
Mercenary at Midnight
A Collection of Gutsy Verse
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Nicholas Ryan Howard
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Mercenary at Midnight is a blazing assembly of provocative verse by author, philosopher, and creator Nicholas Ryan Howard. Crafted in the moments of utmost vulnerability - and always after the midnight hour had struck - the poet journeys without allegiance into the harrowing land of introspection, armed only with a combination of daring, desperation, and mettle.
The 100 poems, tales, and reflections within showcase the author's rebellion against complacency, rage against submission, and insurrection against resignation. Packed with vigorous wordplay and a razor-sharp wit, the writing burns like a shot of whiskey and sparks like an exposed wire sizzling in the rain.
©2020 Nicholas Ryan Howard (P)2021 Nicholas Ryan HowardListeners also enjoyed...
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