
My Only Defense
Love Is Love, Book 3
Failed to add items
Add to Cart failed.
Add to Wish List failed.
Remove from wishlist failed.
Adding to library failed
Follow podcast failed
Unfollow podcast failed
$0.99/mo for the first 3 months

Buy for $17.19
No default payment method selected.
We are sorry. We are not allowed to sell this product with the selected payment method
-
Narrated by:
-
Chris Chambers
-
John Solo
-
By:
-
Leigh Lennon
About this listen
Garrison:
Love sucks! There, I said it. I've never looked for it, nor do I want it. All it seems to do is cause open wounds. I already suffer from the guilt of a horrific accident. I won't let love suck me down the rabbit hole. But Murphy's Law is a diva out to destroy my life. Someone sees me for more than just a one and done, and though I've pushed men away for years, he's refreshing. But remember that diva I told you about? She's sort of a b**** too. Yeah, love more than sucks, but since I can't use the words I want, I'll just stick to that, because the man I want has a connection with me no one knows about.
Lawson:
I met a man. Sure, he's a little detached and cynical. Though, try telling my heart he's all wrong for me. I've been over it with this particular traitorous part of my body. And I do the one thing I never do with my hook-ups: I give him a way to reach me. But it's more—I almost beg him to call me after my next deployment. Oh, yeah, forgot to mention, I'm in the military and am shipping out. I want him to be my welcoming party when I come home, yet when I unravel every complicated part of Garrison Fisher, I find more and more I should run from. But I can't. He's broken, but after my time in the military, I'm broken too. Can we fix one another and heal the wounds that may very well tear us apart?
Contains mature themes.
©2021 Leigh Lennon (P)2022 TantorListeners also enjoyed...
-
Adrift
- Threes in the Keys Series, Book 1
- By: Leigh Lennon
- Narrated by: Chris Chambers, Stephanie Rose
- Length: 8 hrs and 34 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Davenport: I thought I found where I belonged with my husband and wife. Everything was perfect until we lost her on the same day our son came into this world. Together, we tried to stay strong and focused on bringing her dream to life, but maybe it's finally time for us to follow our own dreams.
-
-
So bad
- By Loyal Listener on 01-10-25
By: Leigh Lennon
-
Egotistical Puckboy
- Puckboys, Book 1
- By: Eden Finley, Saxon James
- Narrated by: Iggy Toma, Alexander Cendese
- Length: 7 hrs and 36 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
When it comes to hockey, I'm all about the game. I've worked for years to be one of the best in the league, and l've done it without splashing my orientation all over the tabloids. My hockey image is one I've carefully cultivated, and after one night with Ezra Palaszczuk, I risk it all. He's cocky, obnoxious, and has an ego bigger than Massachusetts. And okay, maybe he's the sexiest man I've ever known. We'll never get along. Not when we sleep together. Not even when my possessive streak awakens. That doesn't stop us from falling into bed together over and over again.
-
-
I Wanted to Like It
- By Marcus on 03-01-22
By: Eden Finley, and others
-
Up in Flames
- By: Eden Finley, Saxon James
- Narrated by: Tim Paige, Liam DiCosimo
- Length: 7 hrs and 49 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
My loser high school friend never deserved him anyway. If I’d had the chance, I would have locked Remy down years ago. Only, when the party leads to a drunken kiss, going on their honeymoon, and sharing their marital bed, I have to say, I’m not entirely sad that their wedding went up in flames.
-
-
Okay
- By Michele Blake on 11-07-23
By: Eden Finley, and others
-
The New Guy
- By: Sarina Bowen
- Narrated by: Teddy Hamilton, J.F. Harding
- Length: 9 hrs and 49 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
My name is Hudson Newgate, but my teammates call me "New Guy". That was my nickname in Chicago, too. And Vancouver. That’s what happens when you keep getting traded. Brooklyn is my last chance, especially after my poor performance last season.
-
-
Lackluster
- By Maryellen in Metsland on 03-03-23
By: Sarina Bowen
-
The Loner
- The Vers Podcast, Book 1
- By: Riley Hart
- Narrated by: Sean Crisden
- Length: 6 hrs and 21 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
As a founding member of The Vers, a queer podcast I host with my three best friends, I’m "The Loner"—quieter than the others, and except for them, I don’t let myself get too close to people. Most of them just let you down anyway, or maybe it’s just that something about me chases people away.
-
-
Sweet romance
- By E. Hill on 01-08-25
By: Riley Hart
-
Hidden Scars
- Darby U Hockey Boys, Book 1
- By: Andi Jaxon
- Narrated by: Teddy Hamilton, Iggy Toma
- Length: 11 hrs and 23 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Charles Preston Carmichael is the most infuriating man I've ever met. I want to sock the golden boy of college hockey right in the mouth. He enjoys telling me everything I'm messing up—publicly. And since he's my roommate for the next year, I can't avoid him. Yet there's something about him that makes me watch him. Something dark. A secret I want to uncover. When he returns from a weekend away, broken and haunted, I can't keep my distance anymore. He needs someone, and I'll be damned if it's not me.
-
-
Wow!! what a story
- By Nova on 10-13-23
By: Andi Jaxon
-
Adrift
- Threes in the Keys Series, Book 1
- By: Leigh Lennon
- Narrated by: Chris Chambers, Stephanie Rose
- Length: 8 hrs and 34 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Davenport: I thought I found where I belonged with my husband and wife. Everything was perfect until we lost her on the same day our son came into this world. Together, we tried to stay strong and focused on bringing her dream to life, but maybe it's finally time for us to follow our own dreams.
-
-
So bad
- By Loyal Listener on 01-10-25
By: Leigh Lennon
-
Egotistical Puckboy
- Puckboys, Book 1
- By: Eden Finley, Saxon James
- Narrated by: Iggy Toma, Alexander Cendese
- Length: 7 hrs and 36 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
When it comes to hockey, I'm all about the game. I've worked for years to be one of the best in the league, and l've done it without splashing my orientation all over the tabloids. My hockey image is one I've carefully cultivated, and after one night with Ezra Palaszczuk, I risk it all. He's cocky, obnoxious, and has an ego bigger than Massachusetts. And okay, maybe he's the sexiest man I've ever known. We'll never get along. Not when we sleep together. Not even when my possessive streak awakens. That doesn't stop us from falling into bed together over and over again.
-
-
I Wanted to Like It
- By Marcus on 03-01-22
By: Eden Finley, and others
-
Up in Flames
- By: Eden Finley, Saxon James
- Narrated by: Tim Paige, Liam DiCosimo
- Length: 7 hrs and 49 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
My loser high school friend never deserved him anyway. If I’d had the chance, I would have locked Remy down years ago. Only, when the party leads to a drunken kiss, going on their honeymoon, and sharing their marital bed, I have to say, I’m not entirely sad that their wedding went up in flames.
-
-
Okay
- By Michele Blake on 11-07-23
By: Eden Finley, and others
-
The New Guy
- By: Sarina Bowen
- Narrated by: Teddy Hamilton, J.F. Harding
- Length: 9 hrs and 49 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
My name is Hudson Newgate, but my teammates call me "New Guy". That was my nickname in Chicago, too. And Vancouver. That’s what happens when you keep getting traded. Brooklyn is my last chance, especially after my poor performance last season.
-
-
Lackluster
- By Maryellen in Metsland on 03-03-23
By: Sarina Bowen
-
The Loner
- The Vers Podcast, Book 1
- By: Riley Hart
- Narrated by: Sean Crisden
- Length: 6 hrs and 21 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
As a founding member of The Vers, a queer podcast I host with my three best friends, I’m "The Loner"—quieter than the others, and except for them, I don’t let myself get too close to people. Most of them just let you down anyway, or maybe it’s just that something about me chases people away.
-
-
Sweet romance
- By E. Hill on 01-08-25
By: Riley Hart
-
Hidden Scars
- Darby U Hockey Boys, Book 1
- By: Andi Jaxon
- Narrated by: Teddy Hamilton, Iggy Toma
- Length: 11 hrs and 23 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Charles Preston Carmichael is the most infuriating man I've ever met. I want to sock the golden boy of college hockey right in the mouth. He enjoys telling me everything I'm messing up—publicly. And since he's my roommate for the next year, I can't avoid him. Yet there's something about him that makes me watch him. Something dark. A secret I want to uncover. When he returns from a weekend away, broken and haunted, I can't keep my distance anymore. He needs someone, and I'll be damned if it's not me.
-
-
Wow!! what a story
- By Nova on 10-13-23
By: Andi Jaxon
-
Until Him
- Inevitable Series, Book 1
- By: Cora Rose
- Narrated by: Nick J. Russo, Iggy Toma
- Length: 7 hrs and 19 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
I’m Logan Lewis: popular, charming, and athletic. All the girls love me. Yep, I’ve really got it made. Then I find myself in danger of failing my chemistry class and losing my sports scholarship. I know the only person who can save me is the smartest science tutor on campus. Theo Reign is brilliant. He’s also cold, antisocial, moody, and mean. He looks at me like he hates me, but touches me like he wants me. There’s something just beneath the surface that draws me in. His secret pain mirrors my own, and I suddenly find myself craving him.
-
-
Logan and Theo stole my heart!
- By Sky on 04-30-23
By: Cora Rose
-
The Christmas Roommate
- By: Ana Ashley
- Narrated by: Alexander Gianni Cendese
- Length: 1 hr and 43 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Keep an eye on Ren, they said. Just for tonight, they said. Next thing you know, I'm babysitting 300 succulents and Ren is making himself at home in my space. The Christmas Roommate is a stand-alone Christmas short story set in Ana’s new world of the Spencer brothers. Expect lots of pining from two guys who secretly love each other, an adorable puppy, and the biggest collection of succulents in the history of romance.
-
-
Cute
- By ShannonVM on 12-31-23
By: Ana Ashley
-
Iced Out
- Leighton U, Book 1
- By: CE Ricci
- Narrated by: Christian Fox, Liam DiCosimo
- Length: 9 hrs and 45 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
My path to success never included an enemy as a teammate, especially one as infuriating as Quinton de Haas. Clawing under my skin is his favorite pastime, only feeding the animosity between us as the years pass. We’re as completely opposite as two people can be; the golden boy and the black sheep. Constantly at odds or at each other’s throats. The only thing we can agree on is hockey is our true love, and we’ll do whatever it takes to come out on top. I never imagined that drive would lead me to do the unthinkable: falling into bed with my not-so-straight rival.
-
-
This story, this audiobook, this CASTING!! OUTSTANDING!!!
- By Tiffany on 08-03-23
By: CE Ricci
-
Can't Say Goodbye
- By: Eden Finley
- Narrated by: Tim Paige
- Length: 8 hrs and 5 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
I can’t walk away from Kit and Prescott. Kit is the stern nurturer I need. He’s the caretaker, the solid presence. Prescott enables my wild ways. He’s someone I can have fun with. They couldn’t be more perfect for me.
-
-
Good though frustrating angst at times
- By VA on 04-10-23
By: Eden Finley
-
Spruce Texas Romance Box Set
- Books 1-3
- By: Daryl Banner
- Narrated by: Chris Chambers, Sean Crisden, Kirt Graves
- Length: 29 hrs and 37 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
This exclusive box set collection contains the first three books in the best-selling gay romance series, Spruce Texas!
-
-
loved it
- By Jordan Oocumma on 05-26-22
By: Daryl Banner
-
The Boyfriend Comeback
- By: L. Blakely
- Narrated by: Teddy Hamilton, J.F. Harding
- Length: 10 hrs and 20 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
I have to stop replaying the one night I spent with my rival. Trouble is, that white-hot encounter with the other quarterback answered a lot of questions I’ve had about myself, but it also led me into this mess where he hates me. I never showed up for our second date. Since, well, life happened, and the worst part is he’ll never know how much that night meant to me.
-
-
⭐️⭐️ 5 Stars ⭐️⭐️
- By ❤️Cyndi Marie❤️🎧Audiobook Addicts🎧 on 09-06-22
By: L. Blakely
-
You, Again
- The Elmwood Stories, Book 1
- By: Lane Hayes
- Narrated by: Nick J. Russo
- Length: 6 hrs and 7 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Hockey is in my blood. I learned to skate before I learned how to ride a bike. I’ve been on a wild ride, playing at the highest level for some of the biggest and best teams in the league. But now it’s over, and I’m not sure what to do with myself. So I'm going home to Elmwood. But I’ll tell you what I’m not gonna do—I’m not going to coach my buddy’s junior hockey league. No chance. I don’t know how to deal with kids, and besides, the other coach—who happens to be my best friend’s brother—hates me. With reason.
-
-
An unexpected delight!
- By Maryellen in Metsland on 01-06-24
By: Lane Hayes
-
Keeper
- Kensley Panthers Series, Book 1
- By: Nicole Dykes
- Narrated by: Tim Paige, Liam DiCosimo
- Length: 5 hrs and 34 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
I like to party; to have a good time. Life’s too short not to. I learned that when I lost my grandpa. He told me to have fun while I can, and I intend to. Though sometimes when you’re having a good time, you forget others may see you as irresponsible. And sometimes you screw up. I’ve definitely screwed up a time or two, but I’m still determined to have fun. I’m hoping I’ll convince my best friend, Camden, to do the same along the way. He’s too serious. Too focused. Too busy taking care of everyone to just relax. And that’s where I come in.
-
-
GFY done well
- By Zell Oakley on 04-06-23
By: Nicole Dykes
-
For the Fans
- By: Nyla K
- Narrated by: Javi Wilder, Corvin King
- Length: 22 hrs and 39 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Kyran Harbor is everything I'm not. Rich. Popular. A superstar football player who's awfully broody for someone who has it all. Basically, he's a preppy jock who hates me. Oh, and he's also my stepbrother. That's right. We're stuck together, sharing a school, a house, a bathroom. Honestly I wouldn't care if he wasn't such an uptight control freak who messes with me just because we're different. I had every intention of avoiding him when we got to college. Until abrupt misfortune forces us both into a compromising position.
-
-
The book was better...
- By Amazon User on 10-06-23
By: Nyla K
-
The Intern
- By: Serena Akeroyd
- Narrated by: Joe Arden, Jacob Morgan
- Length: 7 hrs and 59 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Sex comes with a price tag. One I’m quite willing to pay. In fact, I prefer it. It’s easier that way, and in my life, I prefer ease. Prefer for most things to be transactional.
-
-
Workplace M|M romance with spice & swoon
- By Lauren Brooke on 07-22-23
By: Serena Akeroyd
-
Locked in Silence
- Pelican Bay, Book 1
- By: Sloane Kennedy
- Narrated by: Michael Dean
- Length: 8 hrs and 55 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
10 years after leaving his small Minnesota hometown in his rear view mirror for what Nolan Grainger was sure would be the last time, life has decided to throw the talented musician a curveball and send him back to the town he lived in but was never really home. When he’s forced to use the last of his own money to keep from losing the family home, desperation has him turning to the one man he’d hoped never to see again....
-
-
✫✫ 4 Stars ✫✫
- By ❤️Cyndi Marie❤️🎧Audiobook Addicts🎧 on 11-19-18
By: Sloane Kennedy
-
Rookie Move
- Playing for Keeps, Book 1
- By: Neve Wilder, Riley Hart
- Narrated by: Nick J. Russo
- Length: 7 hrs and 53 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
I’ve had a crush on my brother’s best friend since the moment I laid eyes on him four years ago. Warner Ramsey is 225 pounds of pure hotness, a media darling, and one of the best NFL quarterbacks in the league. Hell, he’s the reason I figured out I’m solidly bi. It was easy to keep my crush under control when I was in college. Now, we play for the same team, and every time he talks smack, I want to shut him up. With my mouth.
-
-
I finished this in one sitting
- By Jess ~ Book Lover on 07-18-22
By: Neve Wilder, and others
People who viewed this also viewed...
-
My Only Wish
- Love Is Love, Book 4
- By: Leigh Lennon
- Narrated by: Chris Chambers, John Solo
- Length: 9 hrs and 5 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Lane: Shaw and I have a unique kind of love. One that has found us inviting a third to join our bed from time to time. Our playmate is never meant to be anything more—fulfilling a purpose and leaving before sunrise the following day. It had been the rule until Shaw went and confessed that he wants more. There's just one problem. I've been keeping a secret from the man I vowed to love forever. And it's the key to why we can never be a committed triad.
-
-
Really interesting but PG take on a poly relationship
- By BookLover on 11-10-24
By: Leigh Lennon
-
My Only Reason
- Love Is Love Series, Book 1
- By: Leigh Lennon
- Narrated by: Chris Chambers, John Solo
- Length: 7 hrs and 57 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
It's a cliche really, falling in love with my best friend, my very straight best friend. And to add more complications, I'm a football player, about to be drafted. We're manly men. We aren't supposed to be gay. But I am and I love the one person I'll never have. Until fate forces us together six years later. It'll be both a fantasy and hell on earth, playing along Crush - the only man who will ever truly own my heart.
-
-
I enjoy it…one thing though
- By Chicago Reader on 10-05-21
By: Leigh Lennon
-
After Hours Lectures
- Forbidden Series, Book 1
- By: Kimberly Knight, Rachel Lyn Adams
- Narrated by: Tor Thom, Jameson Adams
- Length: 6 hrs and 40 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
A part-time professor and photojournalist, Hayden immerses himself in work, finding it easier to face the world from behind his camera lens. When his one-night fling walks into his classroom four days later, his carefully constructed walls begin to crumble. Carefree frat boy Tyler Statler loves a good time. He's eager to take advantage of everything college life offers before embarking on his dream job as a music journalist. But when the bright-eyed stranger from a few nights before turns out to be his new professor, his world changes.
-
-
Love forbidden stories!
- By Ana Silva on 03-12-25
By: Kimberly Knight, and others
-
Father/Son Duet
- Like Father Like Son and Different as Night and Day
- By: Leigh Lennon
- Narrated by: Teddy Hamilton, Charlotte North
- Length: 12 hrs and 43 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Like Father Like Son: I said good-bye to my son. But he had one final request - a letter I'll never forget. Different as Night and Day: I laid my husband to rest....
-
-
Beautiful portrait of resilience & love.
- By ZenTravelJen on 05-29-24
By: Leigh Lennon
-
Adrift
- Threes in the Keys Series, Book 1
- By: Leigh Lennon
- Narrated by: Chris Chambers, Stephanie Rose
- Length: 8 hrs and 34 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Davenport: I thought I found where I belonged with my husband and wife. Everything was perfect until we lost her on the same day our son came into this world. Together, we tried to stay strong and focused on bringing her dream to life, but maybe it's finally time for us to follow our own dreams.
-
-
So bad
- By Loyal Listener on 01-10-25
By: Leigh Lennon
-
BRO'S LOCKER ROOM SECRET - Gay First Time M/M Romance
- By: Dickson EM
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 49 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Neil Horowitz is a real stud. He’s the star of his college football team and the guy that everyone looks up to. When one of the team's top players gets injured before the big game, the coach asks Neil to train the only replacement they could find: the aloof and devil-may-care AJ Doyle. Personalities clash, and when two hunky college guys spend all day on the field together, things are bound to heat up in the locker room – in more ways than one. What kind of hot testosterone fueled action will become these two bros' dirty locker room secret? Satisfy your gay best bro fantasy and get this...
-
-
If it had been read by a man it would have been hot
- By Anonymous User on 03-26-24
By: Dickson EM
-
My Only Wish
- Love Is Love, Book 4
- By: Leigh Lennon
- Narrated by: Chris Chambers, John Solo
- Length: 9 hrs and 5 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Lane: Shaw and I have a unique kind of love. One that has found us inviting a third to join our bed from time to time. Our playmate is never meant to be anything more—fulfilling a purpose and leaving before sunrise the following day. It had been the rule until Shaw went and confessed that he wants more. There's just one problem. I've been keeping a secret from the man I vowed to love forever. And it's the key to why we can never be a committed triad.
-
-
Really interesting but PG take on a poly relationship
- By BookLover on 11-10-24
By: Leigh Lennon
-
My Only Reason
- Love Is Love Series, Book 1
- By: Leigh Lennon
- Narrated by: Chris Chambers, John Solo
- Length: 7 hrs and 57 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
It's a cliche really, falling in love with my best friend, my very straight best friend. And to add more complications, I'm a football player, about to be drafted. We're manly men. We aren't supposed to be gay. But I am and I love the one person I'll never have. Until fate forces us together six years later. It'll be both a fantasy and hell on earth, playing along Crush - the only man who will ever truly own my heart.
-
-
I enjoy it…one thing though
- By Chicago Reader on 10-05-21
By: Leigh Lennon
-
After Hours Lectures
- Forbidden Series, Book 1
- By: Kimberly Knight, Rachel Lyn Adams
- Narrated by: Tor Thom, Jameson Adams
- Length: 6 hrs and 40 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
A part-time professor and photojournalist, Hayden immerses himself in work, finding it easier to face the world from behind his camera lens. When his one-night fling walks into his classroom four days later, his carefully constructed walls begin to crumble. Carefree frat boy Tyler Statler loves a good time. He's eager to take advantage of everything college life offers before embarking on his dream job as a music journalist. But when the bright-eyed stranger from a few nights before turns out to be his new professor, his world changes.
-
-
Love forbidden stories!
- By Ana Silva on 03-12-25
By: Kimberly Knight, and others
-
Father/Son Duet
- Like Father Like Son and Different as Night and Day
- By: Leigh Lennon
- Narrated by: Teddy Hamilton, Charlotte North
- Length: 12 hrs and 43 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Like Father Like Son: I said good-bye to my son. But he had one final request - a letter I'll never forget. Different as Night and Day: I laid my husband to rest....
-
-
Beautiful portrait of resilience & love.
- By ZenTravelJen on 05-29-24
By: Leigh Lennon
-
Adrift
- Threes in the Keys Series, Book 1
- By: Leigh Lennon
- Narrated by: Chris Chambers, Stephanie Rose
- Length: 8 hrs and 34 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Davenport: I thought I found where I belonged with my husband and wife. Everything was perfect until we lost her on the same day our son came into this world. Together, we tried to stay strong and focused on bringing her dream to life, but maybe it's finally time for us to follow our own dreams.
-
-
So bad
- By Loyal Listener on 01-10-25
By: Leigh Lennon
-
BRO'S LOCKER ROOM SECRET - Gay First Time M/M Romance
- By: Dickson EM
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 49 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Neil Horowitz is a real stud. He’s the star of his college football team and the guy that everyone looks up to. When one of the team's top players gets injured before the big game, the coach asks Neil to train the only replacement they could find: the aloof and devil-may-care AJ Doyle. Personalities clash, and when two hunky college guys spend all day on the field together, things are bound to heat up in the locker room – in more ways than one. What kind of hot testosterone fueled action will become these two bros' dirty locker room secret? Satisfy your gay best bro fantasy and get this...
-
-
If it had been read by a man it would have been hot
- By Anonymous User on 03-26-24
By: Dickson EM
-
His Truth
- By: Riley Hart
- Narrated by: Joel Leslie
- Length: 8 hrs and 28 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
They were only kids when they met for the first time. Leo Mancini was the son of a judge. Roman Cipriani the son of a criminal. So different, yet as they shared stolen kisses and secret moments, they fell in love. One day they would run away together, have the future they deserved, because no one loved Leo like Roman did, or Roman like Leo did. But before they could make their dreams come true, their future was viciously stolen and their lives changed forever. Roman has spent the last 12 years repressing the trauma in his past, trying to pretend it didn't exist.
-
-
Beautiful story
- By Kindle Customer on 04-17-20
By: Riley Hart
-
Bruised but Not Broken
- A Spark of Hope Standalone
- By: Nicole Dykes
- Narrated by: Stephen Dexter, Michael Dean
- Length: 6 hrs and 32 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Spark of Hope: A bi-weekly trauma support group. This is my nightmare. When I think of a support group, I think of sad people sitting around talking about their feelings and nothing changing. And yet, when my brother and his best friend, who happens to be a therapist, presented the idea of holding the meetings at my gym, I caved. Because I, Benjamin Price, have always tried to rescue the people in my life. But I can’t. I’ve usually failed them.
-
-
not my fav
- By Lola on 01-06-23
By: Nicole Dykes
-
Brazen Affairs
- Hidden Affairs, Book 1
- By: Ashley James
- Narrated by: Iggy Toma, Aiden Snow
- Length: 8 hrs and 39 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
My entire life has been one steady plan after another. Go to college. Get married. Have a successful career. More than a decade goes by, and my entire world is rocked in more ways than one. Everything I thought I knew is ripped from under me in one fell swoop. Then I meet him: the enticing man behind the camera with the boyish grin and charismatic energy who makes me question everything. He was only supposed to be a means to an end. But what I got was so much more.
-
-
4.0/5 For our old man and our cute sunshine
- By MarbsReads on 03-11-25
By: Ashley James
-
Featherbed
- Vino & Veritas Series
- By: Annabeth Albert
- Narrated by: Alexander Cendese, Kirt Graves
- Length: 5 hrs and 23 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Harrison Phillip Fletcher III isn't supposed to be here. Not in Burlington, Vermont, not running Vino & Veritas, a quaint inclusive bookstore and wine bar, and definitely not still alive, at 42. Also not supposed to be here? An unexpected delivery of chickens. Finn Barnes knows chickens. The burly organic farmer knows all about rare breed poultry, but dealing with a hot older bookseller is an entirely different matter. City-slicker types like Harrison never end up staying in Vermont for the long-term. They should steer clear of each other. But the flare of attraction is mutual.
-
-
Read the book instead
- By B. Grey on 06-01-21
By: Annabeth Albert
-
Broken
- An Unlucky 13 Standalone
- By: Andi Jaxon
- Narrated by: Darcy Stark, Iggy Toma
- Length: 9 hrs and 22 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
After years of drowning myself in parties, hookups, and pain, all it takes is one viral sex tape to be given a choice: Hide out on an island or lose my trust fund. Having to share a room with the one man I let hurt me is my worst nightmare. I’m the broken shell of the boy he walked away from on the worst day of my life. I hate him almost as much as I hate myself.
-
-
Completely ridiculous story. Decent narration.
- By CJ on 01-01-24
By: Andi Jaxon
-
Lucky
- By: Garrett Leigh
- Narrated by: Shaun Grindell
- Length: 7 hrs and 48 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Dominic Ramos is a Premiership football player with a secret. There are no trophies for being gay in his game. Locked into his rep as the meanest defender on the pitch, keeping his secret is soul-crushing, but love has no place in his sport, even if his soft heart craves it. Lucky Coleman is on his knees when he meets a man with more money than sense. It's a Grindr hook-up for cash, not a love match, but dreaming of his desperate, kind eyes earns a place amongst his numerous bad habits.
-
-
Good story, but didn't like the narration
- By Audiobook Lover on 01-10-25
By: Garrett Leigh
-
The Friendship Equation
- Love Equations
- By: J.R. Gray
- Narrated by: Alexander Amado
- Length: 7 hrs and 46 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
I never thought I'd go to college a virgin, but unless something changes—and fast—that's what's going to happen. In comes Harden Hart, my all-American boy-next-door best friend with an offer to help in a way I'd never imagined. The boy, who turned everything he touched to gold, had a filthy side to him I'd never seen. Oh, and did I mention he's straight?
-
-
steamy
- By JS1986 on 04-19-25
By: J.R. Gray
-
A King to Be Claimed
- Our King, Our Master Series, Book 1
- By: Brea Alepoú
- Narrated by: John Solo
- Length: 5 hrs and 29 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Blessed by the gods and goddesses, edoli have lived alongside humans for thousands of years. While some hold such abilities as shape-shifting and controlling the elements, the rarest are the kings and queens who can bond through blood with keepers and amplify their power...and their own. Titos has been seen as useless and weak his entire life. He's never been able to bond with another edoli and has nothing of value to offer his queen. When a stranger saves him from certain death, Titos's life will never be the same.
-
-
A very sexy MMMM+ story
- By Bruce D. Parker on 10-18-20
By: Brea Alepoú
-
Out in the Open
- Browerton University, Book 1
- By: A.J. Truman
- Narrated by: Alexander Cendese
- Length: 5 hrs and 50 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
College sophomore Ethan Follett never says what's on his mind and never wants to rock the boat. Out in the open, things couldn't be better, but secretly Ethan yearns for some real excitement in his life. He finds it in cocky frat boy Greg Sanderson, who challenges every rigid, preconceived notion Ethan lives by. Soon, their sparring relationship turns sexual, and these enemies-with-benefits "get their freak on" all over campus. Yet the more Ethan comes out of his shell, the more Greg retreats into his, working overtime to keep his ladies' man public persona intact.
-
-
A Relatable Read for the College-Age Gay Man
- By Alex on 06-24-19
By: A.J. Truman
-
Power Plays & Straight A's
- CU Hockey, Book 1
- By: Eden Finley, Saxon James
- Narrated by: Alexander Cendese, Iggy Toma
- Length: 7 hrs and 14 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
"Look out for Zach, and don't hit on him." My brother's request sounds easy enough. Keep an eye out for his best friend on campus and keep my hands to myself. Easy. Even if Zach is a quintessential nerd, who I've always thought was cute, I don't have the time to think with my...stick. There's only one stick I should be focused on this year, and that's my hockey stick. My goal once I graduate is to get an NHL contract. The last thing I need is a distraction. On or off the ice. Only, keeping to the rules is harder than I thought it would be.
-
-
Loved It ☆☆☆☆☆
- By TALIA on 12-12-20
By: Eden Finley, and others
-
The Foxhole Court
- All for the Game Series, Book 1
- By: Nora Sakavic
- Narrated by: Alexander Cendese
- Length: 7 hrs and 43 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Neil Josten is the newest addition to the Palmetto State University Exy team. He's short, he's fast, he's got a ton of potential - and he's the runaway son of the murderous crime lord known as the Butcher. Signing a contract with the PSU Foxes is the last thing a guy like Neil should do. The team is high profile, and he doesn't need sports crews broadcasting pictures of his face around the nation. His lies will hold up only so long under this kind of scrutiny, and the truth will get him killed.
-
-
LGBT
- By Kindle Customer on 08-21-18
By: Nora Sakavic
-
Just Friends
- Never Just Friends Series, Book 1
- By: Saxon James
- Narrated by: Alexander Cendese, Kirt Graves
- Length: 7 hrs and 16 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Five years ago, I walked away from Sunbury, Oregon, and left my best friend behind. The move was supposed to get my life on track. I even had a list: Life changing epilepsy surgery. Check. See the world. Check. Get over my straight best friend... Not exactly. No matter where I go or who I meet, I can't let Tanner go. I'm back to tell him how I feel. To get the closure I need once and for all. Only now I'm here and falling for him all over again, it's getting harder to say the words. Because once I have my closure, I'll be gone. And this time it will be for good.
-
-
My Roo, Your Tanner, Gahhhh!
- By BLA on 05-14-21
By: Saxon James
What listeners say about My Only Defense
Average customer ratingsReviews - Please select the tabs below to change the source of reviews.
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Jam
- 08-15-24
Series keeps getting better and better!!!
I haven't read too many military romance and I have to say this will change after today even after how nervous I was for Law. I loved Lawson and Garrison together. I loved how Law didn't blame anything on Garrison and they were just so sexy in bed!! The next book should be spicy and I'm definitelty excited about reading it.
Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.
You voted on this review!
You reported this review!
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- KDM
- 09-20-24
my favorite
This was one of my favorites of the series so far! Loved both of these two! Narration fantastic
Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.
You voted on this review!
You reported this review!
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Tonya
- 10-05-24
Yay! Garrison!
This was a good, lighthearted love story. I'm so glad I found this series.
Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.
You voted on this review!
You reported this review!
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Katy Beth
- 11-19-23
Guilt
I like the fact that these two main characters had developed some feelings without even knowing everything about each other. I have been waiting for Garrison to have his chance at love and this story didn’t disappoint. I love how caring Lennon is. The last few chapters contains some wonderful and dramatic scenes. I listened to the audio version and enjoyed it very much.
Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.
You voted on this review!
You reported this review!
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- LJ PRIME acct
- 03-30-25
Uncompelling Plot
I found this third book hard to care about the two main characters. The previous two installments in this series were much more engaging character-wise and storyline-wise. Too repetitive and not nearly enough plot exposition. Boring! Irritating! Disappointing! Lastly, the southern?? “accents” lacked authenticity.
Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.
You voted on this review!
You reported this review!