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Unlearning Race
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Thomas Chatterton Williams
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A meditation on race and identity from one of our most provocative cultural critics.
A reckoning with the way we choose to see and define ourselves, Self-Portrait in Black and White is the searching story of one American family's multigenerational transformation from what is called Black to what is assumed to be White. Thomas Chatterton Williams, the son of a "Black" father from the segregated South and a "White" mother from the West, spent his whole life believing the dictum that a single drop of "Black blood" makes a person Black. This was so fundamental to his self-conception that he'd never rigorously reflected on its foundations - but the shock of his experience as the Black father of two extremely White-looking children led him to question these long-held convictions.
It is not that he has come to believe that he is no longer Black or that his kids are White, Williams notes. It is that these categories cannot adequately capture either of them - or anyone else, for that matter. Beautifully written and bound to upset received opinions on race, Self-Portrait in Black and White is an urgent work for our time.
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- Ian Clements
- 10-15-24
his perspective on racial identity
it was a very good read and informative to those who want to learn a different perspective on racial identity
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- Bryan Todd
- 12-14-22
A beautiful, challenging meditation
Beautifully written. He compels you to stop and look twice and reconsider your basic assumptions. I plan to read more of his work.
Not the greatest reading of the material. He sounds stilted and sometimes even bored. But it is his own material and the content is terrific.
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- Matthew Nielsen
- 11-30-19
Clear thinking as counterculture
Williams is a gifted thinker and writer, which makes his attention to this topic a real and important contribution. His background in philosophy lends itself well to the discussion and his familiarity with Ellison, Crouch, and Baldwin are noticeable at certain points in the book.
Sadly, these great writers are largely ignored in America where individualism is drowned out by hollow intersectionality and its illogical companion, collectivism.
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- MaxD
- 01-31-20
Insightful and honest introspection
Thomas Chatterton Williams “Self-Portrait” is a book full of insightful question about race and our relationship to it. The book mainly struggles with the conundrum of how poor race is a category for defining or even understanding people. Biologically race doesn’t make much sense in the human context. Evolutionarily, population, race, species, sub-species etc are, over times both long and short, transient and ever shifting. Words like sub-species, and race don’t even make sense in the context of the human ape, Homo sapiens. This isn’t to say that for some groups certain sets of genes might clump one statistically probable clouds for short periods of time, nor that those clouds, better thought of as gene pools, might not, when well understood, help people understand the history of their ancestors or even grant insight into health. When looked at that way the language of color this person is black, that person is white implodes and the social construction of race reveals itself.
Williams grapples with this, not in the scientific language of the population ecologist, or the geneticist but as a logician and philosopher. He does cite a few biologists and work on the genetics of human difference (which is more superficial than most people realize) to ground his conclusion. But his use of reason, logic and the moves of serious philosophy are sufficient in many ways to doom the idea of race.
There is more here than that of course and I’ll let Williams speak for himself and not further synopsis the book. It’s worth your time even if you don’t find yourself in agreement. Williams is a gifted writer, and a challenging thinker. This is always a good thing.
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- Wayne
- 06-18-20
Honest self-portrait of identity
Thomas Chatterton Williams presents a strong case that use of racial designations in identity description is meaningless. Stated differently he believes that there is only one race of humans, the human race. And that further racial identifications is not only meaningless but also destructive. He is joined in this opinion by such "Black" intellectuals as John McWhorter, Kmele Foster, Coleman Hughes, Winfred Reilly, and Glenn Loury among others.
SELF-PORTRAIT IN BLACK AND WHITE - UNLEARNING RACE is an intensely personal description of key portions of Williams' life that led him to his conclusions about race.
As Juneteenth 2020 approaches and we consider the violent death of George Floyd at the hands/knees of Minneapolis police officers it is a time for citizens to reflect on matters of race in the US, it seems odd to me that Audible buys 100% into the religion of antiracism to the point of not recommending this book while recommending others that take the opposite view.
One of the most interesting aspects of Williams' book is his description of sending a DNA sample to 23andME for evaluation. That is something that I have also done. I learned that over 3% of my DNA is from West Africa while the most of the rest is northern European. The fact is that few of us are of one "race"; we are almost all mixtures. The average "Black" in the US is 27% white. Most people would classify me as "white" but under the "one drop rule" at 1/32nd "Black" I qualify as "Black". Author of this book Thomas Chatterton Williams has two children both of whom are blue-eyed blondes.
Human racial designations are meaningless!
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- Michael Bennett
- 12-28-19
Important work
On a long ride and just finished the best book on race that I’ve read in 25 years. This is the most important voice on the issue of race in America in this generation. In contrast to Ta-Nehisi Coates’ observations, anecdotes and anger Chatterton Williams has a reasoned, optimistic solution based vision for how we shed race and truly move forward.
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- DennyB
- 05-05-21
Thought provoking, and wise.
This book made me think. Unlike so many current titles, this book was full of wisdom and carefully thought out conclusions. The aim was to find common ground and workable solutions, not enrage and create division. Hearing the words read by the author was an added bonus. His soothing tone relayed the importance he seems to place on careful consideration of social patterns and personal responsibility.
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- Anthony Baptiste
- 07-18-20
Hopeful future
My experiences though not the same are very similar and this has opened me to more of this line of thing
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- Matt
- 05-31-21
Diving In
For a while now I’ve been trying to figure out how to approach race or see what the future may hold with the way many people approach race today. It’s obvious that there is a problem and as a white guy I feel that it is difficult to help. I’ve been searching for a place to begin. I’ve been listening to Coleman Hughes and his thoughts and then I stumbled across this. And This was another answer I was looking for. But this isn’t the whole picture, more of a jumping off point. I generally don’t enjoy contemporary stories that are biographical in nature but this one was interesting and engaging, with lessons throughout. Also, the philosophy of Camus was an interesting approach which was enjoyable. Definitely worth the read, especially the end.
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- Anonymous User
- 10-18-22
didn't expect much
I'm happy my class assigned this book it has become my favorite of the year!!
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