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Darnell L Moore
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Lambda Literary Award (Gay Memoir/Biography) winner, 2019
From a leading journalist and activist comes a brave, beautifully wrought memoir.
When Darnell Moore was 14, three boys from his neighborhood tried to set him on fire. They cornered him while he was walking home from school, harassed him because they thought he was gay, and poured a jug of gasoline on him. He escaped, but just barely. It wasn't the last time he would face death. Three decades later, Moore is an award-winning writer, a leading Black Lives Matter activist, and an advocate for justice and liberation.
In No Ashes in the Fire, he shares the journey taken by that scared, bullied teenager who not only survived, but found his calling. Moore's transcendence over the myriad forces of repression that faced him is a testament to the grace and care of the people who loved him, and to his hometown, Camden, NJ, scarred and ignored but brimming with life. Moore reminds us that liberation is possible if we commit ourselves to fighting for it, and if we dream and create futures where those who survive on society's edges can thrive.
No Ashes in the Fire is a story of beauty and hope—and an honest reckoning with family, with place, and with what it means to be free.
©2018 Darnell L Moore (P)2018 Hachette AudioListeners also enjoyed...
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Critic reviews
A New York Times Notable Book of the Year
"Stranded in the urban battleground of Camden, New Jersey... Moore struggles against a crush of bullying, bigotry, and self-loathing. He chronicles his odyssey in this piercingly vulnerable memoir, ultimately finding his way to LGBTQ activism and 'black joy' through faith and family."—O Magazine
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All genres considered, the memoir is among the most difficult and complex for a writer to pull off. After all, giving voice to your own lived experience and recounting deeply painful or uncomfortable memories in a way that still engages and entertains is a remarkable feat. These autobiographies, often narrated by the authors themselves, shine with raw, unfiltered emotion sure to resonate with any listener. But don't just take our word for it—queue up any one of these listens, and you'll hear exactly what we mean.
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- A. Papakee
- 12-20-18
AMAZING
This was one of my favorite books I’ve ever read in my whole life (I’m only 17). I’ve never read a book so raw and so beautifully emotional. I related to almost every word he said, as I am a black LGBT person in America, someone who struggles on a constant basis because of who I am and where I come from.
I would recommend this book to anyone and everyone. Non-fiction needs to be more popular in our society because it shows the reality of our communities and people.
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- Mack H Lewis II
- 06-30-19
Loved it!
I loved it but struggled to finish. It took me awhile. Definitely recommend this powerful book by Darnell Moore.
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- Gail
- 02-15-21
Amazing. Story
Loved learning about what knew & didn't know about Gay Black Man . Thank You.
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- ELena F. Bell
- 10-19-18
No Ashes In The Fire
Brilliant! A must read. Evokes a special feeling. Made me cry. Read it now for sure.
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- Patricia Smith
- 10-08-18
I learned so much and not just about Darnell
I, like many, saw Darnell's presence online and through to his greatness on viral posts and in enlightening short videos.
So, I purchased this "memoir" knowing that I'd receive invaluable takeaways, life lessons, and not just learn about Darnell's inspiring life, which he tells well. I ended the book admiring Darnell's greeeaat character and inspiried to be a better person and do more for the Black community.
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- Cheryl Delmolino
- 08-06-18
Yes!
I had no idea what I was getting myself into with this book, but I was pleasantly surprised! Darnell's writing is real, raw, and captivating. His story of being black and queer in America is riveting - it's a story that should be both told and heard more. Thank you Darnell!
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- Jamie M Buss
- 08-25-20
engaging, important, insightful story
I learned a lot. Highly recommended. This autobiography is heartfelt, heart warming, broke my heart. I come away from it a little wiser and more connected to more people.
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- CWPLAY
- 07-11-19
Authentic Narration
What made this book vivid and real were the author’s authentic voice right down to his blackisms such as aks for ask, excape for escape. I really appreciate that he was allowed to speak with his own vocabulary as well as voice.
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- cdc36
- 01-09-19
Loved this story!
This is an incredible story. The writer does a great job of creating mental images and inciting emotion in you with this descriptions.
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- Kenny Cook
- 06-30-18
What an excellent memoir/autobiography.
What an excellent memoir/autobiography. Darnell Moore tells of his life growing up Gay and Black and all of the turmoil it entails. If you're an Audible user, I suggest you listen to his story in his voice. Thoroughly enjoyed it.
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