birds rival primates and even humans in their remarkable forms of intelligence. In The Genius of Birds, acclaimed author Jennifer Ackerman explores their newly discovered brilliance and how it came about. As she travels around the world to the most cutting-edge frontiers of research, Ackerman not only tells the story of the recently uncovered genius of birds but also delves deeply into the latest findings about the bird brain itself that are shifting our view of what it means to be intelligent.
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Wonderful read and so fascinating
- By Georgia in Denver on 03-23-25
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Hollywood Virgin
- Breaking Into and Out of Show Business
- By: Jason Felts
- Narrated by: André Santana
- Length: 8 hrs and 4 mins
- Unabridged
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Growing up in small-town Texas, Jason Felts dreamed of being in Hollywood. He made his way to California, started his own production company at twenty-three, was named to Variety's "Top 10 to Watch" list, rubbed elbows with famous faces daily, and rose quickly to build and lead a multi-million dollar entertainment company for Virgin, one of the world's most respected brands—so why did he walk away at such a young age?
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Riveting story with great narration
- By David S Keenan on 03-15-25
By: Jason Felts
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Dictates of Conscience
- From Mormon High Priest to My New Life as a Woman
- By: Laurie Lee Hall
- Narrated by: Laurie Lee Hall
- Length: 11 hrs and 16 mins
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Laurie Lee Hall’s growing-up years were defined by the conflict between her physical condition as a boy and her inherent identity as a girl. Unable to explain or resolve her gender dysphoria, she committed to living her adult life as a male. She joined the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, eventually becoming chief architect of its temples and an ecclesiastical leader. In her church and community, rigid adherence to gender roles is not only the norm, but the defining issue of a faith that doctrinally declares one’s gender as an “eternal identity.
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A real life account of the experience of a high ranking Mormon who comes out as transgender.
- By LSG on 04-18-25
By: Laurie Lee Hall
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Firstborn Girls
- A Memoir
- By: Bernice L. McFadden
- Narrated by: Robin Miles, Bernice L. McFadden
- Length: 12 hrs and 19 mins
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On her second birthday in 1967, Bernice McFadden died in a car crash near Detroit, only to be resuscitated after her mother pulled her from the flaming wreckage. Firstborn Girls traces her remarkable life from that moment up to the publication of her first novel, Sugar. Growing up in 1980s Brooklyn, Bernice finds solace in books, summer trips to Barbados, and boarding school to escape her alcoholic father. Discovering the works of Alice Walker and Toni Morrison, she finally sees herself and her loved ones reflected in their stories of “messy, beautiful, joyful Black people.”
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First Born Girls
- By Lula Fantroy on 04-14-25
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Love, Queenie
- Merle Oberon, Hollywood's First South Asian Star
- By: Mayukh Sen
- Narrated by: Sharmila Devar
- Length: 8 hrs and 31 mins
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Merle Oberon made history when she was announced as a nominee for the Best Actress Oscar in 1936. Her nomination marked the first time the Academy recognized a performer of color. Oberon, born to a South Asian mother and white father, broke through a racial barrier—but no one knew it. Oberon was "passing" for white. In the first biography of Oberon in more than forty years, Mayukh Sen draws on family interviews and untapped archival material to capture the life of an oft-forgotten talent.
By: Mayukh Sen
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Supermassive
- Black Holes at the Beginning and End of the Universe
- By: James Trefil, Shobita Satyapal
- Narrated by: Fred Sanders
- Length: 7 hrs and 59 mins
- Unabridged
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Led by physicist James Trefil and astrophysicist Shobita Satyapal, this book traverses the incredible history of black holes and introduces contemporary developments and theories on still unanswered questions about the enigmatic objects. From the early work of Albert Einstein and Karl Schwarzschild to an insider look at black hole-galaxy connection research led by co-author Satyapa, the comprehensive book surveys an exciting and evolving branch of space science.
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Technical, dry with some interesting bits
- By Chris Brooks on 03-12-25
By: James Trefil, and others
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Raising Hare
- A Memoir
- By: Chloe Dalton
- Narrated by: Louise Brealey
- Length: 6 hrs and 26 mins
- Unabridged
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Imagine you could hold a baby hare and bottle-feed it. Imagine that it lived under your roof and lolloped around your bedroom at night, drumming on the duvet cover when it wanted your attention. Imagine that, over two years later, it still ran in from the fields when you called it and slept in your house for hours on end and gave birth to leverets in your study. For political advisor and speechwriter Chloe Dalton, who spent lockdown deep in the English countryside, far away from her usual busy London life, this became her unexpected reality.
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A beautiful reading of a heartfelt story. I didn’t want it to end.
- By Sparrow on 04-02-25
By: Chloe Dalton
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These Wilds Beyond Our Fences
- Letters to My Daughter on Humanity's Search for Home
- By: Bayo Akomolafe, Charles Eisenstein - foreword
- Narrated by: Bayo Akomolafe
- Length: 16 hrs and 25 mins
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Tackling some of the world’s most profound questions through the intimate lens of fatherhood, Bayo Akomolafe embarks on a journey of discovery as he maps the contours of the spaces between himself and his three-year-old daughter, Alethea. In a narrative that manages to be both intricate and unguarded, he discovers that something as commonplace as becoming a father is a cosmic event of unprecedented proportions.
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Co-Becoming
- By Anonymous User on 03-19-25
By: Bayo Akomolafe, and others
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Memory Lane
- The Perfectly Imperfect Ways We Remember
- By: Gillian Murphy, Ciara Greene
- Narrated by: Emily Schwing
- Length: 6 hrs and 47 mins
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We tend to think of our memories as impressions of the past that remain fully intact, preserved somewhere inside our brains. In fact, we construct and reconstruct our memories every time we attempt to recall them. Memory Lane introduces listeners to the cutting-edge science of human memory, revealing how our recollections of the past are constantly adapting and changing, and why a faulty memory isn't always a bad thing.
By: Gillian Murphy, and others
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The Narrative Brain
- The Stories Our Neurons Tell
- By: Fritz Alwin Breithaupt PhD
- Narrated by: Brian Wiggins
- Length: 10 hrs and 4 mins
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As humans, we think in stories—stories that allow us to feel and share emotions. In order for this phenomenon to work, our brains and the ways in which we tell stories must be attuned to each other. But how exactly does this happen? Tapping into the essence of thinking in stories, Fritz Breithaupt draws on the latest scientific research, including a retelling study (comparable to the telephone game) with more than 12,000 participants, and experiments in which ChatGPT functions as storyteller.
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The Sleeping World: Singing with a Humpback Whale
- By: Mumble Media, Audible Sleep
- Narrated by: Cynthia Kimola
- Length: 54 mins
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Humpback whales are among the most intelligent animals on Earth. Some scientists believe they might even surpass humans in self-awareness, empathy, and communication skills. In this episode, we swim with a whale as he teams up with other humpbacks to use bubbles to catch fish, rescues a sea lion, and puts his own spin on melodies sung by whales across the Pacific Ocean. This is the world in its natural state, defined by seasons, routines, and cycles. By the time this whale is ready to close one eye and go to sleep, you will be too.
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Awesome
- By Zach on 03-27-25
By: Mumble Media, and others
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The Way of the Rose
- The Radical Path of the Divine Feminine Hidden in the Rosary
- By: Clark Strand, Perdita Finn
- Narrated by: Clark Strand, Perdita Finn, Sophie Strand
- Length: 6 hrs and 51 mins
- Unabridged
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Before a vision of a mysterious "Lady" invited Clark Strand and Perdita Finn to pray the rosary, they were not only uninterested in becoming Catholic but finished with institutional religion altogether. Their main spiritual concerns were the fate of the planet and the future of their children and grandchildren in an age of ecological collapse. But this Lady barely even referred to the Church and its proscriptions. Instead, she spoke of the miraculous power of the rosary to transform lives and heal the planet, and revealed the secrets within the rosary’s prayers and mysteries.
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Profound, moving, revelatory.
- By Michelle Ryan on 11-10-19
By: Clark Strand, and others
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- Catherine Liggett
- 04-03-25
Brilliant, moving, and deeply paradigm-shifting
This book has fundamentally shifted how I view healing. There were many moments while listening in which I had to rewind and listen again—because Strand’s words so utterly and surprisingly expanded my beliefs about wellness. Surprising, and yet resonant with the ancient knowing of my body. This book is like a fascinating and incredibly eloquently written activation for that knowing, which leaves me feeling like I’ve never been wrong or alone. I’ve always belonged everywhere.
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- lookforlight
- 04-17-25
Another masterpiece
Everything she writes is gold. Her words penetrate straight to my core. Give yourself the gift of listening to this deep wisdom.
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- SAGE
- 04-10-25
a life-saving book
this is the kind of book i know i’ll return to over a lifetime. just finishing my second time through, i am still absolutely blown away by how deeply transformational and moving Sophie’s words and stories are. i thank her wholeheartedly for her rawness and vulnerability- this book and all her work continues to save my life. thank you Sophie. if you feel the call to read this book, it will change you.
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- Anonymous User
- 03-08-25
Best book I have ever listened to
This is the best book I have ever listened to, or read. I’m going to immediately listen to it again. I sobbed so much of the time listening to it. It is absolutely beautiful.
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- Amazon Customer
- 04-18-25
gratitude
profound. for the first time in my 50+ years i have found a way home to myself through sophie strand’s biopoetic medicine: the body is a doorway. thank you!
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- Anne Strand
- 03-23-25
A transcendent treatment of illness and its relationship to the natural world.
I loved Sophie’s honesty and her flowing story of her life with an incurable illness. But, one that has brought her not only pain but immense creativity and joy. A must listen!
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- Molly Scott
- 04-22-25
Wisdom in her writing
When you write a review for a book so poetic and meaningful it will pale in comparison. Thanks to Sophie for writing with such depth and honesty. I’m not sure this book is for everyone, but it was for me. I appreciate the wisdom in her writing. I enjoyed listening to it, but will probably buy a copy for my collection.
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- Mary Oliver
- 03-18-25
The interesting of the human body and natural world.
Sophie Strand is a brilliant young woman, and this book is yet another manifestation of that.
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- anon
- 03-06-25
Raw and honest account of chronic illness
I’ve followed Sophie for a long time and already knew a good bit of her story. This delves deeper into the pain, suffering, abandonment, and loneliness of her and countless others of us who are facing similar situations. Even with a tremendous amount of support from family, friends, and fans one still has secrets, feels lonely, and the lies, the lies, the lies that come out of the mouths of humans are too much to bear. Turning to the more-than-humans is the medicine. Sophie’s story is layered. It must be heard over and over. Fan fiction notes should be written in the margins of the physical book. It’s not going to change the humans of the systems and institutions that got her or any of us here. But tell it to the orcas, the plants, the trees, the octopuses, the birds who actually are showing up for the fight. We have allies who might have tricks but never lie. It’s not over until it’s over.
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