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Narrated by:
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Khai Lannor
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By:
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Jacob Meadows
About this listen
I am open; these words are my sutures.
Shades is an attempt to reconcile who I am as a man, with a society that seems to be fluctuating and struggling at every turn. I show my encounters with family, religion, queerness, heartbreak, COVID-19, and politics.
This is a look at my life in 2021, shown through poetry.
©2021 Jacob Meadows (P)2021 Jacob MeadowsListeners also enjoyed...
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