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Narrated by:
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Devon Sorvari
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By:
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Una Mannion
About this listen
WINNER OF THE CRIME WRITERS' ASSOCIATION (CWA) GOLD DAGGER
SHORTLISTED FOR THE RSL ENCORE AWARD
FROM THE INTERNATIONAL BESTSELLING AUTHOR OF A CROOKED TREE
'Beautiful, haunting.' LOUISE KENNEDY
'Vividly real.' MARIAN KEYES
'Deeply moving' OBSERVER
Please don’t hang up. I don’t know if you remember. You used to live with me. You and your mother.
Ruby lives with her father in an old farmhouse at the end of a dirt road. He teaches her to hunt, to forage for mushrooms, to gut a fish. She learns to tiptoe around his temper – and never to ask about her absent mother.
Ruby has no idea that, hundreds of miles away, a woman she barely remembers is desperate to answer those same questions. Over fourteen years, four hundred miles apart, these two women slowly begin to unearth the secrets and lies at the heart of their family, and the history of power and control that has shaped them both in such different ways.
Captivating, tender and deeply moving, Tell Me What I Am is an unforgettable portrait of the indelible bonds of family – and how far we will go for the ones we love.
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- Lynn
- 11-11-23
It takes a village to protect a monster
A tragic, insightful, redemptive tale. A coming of age story in which Mannion gets inside the heads and hearts of those who are loved through tactics of abuse and control that unfurl in landscapes of freedom.
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- Monika
- 02-16-25
How come?
I’m wondering how did this book win the Gold Dagger. Seems there’s no plot whatsoever.
And I don’t know if it’s the story or the way the narrator is reading it, but you can’t so much notice where the story switches between timelines.
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