
Self-Portrait with Boy
A Novel
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Narrated by:
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Julia Whelan
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By:
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Rachel Lyon
About this listen
A compulsively listenable and electrifying debut about an ambitious young female artist who accidentally photographs a boy falling to his death - an image that could jumpstart her career, but would also devastate her most intimate friendship.
Lu Rile is a relentlessly focused young photographer struggling to make ends meet. Working three jobs, responsible for her aging father, and worrying that the crumbling warehouse she lives in is being sold to developers, she is at a point of desperation. One day, in the background of a self-portrait, Lu accidentally captures on film a boy falling past her window to his death. The photograph turns out to be startlingly gorgeous, the best work of art she's ever made. It's an image that could change her life...if she lets it.
But the decision to show the photograph is not easy. The boy is her neighbors' son, and the tragedy brings all the building's residents together. It especially unites Lu with his beautiful grieving mother, Kate. As the two forge an intense bond based on sympathy, loneliness, and budding attraction, Lu feels increasingly unsettled and guilty, torn between equally fierce desires: to use the photograph to advance her career, and to protect a woman she has come to love.
Set in early 90s Brooklyn on the brink of gentrification, Self-Portrait with Boy is a provocative commentary about the emotional dues that must be paid on the road to success, a powerful exploration of the complex terrain of female friendship, and a brilliant debut from novelist Rachel Lyon.
©2018 Rachel Lyon (P)2018 Simon & SchusterListeners also enjoyed...
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- A Novel
- By: Bonnie Kistler
- Narrated by: Cassandra Campbell
- Length: 14 hrs and 56 mins
- Unabridged
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Divorce lawyer Leigh Huyett knows all too well that most second marriages are doomed to fail. But five years in, she and Pete Conley have a perfectly blended family of her children and his. To celebrate their anniversary, they grab some precious moments of alone time and leave Pete’s son, Kip, a high school senior, in charge of Leigh’s 14-year-old daughter, Chrissy, at their home. Driving back on a rainy Friday night, their cell phones start ringing. After a raucous party celebrating his college acceptance to Duke and his upcoming birthday, Kip was arrested for drunk driving.
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Smart, Engaging and Sensitive Story
- By Ellen on 03-29-19
By: Bonnie Kistler
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Trust Me
- By: Kelly Irvin
- Narrated by: Tiffany Williams
- Length: 11 hrs and 50 mins
- Unabridged
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A decade ago, Delaney Broward discovered her brother’s murdered body at the San Antonio art co-op he founded with friends. Her artist boyfriend, Hunter Nash, went to prison for the murder, despite his not-guilty plea. This morning, Hunter walks out of prison a free man, having served his sentence. This afternoon, Delaney finds her best friend dead, murdered in the same fashion as her brother.
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Action packed and a great message
- By White Wolf on 02-13-22
By: Kelly Irvin
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Soldier Sailor
- A Novel
- By: Claire Kilroy
- Narrated by: Simone Collins
- Length: 6 hrs and 15 mins
- Unabridged
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Claire Kilroy takes listeners deep inside the early days of motherhood. Exploring the clash of fierce love with a seismic shift in identity, Kilroy conjures the raw, tumultuous emotions of a new mother, as her marriage strains and she struggles with questions of equality, autonomy, and creativity.
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Favorite book of 2024!
- By Ana on 04-09-25
By: Claire Kilroy
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Swimming for Sunlight
- By: Allison Larkin
- Narrated by: Madeleine Maby
- Length: 10 hrs and 1 min
- Unabridged
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Aspiring costume designer Katie gave up everything in her divorce to gain custody of her fearful, faithful rescue dog, Barkimedes. While she figures out what to do next, she heads back to Florida to live with her grandmother, Nan. But Katie quickly learns there’s a lot she doesn’t know about Nan - like the fact that in her youth, Nan was a mermaid performer in a roadside attraction show, swimming and dancing underwater with a close-knit cast of talented women. Katie helps Nan search for her old friends on Facebook, sparking hopes for a reunion show.
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Disappointed
- By Raleigh Reader on 07-20-19
By: Allison Larkin
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Pretty Revenge
- By: Emily Liebert
- Narrated by: Erin Mallon, Natalie Naudus
- Length: 7 hrs and 20 mins
- Unabridged
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Kerrie O’Malley, jobless and in an unfulfilling relationship, can isolate the singular moment in her life when things veered off course - the night she was irrevocably wronged by someone she looked up to. Eighteen years later, when Kerrie sees the very woman who destroyed her life on television, a fire ignites inside her. The stakes are high. The risks are perilous. But she’ll stop at nothing to achieve the retribution she deserves.
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Revenge at its finest
- By Mystical Lady on 07-28-19
By: Emily Liebert
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Made for You
- By: Jenna Satterthwaite
- Narrated by: Bailey Carr
- Length: 11 hrs and 51 mins
- Unabridged
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Synthetic woman Julia Walden was designed for one reason: to compete on The Proposal and claim the heart of bachelor Josh LaSala. Her casting is controversial, but Julia seems to get her fairy-tale ending when Josh gets down on one knee.
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Amazing story!
- By Kari Weber on 08-06-24
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The Children on the Hill
- By: Jennifer McMahon
- Narrated by: Erin Moon
- Length: 10 hrs and 44 mins
- Unabridged
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1978: At her renowned treatment center in picturesque Vermont, the brilliant psychiatrist, Dr. Helen Hildreth, is acclaimed for her compassionate work with the mentally ill. But when she’s home with her cherished grandchildren, Vi and Eric, she’s just Gran—teaching them how to take care of their pets, preparing them home-cooked meals, providing them with care and attention and love.
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so so
- By LWH on 05-05-22
By: Jennifer McMahon
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The Wild One
- A Novel
- By: Colleen McKeegan
- Narrated by: Jesse Vilinsky
- Length: 9 hrs and 19 mins
- Unabridged
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Amanda Brooks is a born-and-bred New Yorker with an envious life: she’s in a great graduate school program, lives in a cozy Tribeca apartment, and is head-over-heels for her handsome, committed boyfriend. But Amanda’s life isn’t as picture perfect as it seems. For over a decade she’s been hiding a dark secret—a secret that goes back to that summer at Camp Catalpa when a man died in the woods. Fellow campers Catherine and Meg were there too, and in the years since, not one of them has ever spoken about what happened that day.
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A 2 rating is generous
- By Jennifer on 06-16-23
By: Colleen McKeegan
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The Last Thing I Remember
- The Homelanders, Book 1
- By: Andrew Klavan
- Narrated by: Joshua Swanson
- Length: 7 hrs and 7 mins
- Unabridged
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Charlie West just woke up in someone else's nightmare. He's strapped to a chair. He's covered in blood and bruises. He hurts all over. And a strange voice outside the door just ordered his death. The last thing he can remember is that he was a normal high-school kid doing normal things. How long ago was that? Where is he now? Who is he really?
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Not Just For Kids!
- By Sherry on 02-03-11
By: Andrew Klavan
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The Mountaintop School for Dogs and Other Second Chances
- By: Ellen Cooney
- Narrated by: Jensen Olaya, Carrington McDuffie
- Length: 9 hrs and 36 mins
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The Sanctuary is a refuge for strays and rescued dogs. Evie has joined a training program there, though she knows almost nothing about animals. Like the greyhound who won’t move, the Rottweiler with attitude problems, or the hound who might be a candidate for search-and-rescue, Evie has a troubled past. But as they all learn, no one should stay prisoner to a life she didn’t choose. Heartfelt and hilarious in turn, this is a deeply moving story of the countless ways in which humans and canines help each other find new lives, new selves, and new hope.
By: Ellen Cooney
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Loving Edie
- How a Dog Afraid of Everything Taught Me to Be Brave
- By: Meredith May
- Narrated by: Candace Thaxton
- Length: 8 hrs and 7 mins
- Unabridged
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Meredith May had a difficult childhood, with a mother who was physically present but emotionally absent. She learned early on to fend for herself, and never had to care for anyone else. When she and her wife, Jenn, adopt Edie, a sweet golden retriever puppy with saucer brown eyes and buttery white fur, Edie wins their hearts immediately. But it isn’t long after Edie joins the family that the problems begin.
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This!
- By Elise on 01-31-23
By: Meredith May
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Weird Black Girls
- Stories
- By: Elwin Cotman
- Narrated by: Joniece Abbott-Pratt, Jade Wheeler, James Fouhey, and others
- Length: 10 hrs and 51 mins
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A rural town finds itself under the authoritarian sway of a tree that punishes children. A pair of old friends navigate their fraught history as strange happenings escalate in a Mexican restaurant. A pair of narcissistic friends wreak havoc on an activist community. An aloof young man finds himself living through his lover’s memories. And a day of LARPing takes a cosmic turn.
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Weird Black Girls
- By Jeleeto on 05-20-24
By: Elwin Cotman
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- Elizabeth B
- 08-15-19
Great read! Well written
couldn't put this down. such a beautifully written, complex, sad and wonderful story! loved it
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- Anonymous User
- 03-09-18
great story
great character development and unique story line. would recommend to anyone looking to feel emotional connection to main character.
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- Karenique
- 05-21-21
👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼I’m ecstatic! Julia Whelan NEVER disappoints!
Again, I searched by narrator and was gifted with this winner! I am thrilled with the brilliance of Julia Whelan; her vocal tones are beyond perfection; she’s magnificent. Author Rachel Lyon, a first for me, has created a mystical and complexellent novel. I’ll just say this intriguing, complicated and enjoyable book is well worth a cherished credit or the $13.32 I paid. Highly recommended, I can’t stress it enough and I want to scream it from the rooftop. EPIC, I say! EPIC, EPIC, EPIC! Thank you, Julia, Ms. Lyon and the folks at Audible. Keep ‘em coming!
👏✍🏻🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟✍🏻👏
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- Amazon Customer
- 05-25-23
Not my favorite, but
Interesting story of betrayal, but I identify with her internal struggle. Interesting insight into lives of artists and their lifestyles.
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- Elisabeth
- 06-02-22
Spellbindingly Beautiful
Lyon’s writing is nuanced and sublime. Her descriptions of place and of her characters’ emotional worlds are poetic and fine-tuned. I loved the inside look at artists decades ago trying to make it in the cutthroat NYC art world of galleries, patrons and competition. I recommend this book highly; it grabbed my attention and didn’t let go, I just gulped it down. Julia Whelan, as usual, did a marvelous job narrating.
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- Karen Vardi
- 10-31-19
Gritty and vivid
Loved listening to this book! Whelan’ characters were compelling and gritty! A great recommendation from a friend!
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- g8rslp01
- 03-13-19
great book to hear.
heard about this book on NPR. Had a credit, and took a chance. So glad I did. The story is extremely unique. One person's heart break is another person's triumph. I would recommend this book to any book club. I think it would allow very lively conversation and discussion about how far you would go to further your career.
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- Dorothy
- 08-03-20
Don’t waste your time!
Attractive because Julia Whelan is narrating,this book is boring and stupid. The protagonist,who writes in the first person, is narcissistic, vacuous, selfish and pathetic. She makes excuses for herself and complains throughout the book.
This one is a bomb
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- Nevsus
- 10-29-19
Disappointingly dull
I was expecting a lot & was disappointed even more. The story starts out interestingly enough, but quickly nosedives into a word salad of inane conversations and situations between unlikable, boring characters. The plot is a steady slog of pointlessness—what did her dad and missing mom have to do with anything? Just as dull is the narrator who sometimes gives the main character a Boston accent (probably not a good one either), and other times not. Same with the N.Y. city characters and their accents—on & off. I increased the listening speed to 1.5 and skipped minutes at a time just to get through this novel.
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