
Shattered Dreams
My Life as a Polygamist's Wife
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A Reader's Comments
- By Kindle Customer on 06-08-19
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- S. Crivello
- 10-28-18
Facinating
Loved every second of it. What a sick twist of religion. I cannot imagine this life. I recently met Irene's daughter. I can hardly wait to see Donna again to talk about her life as the child of Irene. My heart is a little heavy knowing this story is real and women have experienced all of this.
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- Annette
- 12-06-22
I couldn’t put it “down”…
I wasn’t quite sure what to expect when I decided to listen to this book. I knew somewhat about the practice. I was never really interested in it because I thought it portrayed women as rather sad and the men as rather abusive. Listening to the story was really interesting. I enjoyed the narrator quite a bit. Her portrayals of the interactions between Irene and her husband were great. I’m sure the story could’ve been five times as long and still not been able to cover all of the feelings and the time the past for Irene.
If you want to know more about Mormons and polygamy, this may not be the best history, but as an overall story of one woman’s life, it is very interesting.
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- Maryanne
- 03-25-10
I remember some of the families
Trying to figure out why she was a victim? I am not a member of any form of Mormon church, but grew up in Murray Utah and remember many of the families she speaks of in this book. Even though she had been born into polygamy her mother and family had left and actively discouraged her from following that path. It was her choice to pursue LeBaron and become his 'wife' and then she spends the rest of the book listing on why this was a bad choice. If she had married Glen I wonder if she would have written a book on that bad choice. There are polygamus wives who had little or no choice of who they married or when they married and truly suffer and do without and are treated as little more than property but it seems like LaBaron's first wives had a choice and made it. Kinda like marrying a drunk and then complaining they drink.
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- Sandra
- 07-18-22
Pleasantly surprised!
Wow! I couldn’t shut this book off! What an incredible story. I usually don’t like books that are so heavy, but Irene weaved enough comedy and hope in her story to keep me from completely despairing for her and her family. Such a well written and inspiring story about one tough woman finding her true freedom. Bravo!
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- Anastasia
- 04-26-10
Great!
Could'nt turn it off! One second I was totally exasperated with the author for putting up with the ^*&%$ she put up with, the next second I was feeling her pain and could understand. My only criticism was that I would have liked to have heard more---like what was going on with the other wives. The book was very detailed about the first half of her life, and then kind of sped through the second half.Definately facsinating and enjoyable to listen to.
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- Janese Hardy
- 04-21-21
Heart Breaking
Irene is one strong woman. Her years in polygamy are unimaginable, yet she did it because she thought it was what she had to do. I am so glad she ended up setting herself free 💗
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- nicole
- 05-12-12
SO SO SO GOOD!
If you could sum up Shattered Dreams in three words, what would they be?
Oh My Goodness
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This book was amazing, and I don't use that word loosely...I was with her the entire book. I recommended this book to anyone and plan on reading it several more times.
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- Heidi Greidanus
- 11-11-22
A true testament of courage and strength
This story had me feeling every form of emotions there are.....happiness, anger, betrayal, laughter, sadness, anxiety....and so much more. It's so hard to believe what someone can bare in their life. I am in complete awe of Irene Spencer and am thrilled that she finally knows the love and respect of one man and the true salvation of God the father. you are an inspiration to us all. Thank you for sharing your incredible if sad story. I will definitely recommend your story
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- David H.
- 03-31-25
Captivating
I’ve been on a quest as of late for information on Cults. that’s how I came upon this story and other’s about FLDS, specifically polygamists. This was so honest and heartbreaking while illuminating the abuse of Morman woman and children, especially the female children. This is extremely important information to me as an American in light of what’s happening in my country today! This Author is a great storyteller and an even greater survivor, thank you Irene for your honesty!
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- G.
- 08-21-09
interesting subject matter, too long
I've been interested in Mormonism and polygamy, and have read several books on the subject. This book fell short of the others, not without being interesting. SHATTERED DREAMS is a memoir by Irene Spencer, a second wife who goes in her tender teens to live in a sect in Mexico. Her story is incredible and quite painful to imagine living, but it was the subject herself I had trouble with. She seems to have no issue with the marrying off of young girls to men much older or the inferior position of women in general--unless it relates to herself. When she describes having to have more wives added to her family, the only problem she has with it is her jealousy, that she will have to share. I guess I was somehow under the impression that this would be a scathing view of a Mormon sect, but it's really not. In fact I found myself thinking this woman should just get herself together and stop whining! Either you're in or you're out! I thought the book was good in revealing the capacity of humans and culture, but it was too long and should have been edited A LOT.
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