
Silent Tears of a Boy's Broken Heart
A Memoir of a Journey from Boyhood to Manhood, Sexual, Physical, and Mental Abuse, Search for Love and Acceptance
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Patrick Tackwell
About this listen
Jensen Anderson was abused by several people in his life. His adoptive mother physically and mentally abused him and starved him. He was sexually abused by numerous males in his life, as a child, teen, and as an adult. He was a very "easy" target for all the males in his life for sexual abuse. Jensen would take sexual and physical abuse for attention, he has a fear of being rejected. He never had a chance for love by a parent or a companion. Jensen had a few suicide attempts as well as thoughts. He has been wanting to start taking drugs and become an alcoholic to drown out his paranoia and other feelings from the trauma in his life, PTSD he has been diagnosed with it, PTSD.
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