
Our Moon Has Blood Clots
A Memoir of a Lost Home in Kashmir
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Narrated by:
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Shirshendu Banerjee
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By:
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Rahul Pandita
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Rahul Pandita was fourteen years old when he was forced to leave his home in Srinagar along with his family. They were Kashmiri Pandits—the Hindu minority within a Muslim-majority Kashmir that was by 1990 becoming increasingly agitated with the cries of 'Azaadi' from India. Our Moon Has Blood Clots is the story of Kashmir, in which hundreds of thousands of Kashmiri Pandits were tortured, killed and forced to leave their homes by Islamist militants and to spend the rest of their lives in exile in their own country. Rahul Pandita has written a deeply personal, powerful and unforgettable story of history, home and loss.
©2017 Rahul Pandita (P)2022 Random House AudioListeners also enjoyed...
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