
Off the Deep End
Jerry and Becki Falwell and the Collapse of an Evangelical Dynasty
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Giancarlo Granda finally reveals the truth about his relationship with Becki Falwell and her husband Jerry Falwell Jr., and the hidden world of political influence, high finance, and criminal intrigue.
Jerry Falwell Jr. is a prominent figure in the evangelical world whose support for presidential candidate Donald J. Trump helped secure Trump's Republican nomination in 2016. He captured headlines when it was revealed that he and his wife Becki had participated in a years-long bizarre sexual relationship with a pool attendant they met at the Fountainbleu Hotel in Miami Beach. As Falwell Jr. began to deny this relationship, even more damaging news came out, ultimately forcing him to resign as president of Liberty University, which many consider to be the largest evangelical Christian university in the world.
Giancarlo Granda is now ready to share the story of his years on an "only in America" rollercoaster ride through the monied corridors of power and profound hypocrisy.
©2022 Giancarlo Granda, Mark Ebner (P)2022 HarperCollins PublishersListeners also enjoyed...
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- Length: 12 hrs and 41 mins
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In 1968, Bruce Tucker, a Black man, went into Virginia’s top research hospital with a head injury, only to have his heart taken out of his body and put into the chest of a White businessman. Now, in The Organ Thieves, Pulitzer Prize-nominated journalist Chip Jones exposes the horrifying inequality surrounding Tucker’s death and how he was used as a human guinea pig without his family’s permission or knowledge.
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Not your story to tell
- By Bianca S on 11-22-20
By: Chip Jones
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Walk Through This
- Harness the Healing Power of Nature and Travel the Road to Forgiveness
- By: Sara Schulting Kranz
- Narrated by: Sara Schulting Kranz
- Length: 6 hrs and 59 mins
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As a young, single mother, Sara Schulting Kranz discovered her path to forgiveness and healing from the scars of sexual abuse and the trauma of an unexpected divorce started with a daily practice of actively embracing the power and beauty of nature. Along the way, Sara learned a key lesson that to heal from anything you must walk through it on your own terms.
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A self dive into self love!
- By Travels of a Sweet Soul on 02-12-21
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Rome
- By: Matthew Kneale
- Narrated by: Neil Gardner
- Length: 12 hrs and 41 mins
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Rome, the Eternal City. Today visitors can stand on bridges that Julius Caesar and Cicero crossed; walk around temples in the footsteps of emperors; visit churches from the earliest days of Christianity. This is all the more remarkable considering what the city has endured. It has been ravaged by fires, floods, earthquakes, and - most of all - by roving armies. Matthew Kneale uses seven of these crisis moments to create a powerful and captivating account of Rome’s extraordinary history. He paints portraits of the city before each assault, describing how Romans, both rich and poor, lived their everyday lives.
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Lack of language skills an irritation
- By lmc on 07-16-18
By: Matthew Kneale
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Short Life in a Strange World
- Birth to Death in 42 Panels
- By: Toby Ferris
- Narrated by: Jot Davies
- Length: 9 hrs and 52 mins
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In 2012, facing the death of his father and impending fatherhood, Toby Ferris set off on a seemingly quixotic mission to track down and look at - in situ - every painting still in existence by Pieter Bruegel the Elder, the most influential and important artist of Northern Renaissance painting. The result of that pursuit is a remarkable journey through major European cities and across continents. As Ferris takes a keen analytical eye to the paintings, each piece brings new revelations about Bruegel’s art, and gives way to meditations on mortality, fatherhood, and life.
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Luminous
- By GM on 03-30-25
By: Toby Ferris
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Twelve Trees
- The Deep Roots of Our Future
- By: Daniel Lewis
- Narrated by: Kaleo Griffith
- Length: 9 hrs and 29 mins
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The world today is undergoing the most rapid environmental transformation in human history—from climate change to deforestation. Scientists, ethnobotanists, indigenous peoples, and collectives of all kinds are closely studying trees and their biology to understand how and why trees function individually and collectively in the ways they do. In Twelve Trees, Daniel Lewis, curator and historian at one of the world’s most renowned research libraries, travels the world to learn about these trees in their habitats.
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lots of detail
- By David M Hazelton on 03-06-25
By: Daniel Lewis
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The House of Yan
- A Family at the Heart of a Century in Chinese History
- By: Lan Yan
- Narrated by: Angela Lin
- Length: 10 hrs and 54 mins
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The history of the Yan family is inseparable from the history of China over the last century. One of the most influential businesswomen of China today, Lan Yan grew up in the company of the country's powerful elite, including Zhou Enlai, Deng Xiaoping, and other top leaders. In recounting her family history, Lan Yan brings to life a century of Chinese history from the last emperor to present day, including the Cultural Revolution which tore her childhood apart. The little girl who was crushed by the Cultural Revolution has become one of the most active businesswomen in her country.
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An Incredible Saga of Yan’s Family
- By Mei Karras on 02-17-20
By: Lan Yan
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A Body Made of Glass
- A Cultural History of Hypochondria
- By: Caroline Crampton
- Narrated by: Caroline Crampton
- Length: 9 hrs and 23 mins
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Caroline Crampton’s life was upended at the age of seventeen, when she was diagnosed with Hodgkin’s lymphoma, a relatively rare blood cancer. After years of invasive treatment, she was finally given the all clear. But being cured of the cancer didn’t mean she felt well. Instead, the fear lingered, and she found herself always on the alert, braced for signs that the illness had reemerged.
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Loved all the historical stories!
- By Dave on 12-22-24
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Fallen Idols
- Twelve Statues That Made History
- By: Alex von Tunzelmann
- Narrated by: Kristin Atherton
- Length: 9 hrs and 5 mins
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In this timely and lively look at the act of toppling monuments, the popular historian and author of Blood and Sand explores the vital question of how a society remembers—and confronts—the past.
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Interesting Read
- By Michelle on 01-23-22
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Searching for Savanna
- The Murder of One Native American Woman and the Violence Against the Many
- By: Mona Gable
- Narrated by: Cassandra Campbell
- Length: 9 hrs and 39 mins
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In the summer of 2017, twenty-two-year-old Savanna LaFontaine-Greywind vanished. A week after she disappeared, police arrested the white couple who lived upstairs from Savanna and emerged from their apartment carrying an infant girl. The baby was Savanna’s, but Savanna’s body would not be found for days. The horrifying crime sent shock waves far beyond Fargo, North Dakota, where it occurred, and helped expose the sexual and physical violence Native American women and girls have endured since the country’s colonization.
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Truth is so hard!
- By Candace Vila on 10-05-24
By: Mona Gable
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The Darkness Manifesto
- Our Light Pollution, Night Ecology, and the Ancient Rhythms That Sustain Life
- By: Johan Eklöf
- Narrated by: Owen Findlay
- Length: 5 hrs and 31 mins
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How much light is too much light? Satellite pictures show our planet as a brightly glowing orb, and in our era of constant illumination, light pollution has become a major issue. The world’s flora and fauna have evolved to operate in the natural cycle of day and night. But in the last 150 years, we have extended our day—and in doing so have forced out the inhabitants of the night and disrupted the circadian rhythms necessary to sustain all living things, including ourselves.
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A little bit of everything
- By Ionicphly on 05-22-24
By: Johan Eklöf
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- GirlyGirl
- 02-16-23
Dive In!
This book pairs well with the documentary, God Forbid and gets deeper into psychological manipulation. It mentions some things which aren’t in the documentary, so it’s definitely worth a listen. It is heartbreaking to hear him describe wanting to commit suicide because of this but I can honestly say I am so proud of this man to come forward and tell his story. The students however from Liberty University are victims as well and this book sheds light on that. I truly believe his courage and spirited determination will have him on the path to greater things.
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- Joy S.
- 10-27-22
I Fell into the Rabbit Hole!
An engrossing listen. Reads like a mystery podcast. Found myself listening to it in one long session. Told without embellishment as if I’m taking a deposition. And given the story, it was spot on. Enjoyed it very much.
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- Ms Caster
- 11-23-22
Shocked
How one gets away with such utter nonsense as a pastor of a MAJOR school is beyond my thoughts and thinking. This pastor needs to be stripped of everything that he owns and will ever own. To abuse not only his power that God gave but to abuse others is a disgrace. Very good story and sharing it will help other survivors of abuse!!
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- ItsMeCathyG
- 12-03-23
The Libertine Way
I was ready to come away from this book thinking of the Falwells and their "Pool Boy" as three equally noxious peas in a putrid pod. So, it was a nice surprise to learn Mr. and Mrs. F can claim the pod all for themselves. Giancarlo Granda isn't anybody's deliberate gigolo. His story rings true, and it reveals him to be a smart and sympathetic character who was ensnared in the Falwells' web before he could become the savvy student of human frailty he’d eventually turn out to be. It’s not difficult to imagine Becki Falwell, all sexed up and on the prowl poolside in South Beach, homing in on a wide-eyed Granda while her husband was back in their hotel room, arranging the perch from which he’d leer as the interlude played out. This book tells that story, and everything that came after it, in riveting and yet completely plausible detail. The well paced account also neatly weaves in the power plays that inevitably arose because the Falwells, being who they were, had to control the narrative — or at least try. For good measure, there’s also the Trump angle, since no contemporary tale of wicked depravity is complete without him. In the end, Granda was vindicated, and this book tells that part of the story, too. All’s well that ends well — except, it seems, a Fallwell.
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- mk gearhard
- 11-02-22
This kid comes through as a truth teller
What a story . Well written, well read, well documented, articulate . This kid is a David against a Goliath.
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- DoLo
- 07-23-23
I knew it!
I remember watching Falwell Sr. back in the late’80-early’90, when he “exposed” the Robertsons. When he stated the they were “immoral, sexual deviants, homosexuals” and used it to justify the theft of PTL ministry worth millions and millions. I knew back then it’s completely hypocritical, lying, manipulating gang. Using the cloth to enrich themselves and enforce their agenda on the American politics. I knew they all were disgusting creatures. This book confirms that. Excellent!
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- R. Squyres
- 10-27-22
Literary Version of Revenge Porn
Glancarlo Granda presents himself as the worlds greatest victim. Poor him, he had sex with another man's wife; over and over and over. And then says he felt trapped.
At every turn, he will start to show some accountability, then quickly explain why it's really someone else's fault.
The Falwell's made him do it.
Jerry made him do it.
Becky made him do it.
The Christian right made him do it.
Donald Trump made him do it.
The book, while interesting in the beginning, devolves into a mean spirited hate latter to Jerry and Becky. It is obvious Granda wants to hurt the Farwell's and would be glad to splash some shade on Liberty University while he's at it.
His story is unconvincing. I don't think he was trapped. I don't think people were following him. His own lawyer told him no one was following him. Unable to convince law enforcement, or his lawyer; he now tries to convince the public that mysterious people were tracking his every move, spying on his computer, breaking into his car and forcing him to sleep with someone else's wife.
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- S. M. King
- 11-24-22
Compelling
The author relates an fascinating story that should interest anyone in the faith-based education community. Most of us never suspected how rotted from the inside the Falwell flagship had become and how wrongly (foolishly?) so many had invested their trust in this inflated brand. Falwell Sr. should rightly be spinning in his grave.
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- DC Dave
- 11-04-22
Incredible story - well told
I believe Giancarlo and he has written an excellent book that spotlights the dishonesty and hypocrisy of the evangelical movement, Falwell Jr. and his wife, and the cruelty they showed by taking emotional, physical and financial advantage of a young man who is having to fight to get his life back.
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- Joseph C. Wilson
- 01-02-23
Exposed: Jerry Falwell, Jr. and Donald Trump
Book exposes Liberty University and its leaders as Christian hypocrites. At least two other boy toys seem to exist and back up the authors narrative. The couples personal trainer and the teenage friend of their children back up this sordid tale.
After watching the documentary on Hulu, the facts are detailed and the evidence is real. While some of the bisexual aspects seem to be closed over, the gay friendly hostel at the center of the business deal consummated confirms that Falwells are hypocritical of gay rights.
While the author’s story remains the same over the course of the scandal, the Falwells use Donald Trump’s playbook to lie and change their story to attack their accusers. Even a Vanity Fair article in January 2022 with their cooperation was aimed at poking holes in their narrative, but did nothing to absolve them off guilt.
Big time religion remains at the heart of their political influence and points to the luxurious lifestyles of the rich religious leaders, who do little to help the poor and suffering. It’s all about maintaining their tax free existence and raw political power.
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